Hi!

[roxy]

I had the worst dream last night. It was a nightmare, I guess. It's still freaking me out and I'm a little afraid to go to sleep...*bites nails*

I dreamt I was dying, I think. I was in bed and my eyes closed, and it felt like I was at the top of a rollercoaster, that bit right before you start to tip and you're anticipating the drop. First it was the black you get when you close your eyes, and then it was BLACK, the blackest black I've ever seen, so black it had weight. I couldn't see anything, but there was this part in the middle of the black--like a blacker slot in the black. IT WAS SO FUCKING BLACK!! it's still creeping me out...anyway, even though I couldn't see anything, it felt like things were pouring into that slot, and I had some feeling of movement, but it was also pressure, like I was being sucked into it and squeezed as well. I felt my awareness of things start to fray and I was desperately holding on to it but thinking I should probably let go, and that I wouldn't know it if I did let go because there would be nothing with a capital noth, and then I sort of thought with what was left, "but what about the Fam?" I didn't want Mr. R to come home and find me.

So. He's out of state right now and I'm not surprised that I had an anxiety dream (i've been anxiety cleaning. you know how that goes. but, *score* too, because its been too long since i cleaned the bathroom).

Blaar! I just had to share that because I'm still so fucking creeped out by it! I'll have to recycle that bitch into a story. *shudder*

I feel better now. How's by ya'll? :D

Comments

[fireheart13.livejournal.com]

OMG that sounds terrible :-( *HUGS YOU TIGHTLY*

*HUGS YOU SOME MORE*

WHen does he return? Cuddle into bed and watch some SPN?

[peepingdru.livejournal.com]

absolute blech!!!!!...how about looking at some nasty j2 porn to chill??????....xx0x0x00x0x0

[fufaraw]

Oh man, I *hate* it when a nightmare follows me around the next day--the bad ones for even longer.

DO *NOT* go quietly into that verdamndt night! We need you here!

[tabaqui]

DUDE.
Creeptastic.
*smishes you*

[gingersnap1224.livejournal.com]

Oh my god! That is horrible. I wish I had some to say that would help you but I got nothing. That is just so creepy.

[blackrabbit42.livejournal.com]

That sounds ridiculously, super scary. ((((((((HUGS))))))))) SLEEP WITH THE LIGHTS ON!!!!!

:)

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

*huggles you tight and doesn't let go* That sounds so scary. :( Hope you sleep better tonight. *sends only dreams of pretty boys doing naughty things* Hope Mr. R is back soon too so you can sleep better.

*lots and lots of hugs* ♥

[supernutjapan.livejournal.com]

*squishes*

That must have been very scary. But maybe it's more important to remember that you came back. For your family's sake. And even though it may only have been a dream, that was a very brave thing to do aye? Maybe a signal from your brain that you can overcome the anxiety that you are going through now with your hubby gone and with work.

You can do it, love!

[(Anonymous)]

That sounds like a cross between the description of death in Torchwood and the real life case that Nightmare on Elm Street was based on (which you may not want to hear the specifics of without a little more distance from your dream--seriously, do not Google it until you've bounced back). Here's hoping your next night's sleep is significantly less eventful. And creepy. Big no to the creepy. :)

--Jessica

[iibnf.livejournal.com]

Gin does that to me. Tasty portents of doom.

[meus_venator]

Holy Cow, that sounds terrifying. (((((MASSIVE HUGS))))) Dreams can be sooooo freaking creepy sometimes.
I remember reading a Christian story one time about a little sick girl who fell asleep with her hands clasped in prayer and in the morning she was better. I'd offer up that idea to protect you in your sleep, but you can't believe it, I tried it when I was six and sick with the flue, didn't work. : ( A baseball bat by your side might prove reassuring though!

[lexalicious70.livejournal.com]

Holy crap, how scary! *HUGS* I hate bad dreams. It's always good to talk to people about this stuff though. Hope you feel better!

[sillie]

Oh man, that sounds like a horrible dream. D: *hugs*

[cinderella81.livejournal.com]

Talking about it helps remove yourself from it, remind yourself it's a dream

*HUGS TIGHT* I hate dreams like those ... they tend to stick with you ♥ ♥

[clarkscherry.livejournal.com]

Sounds totally creeptastic, but would make an amazing short story!