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roxy ([personal profile] roxy) wrote2005-08-18 12:46 am

For Ender!

Ender Fic

This was written for [livejournal.com profile] enderwiggin24 as a balm for her horrible exile. Welcome back!

Rating:4




The door opened with a screech of rusty hinges, and Clark slid back as far as he could against the wall. Pain knifed through him at every movement. “Lex?” he gasped, but the one clear look at the hard unforgiving eyes he managed before the door slammed shut and the light dimmed again let him know nothing had changed…his vision blurred in and out mercifully.

“Please, please, why? Why are you doing this to me?”

"Why? What a stupid question! All the lies, Clark. All the lies and promises and broken words piled up and up and up until it finally broke---that’s why.”

The last few words were nearly shrieked and a hand with a glittering ring on the elegant finger swung out and smashed against his mouth, his lip broke open and blood spurt over the white knuckles. “Clean it.”

The hand was all Clark could see, blood smearing the flawless skin—he licked blood from the knuckles, he cleaned the blood from the palm, licked it from the fingers, chased every bit until no smear of red marred the unblemished surface. He stopped and hung his head, he waited.

“Good boy. I have a treat for you. Clark’s stomach clenched in horror. No!—“Nooo…” he shoved back frantically, tried to flatten himself against the clammy stone wall, tried to shrink into invisibility. The glowing green chains crawled and shifted against him, each move brought fresh pain lancing through his gut, bile rising in his throat that he’d learned to keep down.

“You love the little toy, Clark you know you do…” the green rod glowed a poisonous emerald in the dim light, pulsing slowly, Clark’s heart beat sluggishly in time with in time with it, his head swam, and his breath rasped in and out, fear choked him, the anticipation of more pain made him gag “Please. No,” he moaned, “ please no….”

Hot hands flung him to his side, stretched out his legs and all he could do was twist in protest. “You said you loved me—how could you how could you hurt me like this?”

“Hurt you? Hurt *you*! What about all the times you hurt me—“ hands grabbed him roughly, shoved him flat to his belly. “What about the times you led me to believe you wanted me, just me?”

His legs were yanked apart, his knees scraping across the rough concrete of the basement floor. The pain made him gasp—despite the constant stomach clenching, bone grinding misery of the kryptonite chains burning against his flesh, fresh pain still made him react. How did humans bear this pain without going insane?

“How about it Clark. Isn’t this what you really wanted?” Fingers shoved into him, pain flashing hot and sharp through him. They sawed in and out of him, wringing gasp after gasp of pain, blood from his bitten lips flooded his mouth, his muffled cries of pain brought laughter.

“Come on, you know you want it—you always wanted to be fucked…every time you looked at me, every little smile, every word, under it all you were begging to be fucked…did you think I couldn’t tell?”

The world moved, became a place where pain was all, breathing was torture, the movement of his lungs was piercing agony. His blood boiled in his veins, Please god, no-no the crystal rod slid in deep, deep, pushing raw agony before it, his bones turned to water and his blood felt like it wanted to burst from every opening in him. He felt it run from his nose, he felt it run in hot rivulets between his thighs.

“You’re beautiful, you’re amazing, you’re mine forever. As long as I care to have you. The rod was gone replaced with another, warm resilient; the cessation of pain was nearly as torturous as the pain itself.

A warm hand wrapped around his flaccid dick and began coaxing it slowly, slowly to life and this was the part where he wanted to die, this was the part that was always the same…

When he began pushing into the fist, it was with hopeless, horrified desire for release, a wish for death as well.

“That’s it, that’s the way...you like it…I always saw it, you fucking liar…I’m going to fuck your brains out, you lying bastard monster…”

Harder and harder and his knees were shredding against the concrete and he didn’t care, he was groaning and crying, his muscles were tightening and it hit him always by surprise, always against his will, and always a yell of triumph echoing in his ear.

And as always he screamed for Lex, came for Lex.

He could feel the viscous streak of warm come smeared against his back.

“Ew. I hate the feel of that. See what I do for you, darling? I let you come too.”

