*siiiiigh*

Aug. 22nd, 2013 07:45 pm
roxy: (dean angry)
SpNJ2 Big Bang is over. *unhappy sigh* We'll have to wait a whole 'nother year for SpN X-mas.

What else is on the horizon? I'm failing miserably at the SD OTP minibang. I have some words splattered across the page. I have a monster, I have a problem, angst, you know how I love my angst, the problem is Sam so far only appears in flashbacks. And there's building up to be sexin' with OCs. Trouble, my friends.

Baby Clark, my friends. Because we need something good to look at.

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roxy: (heart tree)
Today we celebrate my birthday month *and* [livejournal.com profile] firesign10's birthday! To celebrate and to thank her for the wonderful job she did on my BB this year, I gift her with a wee ficlet based in that verse. It's a little back story for one of the characters.

Happy Birthday, kid! ;)

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Under the cut is some story! )
roxy: (dean wave)
First, a drabble based on my SpNBB this year, Cicatrix, because I'm having trouble letting it go, oy. :)

Cicatrix drabble )


Second, two Who's Afraid of the Big Bad Wolf? drabbles )
roxy: (unstoppable rex)
Three more days, my friends! Three more days before I post my Big Bang. It's a pretty big Bang--a little over 60000 words. And it's not bad my friends, I think it will hold your attention and I think it moves pretty quickly so you won't be bored. You will want to read it. You *will* want to read it. Youuuuuu wiiiill waaaant to reeeeaad...close your eyes and repeat that until you feel yourself drifting away on a lovely cloud of well-being and a desire to immerse yourself in the world of Sammy and Dean...driiiiiiifft.

Ah-hem. You were saying?

giant head roxy t-rex banner by bt_kady

okay.

Jun. 10th, 2013 11:07 pm
roxy: (peanuts rain go away)
I think I'm done. I'm pretty sure I'm done.
roxy: (2013 bb hell yeah)
Well, my story's been claimed, rather lickety-split. That's a first for me. Maybe I'm getting better at writing artist summaries.

Siiiiiiigh

Apr. 30th, 2013 05:50 pm
roxy: (bbicon2013)
My first draft has been sent. my brain is wrung out. Thank you ladies, ya'll are the best. :)

Not happy.

Apr. 15th, 2013 11:42 pm
roxy: (peanuts rain go away)
I'm so down about my BB that it's screwing up everything. I just can't feel crappy that I'm having trouble with it, no, I've got to translate that into "I'm a crappy person." I'm *not* sending this hot mess to anyone until I get some sense that it's salvageable. Though if any of you could give me an ending, that'd be great--hah.

I'm giving myself a couple of days to pull this shit together and if I don't feel like I'm going somewhere by Friday, I guess I'll drop out. I'm not a fast writer anymore--if I can't get an ending roughed out by the end of the week, I'll never have anything by May 1st. I was rolling along pretty well throughout the weekend, about 3000 words--not great, but not bad--and then it fell apart when I realized I had no idea where it was headed. Which isn't terminal if you're posting a WIP but not if you're trying to make a deadline. :(

I'm just bitching here because I need to get this out, and I can't at home. You know how they are about my hobby. Not entirely non-supportive, but they're much happier if I never mention it at all. So, I just kind of wander around all bitey-lip and swearing I'm fine because it always feels silly to get so emotional about something that's only important to me and a few folks in a faraway land who might possibly be unicorns, for all I know. *sigh* Thanks for letting me babble. I'm going to print out all the fucking ugly pages and look over them at work tomorrow. And if anyone asks me what I'm doing I'm going to straight up tell them, "Wondering how I can get these brothers to fuck each other...any ideas?"

List

Mar. 12th, 2013 01:19 am
roxy: (bbicon2013)
This is what I want to have happen by this weekend. Hahahahahaha.

Finish, clean up and post my MOL story which has so little to do with Men of Letters. Still, fun ti write.

Post two or three chapters of Boys of Summer at AO3. Another story that's a bit better than I remembered. A bit.

Start on the last third of my SpNBB. The first part that revolves around Dean I'm very happy with. I had a lot of problems with it but I think I've solved them. The middle part with Sam is not bad--the bones are there and now I have to flesh them out. (ew) The last part, the most important part, I've got bupkiss. I'm doing a lot of shower/drivetime/brain writing and hoping something gels. I'm not worried. I won't be worried until the middle of March at which point I will freak the fuck out. As per usual. *G*

I have three days off next week and I shall be a writing fool!

SPNBB wordcount: 18000ish, give or take a few.

Bang! :)

Jan. 21st, 2013 01:34 am
roxy: (writing)
Hey, Bangers, how's it going? You thinking about your stories? I am too! Mostly by reading a lot of porn...no, really, it helps! Sort of. I'm reading lots of porn, listening to tons of oldschool rap and making cryptic notes about the FBI and about SWAT teams. Mostly they cryptic because I can't read my handwriting and or my shorthand (oh, i'll know what that means when i read it again. *peers at 'TL 4tacpsnl+2shtrs, double, trip?'....what the fuck?*) So, yeah, part of my process is deciphering this shit....

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