Show.

[roxy]

the last few weeks, actually. I'm not sure exactly where I am, thoughts-wise. I kind of tumble back and forth with feelings. I think it's a good thing--every review I read, I find myself shifting a bit this way, a bit that way. Basically, I've reached the point where I feel enormous sympathy for Sam. I think I get where he's coming from. You know I love Dean (it's a little creepy how much) but Sam has a point--many points, and Dean will survive. If he gets out of his self-centered funk, he'll see what Sam is trying to say, and Sam isn't saying he wants Dean out of his life, not at all.

It's weird how different old eps read when you've watched a new episode. Sympathy kind of bounces around, plus there are parts I watch and only now realize what the intent of a scene might have been. I'm HORRIBLE at figuring out what's going on. I tend to just look at the surface, or misunderstand completely, or miss subtle clues. That's why I can endlessly rewatch and always find something new.

This Show of Ours, my stars! So much bickering this week, all mobs and torches, flaming effigies, heads on pikes, sobbing in corners...all for a show that's been on the air 9 seasons! How many long running shows can boast of getting that kind of reaction so late in the day? Not bad, right?

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[gingersnap1224.livejournal.com]

I have never been this invested in a show.

I agree. The more I think about it, the more I understand what Sam said and why he said it. They have got to move beyond the destructive co-dependence.

Oh, show. I will love you til the bitter end.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

And thank you so much for being here with me, in my love for Show. I've had fandom loves before--Buffy, Angel. Those shows brought me as much pleasure as SpN--as opposed to SV, in which it was the fic and the fans that made me happy. But there's something about SpN that's really special, that makes me watch the show with my hand pressed to my heart sometimes. That's why I can't watch it with non-fans, lol!

Show forever!