Yup. Like I said, I don't know why. Maybe it's because I'm asexual and experience 'sexy' things in a different way anyway, or because I'm hyper focussed on Jensen/Dean when I'm reading fic, or maybe because of something else entirely... who knows. Thank you so much! I've gone from reading like 3 fics a day to maybe one every 3 days because I just don't want to run into unexpected surprises and almost no-one tags who tops or bottoms in NC17 fic. :)