Dis Pater?

[roxy]

gee--there's been so much talk about that story. *koff* okay, not really, but it's been on my mind lately. I have this idea that keeps coming back to bother me--takes place after the main story and the ficlet that came after...should I, should I not? I could, I could keep writing about them forever, I don't have to post it--*slaps self, but carefully--it's kind of owie if you slap yourself too hard* epiphany type moment!

Anyhoo, I'm trying to finish L&C, but I've been depressed a small bit--just that stoopit hormone storm I get when Mother Nature reminds me that I'm still capable of repopulating the planet if only I wasn't a selfish and self centered bitch. I'll be happy as a clam soon! (is that a real saying, happy as a clam, or just something I screwed up?) You know, this *is* the perfect mood to write that CrazyBitchLana story....*g*

Comments

[philexos.livejournal.com]

Nooooooooooooo! Okay, well, yes. But still... nooooooooooooooooo!

Seriously. That story traumatized me. Totally could not come up with feedback for the closing chapters because... the whole heart being ripped out and stomped on cuts into my ability to type, or, you know, breathe!

This is a LOT of exclamation points, but, seriously, for the first time EVER I felt that an author owed me happyhappy (L&C do Europe in this case) because of the horrible horrible angst and tears and heart wrenching out and stompy stuff (Dis Pater, in this case), and I've NEVER felt like that before. Honestly, it's just silly, irrational, and downright crazy to think an author owes the reader something for breaking! their! heart! and then burying it in a deep hole! *snif* I have no perspective. *snivel* Dis Pater. Most PAINFUL story ever.

Of course, CrazyBitchLana story. Way close right now.

But, you know, if something in the DP universe attacks. Hey, I never said I didn't have a wide stretch of masochism in here somewhere. Although... I don't want to leave an impression that I actually want you to hurt me *whimper*

*puppy eyes*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Damn....just...damn. Really? It hit you like that? wow--not that I set out to upset anyone, and I had very good (i felt anyway) reasons for ending it like I did, but man. I kind of figured everyone was just kidding when they said I had to fix it and I was being mean but it really got to you? That's like the highest compliment I could have gotten--thank you so much, and I'm sorry! *hughug*

I'm glad L&C could be some kind of payback for that. *grin*