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Using this icon because I forgot to use them this Easter

Holy fuck, I am so blocked. Nothing is coming through at ALL!! No, no--stuff gets written in my head but it won't come out. I sit at the keyboard, stare at the screen and it just seems like too much trouble to type. I'm really sorry about it too, because I *love* the Jared I'm trying to write, and I love their families....I'm not too crazy about Jensen though. Just like PE, I'm really very happy with the characters and where I want to go, and the ending is just so right but I don't feel like typing it. This has been going on for, what, two months?

Maybe I'm done???????

I don't like that idea, but it happens to people. I remember in SV, when I was sure I'd never write again, and then wrote this long-ass story that I really loved...ach, who knows? I give myself until the end of April and if nothing works loose by then, I should probably drop out of the BB. *sigh* If I really think I can't get any of my other WIPs done, I promise I'll tell everyone how they end because I do know how they end. I think the writer owes folks following a story that much, right? Why leave folks guessing if you know how it's meant to end?

Excuse me, I need to ooze out of my chair and flop all over the living room and whine really, really loud before I crawl up the stairs to bed. *SIGH*

God, everyone should have my problems, right?

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Awwwwwww, bb.
*hugs you*

Just - type crap. Don't even worry about the story, just type about the *character*, what you like ,anything. I bet some story will work its way out.
*luffs*

I am trying that. I have typed crap for sure. Some bits are good but I think I'm just being lazy and not wanting to work this hard. I'm thinking, as goofy as this sounds, to move into another room and change things up. *shrugs, grins*

Hey, bb, you do what you gotta do. That's how it works.
*smooches you*

Oh cool, then I'm gonna find someone willing to work for literal peanuts and get them to write this shit for me. Incentive--they're mixed in with caramel popcorn and are reeeeeeeeelly tasty....

BWAAAAhhahahahahhahaaha.
Oh, man.
*sigh*

I am in the same place as you re: Space AU. It's the *last fucking chapter*. I need to finish it. I know what to do. And yet - i don't.
*flails*

Ach, I know--I've been thinking I'd wait until the final chapter to catch up--plus you wrote Bucky, too, right?

It's not just writing, it's reading I need to catch up on, too. I'm all lost and floundering and feel bad, like I've abandoned people who need me to read their stories--stories I love! Oy!

You know what? I need a damn vacation. Shit, I'm gonna put in for a few vaca days in the middle of the week so no one's around and just--do shit. Order pizza for the Fam and tell them to stretch that fucker to last all week because I'm not cooking...hell, they're grown, they know what to do, right?

DUDE. Perfect fucking idea. YES. :)

And i cannot wait until you can read the whole story - i love my Space AU so much!!
And I did write Bucky and Steve. Three 'Bucky recovering' fics and one 'Bucky's Backpack' fic.
(I mean - after Mr. Stan said what he said...how could i *not*??)

*twirls you*