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roxy ([personal profile] roxy) wrote2012-06-11 06:13 pm

R is for loser....

I've been trying to read Close Your Eyes by [livejournal.com profile] sonofabiscuit77, who(whom?)I adore by the way, because she writes (and hopefully will write more of) my fav OC ever, not to mention some of the best, most amazing AUs ever--but I *can't*! I've been reading it in bits because it features infidelity in a way that makes me want to cower under the blankets. But I have a very low omgeepohno threshold. The story is amazing, mind you, and so very, very interesting! It features Dean in a way that's pretty fucking unique but also makes sense for the story. I like it. I'm going to finish it because there's no way I can't. Just...eep. I can't see this ending good for anybody, least of all me, hah!! *pulls blanky over her head and snags all the kleenix*


Isn't BB time the *best*?

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2012-06-12 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
She's fabulous, yes!

I never know how infidelity fic is going to strike me, it's one of my cast-iron noes in RL so for me to give it a pass in a story it's got to be good. Or so obviously designed to yank on my heart strings that it has no other impact. But this story--it's just a trainwreck happening in slow motion and I'm getting over-emotional. *hangs head*

WFB! Ha--there's another story I had to put down from time to time because I got too involved.

Say...could it be possible...am I just...a giant *mushball?*