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roxy ([personal profile] roxy) wrote2014-04-08 11:43 pm
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Need hugs. :(

I can't stop feeling sad for no reason. I'm getting on my own nerves. And all this sadness keeps me from writing. I did post the 3rd part of the WIP I'm posting but I made it private until I can clean it up. Which I will do as soon as I stop getting broadsided by tears out of nowhere, damn it.

Menopause seriously is the mother-fucking devil. :(

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[identity profile] tasabian.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Stupid menopause. Hope tomorrow brings happier times.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
I know I'll be better tomorrow, it's just right now feels so giantly BAD. *hugs*

Thanks, my dear. ♥

And thanks for adorable Michael.
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[identity profile] firesign10.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
It do suck, NGL. The hot flashes are killing me :-P so I am right there with you!!

You are a fabulous, fabulous writer. It's sickeningly easy to doubt that, so keep reading that sentence over and over. Frankly, you are one the the big reasons I keep writing when I get hit with the doubt stick, so please take some encouragement back for yourself!

Knowing that the sad IS for no reason is a big plus. You aren't running around going "wtf is the sad??" It's just there! It's got no reason! So don't go berserk looking for the reason ;-)

There's some saying about letting fear go through you, so it won't paralyze you? Think of the sad that way. There it is, but let it just go on its way and it will pass.

Also, there's things like meds out there that can help, if you are super-stuck or it's happening all the time. Do you like/trust your doctor? Is this something you can talk about with him/her? A short course of something mild could be helpful in getting over this hump, if you find you're being really hamstrung. There's no reason to suffer unduly, when there might be help available.

Lastly - I love you. You're warm and smart and witty and adorable, and your snarky talk and big heart are a delight. So there :-)

*HUGs*******************

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
*clings*

I know it's going to go away soon. I just really hate the crying part. It makes me feel sick and stuffy and kind of stupid since it's out of nowhere. Like, intellectually I know that it's hormonal, but emotionally it just hurts.

Oh man, thanks for the hugs and the ego-rubs. I need those from time to time. :)

♥

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[identity profile] serafina20.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I'm sorry you're sad. *hugs*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
*HUGS BACK* A passing thing but in the moment it feels like crap. Thank you for the hugs--they really do help. :)

[identity profile] casey28.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry you're feeling down... *sends Sam and Dean to comfort you*

*hugs*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
Aww! Thank you! ♥ Just the thought of being in the middle of a Sam n Dean hug makes me smile.

[identity profile] morrphyc.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
No! Sad Roxy is not allowed. *hugs* Tomorrow will bring joy, I just know it. ;-)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
*CLINGS SO HARD*

♥

Tomorrow, I'll be smiling. :)

[identity profile] galwithglasses.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
Ugh, hormones and the lack thereof....I totally get it. Hang in there.

Sends you Odysseus and Argos with a smile for you.....

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Oooo, thank you!!! :)

[identity profile] rosy5000.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
*cuddles you up in a tight hug* If menopause was a person, I'd punch them in the nose for you. Not nice making my Roxy feel bad. *hugs you some more* Feel better. :) ♥

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
I KNOW YOU WOULD!!!

*CLINGS LIKE A HOWLER MONKEY*

Thank you lovey, just the thought of you punching menopause in the nose has made me grin like a loon!

♥

[identity profile] dawnybee.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
::rushes in, turns on boombox (an iPod won't due in this situation) places it over my head::



It'll be okay. ::hugs:: Here's some cheery things.

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Or think about what exactly he did to get those merit badges. I think half of them involved rope.

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you made me laugh out loud!!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
and you give me Patti! Beloved, if I loved you anymore, they'd be able to see it from space.

♥

Boy Scout Jensen...I'm torn between horror and writing bondage boy scout stories. Thanks for cheering me up! :D :D

[identity profile] peepingdru.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
((((padas))))).......sooooooo glad me pasedededed it...x0x00x0x0
Cheer up giffy thang...lol
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[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
lol!!!

