*unhappy sigh*

[roxy]

Did I tell you my family is dragging me to California in two weeks? Did I tell you I'm a Dean Winchester flyer?

This whole vacation thing is unsettling me. If by unsettle we mean hiding in the bathroom and having panic attacks. I'm spending as much time as I can preparing for this. Sadly, my doctor firmly believes in not prescribing anything to make me happy. Unless of course, I want to take an anti-anxiety med full time--no thanks, been there, done that, was absolutely not worth it. I swear, that man acts like I'm a junkie just waiting to happen.

We're going to be there for my beloved niece as she graduates. It's going to be like having our very own family therapist. Or not, as she has explained to me many times, but la! She is wrong. :D

We'll be in San Jose, San Francisco, and then a few days in Oregon, Corvallis, actually, and then a few days in Seattle, and then home again, where I can pull the covers over my head and bite the hand off of anyone who tries to intrude.

I *hate* traveling. But, this should soften me up really good for the con in September--lucky roommates. . :)

Comments

[tabaqui]

Awwwwww, bb. I know *exactly* how you feel, re: flying. It sucks so bad. I get sick, rather than really freaked (but i still hate it) and so, yes - not fun at *all*. If your doc won't give you anything even at least mild and temporary, how do you react to Benedryl or cold meds? Something that puts you out? Take that just before you board and sleep the whole way!

*hugs*

And congratulations to your niece! That's awesome. Enjoy your trip, bb - you get to see family *and* some beautiful scenery. You can do it!!
*smishes*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

This kid should never doubt that I love her, that's for sure.

I'm going to try a sleep-aid my kid recommended tonight--something to look forward to, wooo! :D I hope it works because unconscious is the best way to go, lol!

[tabaqui]

Fuck, yes. I detest flying *so much*. If i never fly again, I'd be happy. Win a trip to the UK/Europe/Australia? BOAT, baby. I'm *floatin'*.

Good luck!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

LOL!!! Boat sounds right to me--a floating hotel? Fuck yeah!:D

[tabaqui]

I know, right? Fucking perfect! Because on a floating hotel you can get the fuck away from horrible, fat, sweaty guys who try to hog the arm rests AND AND AND, fresh air! Wind! The ocean which, while it has it's own horrifying Kraken-like monsters waiting to eat you alive, is beautiful.

There is nothing beautiful about a jet-propelled tube of aluminum.