Oh For

[roxy]

fucks sake. I'm spending too much time doofing around when I should be finishing this part of 'Moon'I had a great jumpstart to the brain administered by Abi--thank you so much!But, my brain is being a pain. It's that (whispers in old maid voice)time of the month, that time when anything that's not nailed down gets eaten. Everything.Or beaten. I get crabby too.Or, *koff*

I read 'The Killing Joke' today...fuuuuck.Wish I could draw like that.I'm like a non-self esteem will-o-the-wisp.Every time I read a great fic *eyeballs various folks you know who you are* I drown in "I suckitude' I'm ok, I wish I were great. Yes. I confess. I want to be GREAT! But, I'm good, so I guess that counts for a bit.If I'd kept working at my art, I'd *be* great, but naw, I had to fritter away years being a mom...kidding.Not about the mom part,I did a damn good job there. *pats self on sloping shoulders*

Best part about this obsession? Finding out the world has so many bright, creative and funny people in it!

Ain't it cool!

In other news, I've been playing with my journal,YaY!

Comments

[katholicgrrl.livejournal.com]

This is beautiful, Roxy! Much nicer, IMHO, the gray and blue was kind of cold, didn't really feel like you. I recognize the wallpaper too, one day i went and looked at all your art in previous entries, i was going to mention, but i forgot. You've got lot's of time yet to become great, especially now that the fledgling(s)? have left the nest. You're only 50! :)

[tabaqui]

Ooh!
I like the background of the journal!!!
I must do that to mine - i must play with my new paid account!!!
:)
And yes, it SUCKS to read really good stuff sometimes and then just go...
I'll NEVER be that good!
*sob*
But fuckit.
I'm just gonna...WRTIE!
Fix my bois, fix the Whedonverse and... damn, get my 'summer of spike' freakin' contribution ready.
Wanna beta it for me and tell me that i screwed up the Xander voice totally?
'Cause i think i did.
*smooches*
loves you!
Keep writing! You ROCK.

[justabi.livejournal.com]

It really is beautiful, Roxy. My most hated prof in art school told me that the only way to be really great is to practice a lot. (stpid bitch...) You have plenty of time to be great.

Also, happy to lend you the brain jumper cables any time. :)