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This fucking day--this is a five-hug day.

This day. I read terrible news here tonight about a passing of one of my favorite writers. I really liked reading Vamphile's stories. I was shocked and very sad and I'm still reeling a bit, thinking about life and how rough it can be.

I was already an emotional whack-a-loon and then that kind of tipped me over. Menopause is a long, ugly transition to not using birth control. That's what it's all about right? There's got to be a bright side to it.

And also this.

A man came to my store this morning and tried to haggle with me about the price of a shirt. Like, we were in the marketplace kind of haggle. Um, Mister? No, just hell no. And get out of my store.

A woman, a grown woman, peed in my fitting room. A grown-ass woman. What the fucking fuck was that? Binitch, you pee on the carpet in your home? This is your decision-making on drugs.

I broke down in tears trying to explain a sweet cartoon to my kid.

I'm going to bed. There will be no writing, there will be no reading, just me crouching under the covers and waiting for tomorrow.

Also, I'm really grumpy because I think ya'll have me writing some kind of werewolf J2 thing--god!!

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*hugs you five times*

*siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*

Thank you! :)

WTFH is someone peeing in the fitting room??????

I think if you write a werewolf J2, it will be WONDERFUL. And I will do the beta so I can read it FIRST ;-D

The mood shit eases up. After a while. I so don't miss shit like cramps and pads and all of that though.

<3<3<3<3<3

Can you imagine!!!! I was shocked and horrified! God forbid that woman ever comes in again!

I am writing this werewolf AU right now and it's...really weird and doofy and a little complicated. :D

The mood swings run mostly to be boo-hooing which is world's better than the suicidal mood swings I got taking Paxil. I just hate looking like a wienie! Hah! Which I am, I just like to hide that fact.

I'm so sorry that your friend has passed away. *hugs*

And, what idiotic behaviour at your store. At a previous job, I remember some person smeared their crap all over the public bathroom. You think: what kind of psychosis is this?

I hope tomorrow is much better.

Today has been very good. I've concentrated on good things and talked to BG on the phone. I'm feeling much better! :)

I'm so sorry you had such a bad day {{{{{HUGS}}}}} <--- (five hugs)

imo, menopause is awesome. I didn't really have too many flashes, mood swings, whatever, just a blessed absence of globs of stuff coming out of my uterus. Seriously, it was like I was passing a liver every month.

I now have Vamphile bookmarked in my fic folder. I'm looking forward to checking out her stories. It was interesting to go to her lj and see that it has been placed "in memorial status." I thought that was very sweet, and I've never seen it before.

Tomorrow will be better!

I hope you enjoy reading her stories. I liked them a lot.

A few other journal's have been placed in memorial status,

thamiris comes to mind. It's a nice thing to do.

Thanks a million for the hugs! I feel much better today! ♥

*hugs you tight* *five times* *and another just because*

Thank you!! *hugs back* ♥

*Hugs and hugs and hugs you*

...wolves? Really? (just a small bounce) Wolves will make the cramps and the ugh go, and eat up the nasties that are making you sad. They will. Wolves are good like that.

My experience of menopause gives me nothing with which to reassure you, having been sort of instant, by decree. But yes, on the other side, things are calmer and far less intense. (Which, if you know me? Might make you tremble at the "before" me. I'm much nicer now)

(Which, if you know me? Might make you tremble at the "before" me. I'm much nicer now)

LOL!!

My werewolf story is shaping up to be more weird and goofy and less wolf. I figured I'd just let it go where it will. Stalker goofy Jared is making me smile.

First: Yes there is a bright side to menopause it just gets kind of hard to see while we are busy losing our fucking minds over shit that doesn't normally even register. The brightside? It ends. And when it does you are the kind of free and happy and relaxed you never would have beleived. I am almost done myself. My sister is totally done. I appear to be mostly done with the epic.fucking.mood swings. (Please god can I be done screaming at the dog and crying over commercials?)

Second) I JUST found out about Vamphile. What a shitty fucking thing that is. I am just sad. Broken hearted really. Not much else to say about that. Just. Sad. I hope Vamp get some peace now.

Please god can I be done screaming at the dog and crying over commercials?)

OMG, YES.

I JUST found out about Vamphile.

It's terrible and sad, so sad.

hugs babes

Thank you so much for the hugs, love! ♥

*hugshugshugshugs*

yesterday was just a really fucking bad day for everyone, i think. but peeing in the dressing room? haggling in a *store*???

you deserve all the hugs. and luffins and adoration.

xoxoxoxooxoxoxo

Awwwwwww! You make me feel like a million bucks! God, knows, you understand how it can be--having to deal with customers and KEEP FROM CRUSHING THEIR SKULLS LIKE WALNUTS!!!! Not that I've ever felt like that....

Wow, people sure do suck.

And i'm so sorry for your loss, bb.
*hugs*

With menopause also comes - no more periods. SO worth it.
*hugs more*

People can be totally unbelievable--horrible! That's why in general, I don't care for them much. Unless they come with pastry. I like pastry.
♥

I'm sorry I missed this post yesterday. For some reason, LJ is being epicly evil and not showing me all your posts. GRRR!!!

*smothers you in hugs forever* I hope today was a better day for you.

*sending you lots of hugs and love and kisses* ♥

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