This cheered me up so much! Nothing like bow legs in gym shorts to make a girl smile. Despite that bitch Mother Nature. ;D
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[identity profile] smalltrolven.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Ah sigh, menopause blues eh? Doing a bit o' that myself I think. It sucks, and I'm sorry, and I hope it lifts soon so you can keep writing, I want to read part #3!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Ah! That lit me right up! Thank you!! :)
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[personal profile] fanspired 2014-04-09 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
This'll bring a smile to your face:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NS4frRMIQk

YES!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
omg, *yes*, that definitely worked!! Thanks a million!!!



*still laughing!!*

[identity profile] quickreaver.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
The fact that you're aware of it and putting it in perspective is HUGE! Just take deep breaths and give yourself the luxury of time. Now that the weather is breaking, go on walks; works wonders for me! The fresh air, emptying the old brain, and the fact you know there are folks who care about you and will enjoy your writing when it surfaces will make you feel a little lighter. :)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
This morning, I dragged myself out of the house for non-work reasons (a miracle in itself!) and went to breakfast with a friend who was pleased to see me. I drove back home with the windows down and the radio playing loud. Between that and all the care here, I feel much better now.

Thank you ♥
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[personal profile] digitalwave 2014-04-09 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
Sweetie, I will happily send you all the hugs! Feel better, okay? Love you!

*hugs you hard*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
*leans on you*

I do feel better now, a little tender but not nearly as sad--love you right back! ♥

[identity profile] gingersnap1224.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
Come here, you!

If I didn't live clear across the country, I would come and wrap you in a blankie and give you a nice cup of coffee and cheer you up with the story of how I was terrorized by a chicken. I will never forget it's beady little eyes and mocking cluck...

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! You're tje BEST!!!

Poultry are the devil!!! Those horrible little reptilian eyes...*shudder*

So, spill this evil chicken story? :D

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[identity profile] stir-of-echoes.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs you hard*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
*soaks up the hugs*

Thank you, love, thanks so much! ♥

[identity profile] jackien1968.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
Awwww, hon', have a ***HUUUUUUG*** and an adorbs li'l Jared.

<3
J

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
AWWWWWWW, BABY JARED!!!

He was as much a cutie as his kid is now!

Thanks for the giant hugs, my dear! I feel much better today. :)
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[personal profile] fufaraw 2014-04-09 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
All the hugs in the world to you, love. And ease, meanwhile.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks so much my dear! Today is definitely an improvement over yesterday. All these hugs make me feel so much better. :)

[identity profile] elli.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 09:46 am (UTC)(link)
*bighugz*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
*mmmmmmmmmm*--much better now! Thank you! ♥

[identity profile] tifaching.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 11:08 am (UTC)(link)
Huge tackle hugs for you. Sorry you're down bb. *sends you all the chocolate and hopes the sad goes away soon*
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[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Oooof! *grins*

Thanks so much, love! Today is a much, much better day! :)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL!! Oh wow, thanks for that! I snorfled through the whole thing!

*HUGS*

[identity profile] me-ya-ri.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
:( *huggles you and pushes cookies in your mouth* I hope you feel better, sweetie!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
THAAAAAAANK YOOOOU!

*CLINGS*

you know just what I need! ♥ ♥

[identity profile] cinderella81.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
**hugs tight**

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Awwww!!! You break out the Priestly icon for me and make me smile!! ♥ Thank you, lovey!

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[personal profile] danceswithgary 2014-04-09 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
*hug*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

[identity profile] nashmaveric.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Hormones... the bane of all women's existence. ::hugs::

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
*MMMMMM*

It makes me feel good just to see you here! *HUGSBACK*
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2014-04-09 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, bb.
*hugs you tight*

I wish i could bop up to your house, take you out for steak and cake, and do some boy-watching. That would be so fun!
I...don't know if i'm in menopause or not. I get these big, sobby moments sometimes but....i dunno? I guess i'll just have wait and see.....

I need to win the lottery so i can visit *all my friends*.
*smooches you*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2014-04-09 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
That would be such wonderful wonderful thing! I know we'd have the best time. I think sobby moments are a sign of the start of something for sure. They sure are annoying and *embarrassing!*

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