this story should come with its own valium/prozac prescription.......dang girl it's the season to be merry..............not the season to want to slit one's wrists.....u made me eat an apple muffin to comfort myself......and I tell u I don't need the extra pounds.........aaaaaaaaaaaagh.........new year's resolution will stay away from angst after this story.........happy denial clex ficlets.........must stay away from angst.......aaaaaargh!!!!