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roxy ([personal profile] roxy) wrote2015-05-24 05:57 pm

Siiiiighhh...

Everybody's posting their kudos and giving me an inferiority complex. *drapes self over the landscape and emits supersonic whines*

Oh well, at least I have my...*ponders*

I'm hiding. There's a big ol' BBQ going on at the Roses and I've slipped away for some sanity time. Help me! Someone come get me, please!! I'll fix you a plate! I'll throw in some sugar cookies and peaches! Mmmmmm. Sugar cookies. :D
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[personal profile] meus_venator 2015-05-24 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I heard this high-pitched whine and came to my so phone to check my email I guess it was supersonic !!! My ears are still ringing well you have no reason to hide or ponder, you have lots of company. I'll sit beside you . I just read a one shot by Saltandbyrne and it had 1500 kudos. Just one of several with that many kudos. Wow now that's a lot of kudos !!!

lol!!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
I'm trying to be a grown up about it...*whiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine*

[identity profile] fireheart13.livejournal.com 2015-05-24 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
There are some serious numbers out there, I know *boggles BUT WE MATTER TOO, BB!!! Don't think we don't *nods fiercely*

BBQ!!! I'd hide with you :-D especially if there are cookies!!! ;-)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
I'm free of BBQ!! Still pondering just why my stories slip through the cracks...ah well! Still, I've got my own personal best going on and I feel darn good about that at least. In fact, we deserve cookies!

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[identity profile] fireheart13.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, you know I hear you on this. I've said the same thing, shed the same tears, in fact to you as a matter of fact ;-) . We just have to keep doing the best writing we can, and make the best stories we can, and send them out into the world. It sucks sometimes - oh, so very much - but you are wonderful, and your stories deserve to be told. *HUGS*



*snitches a cookie*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
When we get to feeling kind of crappy about it, thank god we can turn to each other for hugs and pep talks. We have stories to tell, and we love telling them! :) ♥

[identity profile] fireheart13.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
YES YES YES!!!! *dances around with you, leaving cookie crumbs everywhere!*
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2015-05-24 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
MMmmmmmm, BBQ. Damn, i'm hungry.

Ignore the kudos meme, bb. It's neat, to have them, but it means nothing. I got tons more comments on things than i'll ever get kudos, so....
*smishes*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
Ach, beloved--comments are a rare and semi-imaginary thing in my AO world also. Most come through Smallville, were people are excited to read something from this new writer and hope that I'll continue to write fanfiction because it seems like I might actually have talent for it...*breathes heavy*...so, yeah.

*grabs another plate of ribs and chomps down hard*
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2015-05-25 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I know. But think of all the comments you've gotten on LJ, on all your lovely fic! That'll always make me happier than kudos and hits. :)

I *still* want some damn bbq ribs.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Ach, true, true!

*shoves ribs in a box and stamps them*

If only it were that simple, beloved, you would have the world's tastiest ribs! :)
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2015-05-25 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
*twirls you*

I wonder if the bbq place will be open tomorrow......
:)

[identity profile] somersault-j.livejournal.com 2015-05-24 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Why does this sound like a trap? 'I have cookies! Come over here, just come over, nothing bad will happen.'

*grabs a cookie anyway*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
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Whu--gasp--trap??? Why, don't be silly, it's perfectly safe to come right here next to me, right under my arm....mooo-hah-hah
Edited 2015-05-25 02:10 (UTC)

[identity profile] peepingdru.livejournal.com 2015-05-24 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
mmmmmmm...cookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkies....what????...I am easily distracted...xx

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
LOL!!!

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cookies and porn, just for you! ♥
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[personal profile] fufaraw 2015-05-24 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, hahahaha! I don't have ten fics *posted,* and while I'm quietly pleased with the amount of bookmarks and subs, and happily satisified with the hits and kudos, the numbers are nothing *like* other writers'. I'm...pretty okay with that.

I miss good sugar cookies. And I've yet to see a fresh peach this year. Mmm, peaches.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
Ach, I have no idea where the peaches came from because it's way to early for us. But when they're in season....mmmmm! The smell of peaches, the feel of peaches--the taste!

Okay, now you have me going off on some kinda peach thing....
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[personal profile] fufaraw 2015-05-25 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
I really can't eat pears--it's the grit thing. But honestly, the smell of them, the weight in your palm, the texture of the skin, and oh my goodness, the color, when the blush just leaks through the green...I think pears are the absolute sexiest fruit. But then there are peaches...a scent to get drunk on, again the round heavy weight in your palm, the gorgeous, beautiful delicate color of blush on pale yellow, and the wonderful texture of the skin! I love to eat them, but I'd rather just pet them, and smell them, and tell them how lovely they are. Almost.

Honestly, I really don't fetishize other fruit--not even bananas. It's just the pears and the peaches, really...

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
You know what? I just straight up love you. :)

[identity profile] mdlaw.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
I don't ever leave kudos because I think it's a stupid word. m. :)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
I'd like to think they're stupid too, but I'm pathetically needy. *sigh*

[identity profile] mdlaw.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
Oh I forgot......plain or frosted?

I lied!!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
They're chocolate chip!!

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[identity profile] quickreaver.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
I don't look at kudos. If I did, I'd feel yucky too. Just write what you love and don't worry about 'popular opinion', bb! First and foremost, make yourself happy. :D

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
I do always try to make myself happy--writing is supposed to be fun and it definitely *is*, no matter how many tears or how much of my own blood I shed.

It's just nice if folks come along on that ride with you. (Plus, I never got enough gold stars when I was a wee roxy.) :D
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[personal profile] fanspired 2015-05-25 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
Kudos so don't mean anything on AO3. I have seen the most incoherent, badly written garbage collect thousands of them while really intelligent, well written work receives next to no attention. Even amongst my own stuff, the two best performers kudos wise are the two stories I'd rate least. But one has a demon possessed Dean cuffing Sam to a bed and the other has Jared spanking Jensen, so quality be damned :P
Edited 2015-05-25 01:41 (UTC)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
Yes...if I wrote a story in which Dean gets cursed to give birth to pups after having sex with a hellhound while getting sporked by an angel who is in heat because Dean's omega status has triggered it while Sam hangs around in the background drinking demon blood and for some reason, getting really, really pissed off and abusing Dean because of it, despite the fact he has no soul and in fact is probably the king of hell or maybe just the campus bike at Stamford, no, Standfor, no, Stanferd, some college somewhere in California. Maybe. Could be Kansas, can't be bothered to do any basic research....

Bitter? *giggles*
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[personal profile] fufaraw 2015-05-25 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
I...think I read that one... (is ashamed)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
*HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH*!!! Be ashamed!!! :D :D :D :D
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[personal profile] fanspired 2015-05-25 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
ROFL! Yes! You've nailed it!

[identity profile] rosy5000.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
*huggles* Some people just don't recognize quality writing.

We had a BBQ today too. I'm glad I didn't have to cook, but I did end up baking and decorating a cake. I need to quit finding new hobbies. :P

*smishes you* ♥

[identity profile] lexalicious70.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG those huge group gropes, am I right? I had three of them right in a row this weekend and I am ready to be ALONE!

*HUGS* Hope you're well, love.

[identity profile] askellington.livejournal.com 2015-05-25 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes!! It's exhausting! And you have to keep smiling, right??? An today I worked so I had to cater to *strangers*!!!!

*HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGS*

lazy roxy