No longer being held up, Clark dropped, face-first against the cool, dank floor. He could see the crystal rod, pulsing greenly, waves of nausea rolled over him. There was blood…
“Let me go, please…”

“Why should I? You never let me go. What have you ever done for me—in fact what has anyone in this crappy little town ever done for me?” Clark could make out the slim form whirling about in a fury, arms waving, the ring throwing of glints of emerald in the dim room.

The slim shadow dropped to the floor next to him, and he felt his hair gripped in a fist, his head yanked viciously upward. “You’re thinking rescue, aren’t you? You’re thinking someone’s got to come looking for you. But you’re a boy who has a history of taking off, running away. Who do you think is looking for you, hm? No one!”

“Lex….”

The hand cracked across his face, the pain shuddering down to his belly.

“Shut the fuck up! Shut up! Fuck!” His head hit the floor with a crack. A foot slammed into his ribs lifted him up and onto his back, his arms felt like they were pulling out of the sockets.

“They’ll never look for you here, they’ll figure you’re gone-gone to Metropolis--again,” an ugly snigger cut through the air. “They’ll never look here---right at home, sweetheart. Right here.”
The footsteps moved away and he heard the door slam shut.

Where was he? It smelled of mildew and wet concrete, old, old wood, it was dark, all the time. He sobbed and the chains clinked. He was going to die in the dark, alone, no mom and dad, no one to help him…Lex…Lex… “Lex,” he mumbled, rubbing dirt and dust into his cheeks, smearing it with tears of pain.

Who would rescue him before Lana killed him?

Holy Shit!

[identity profile] sv-slashbunny.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
You should consider writing more to this story... I must say that I sincerely thought that Clark was being held captive by Lex... you did an excellent job of allowing us to believe that... and then BAM! you tell us its Lana... The rescue and recovery would make great stories as well... ya think?

Re: Holy Shit!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad that worked! And I actually did put down some notes for continuing just a bit more. Thank you-I'm glad you liked it that much! :)
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[personal profile] digitalwave 2005-08-18 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
Wow, that was a punch to the gut. What an amazing twist at the end. You are going to continue it aren't you, sweetie?

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
Goodness! Thank you, I was so unsure that it would work! I'm so pleased you thought it did. I'm thinking really hard about continuing!

[identity profile] andera.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 11:47 am (UTC)(link)
WOW! I have the sudden urge to break Lana's skull.
Lex will come to rescue him, right? Then he should kill her, slowly. But before she has to watch the love for Lex in Clark's eyes. Lex comforting him and kissing him and having Clark in a way she never could. Only when the last straw of sanity she may still possess is lost he considers killing her. But death is too good for her. No, he will lock her in a cell in Belle Reve and send her monthly video tapes of his happy life with Clark. After each she will be screaming for hours and tear out her hair.
Uh, ok I'm a little afraid of myself after this. Don't know where this came from. It's showing that I'm not really a Lana fan, isn't it? :-)

[identity profile] tronella.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 03:01 pm (UTC)(link)
hm... I like this ending :)

[identity profile] peach1250.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I like the way you think ;-)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
Wow! *marvels* you *really don't like her, hunh? lol! And yeeee-ah, a little scary...*backs away*

*biggrin* Loved your comment!

[identity profile] rumpuso.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 11:53 am (UTC)(link)
That was so powerful! It had angst, pain, violence, and a big reveal all wrapped into a short ficlet. Fantastic story! Loved it and ender will pant for sure!!

Great work!!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks so very much! I'm so glad you liked it! :)

[identity profile] lapetite-kiki.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 12:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh I certainly wasn't expecting that ending!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
I am...EVOL!!!!!

[identity profile] luthorlover.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
#1 That was awesome.
#2 You simply CANNOT stop there.
More?
Please?
I'm not beyond begging.
Just so you know.

*hugs you*

xoxo,
Monica

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
lol! I'm thinking very hard about continuing! Thank you!

[identity profile] nerodi.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
oooh lana, you naughty naughty girl!!!

Loved it, naturally. *g*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
*bows* Thank you my darling1

[identity profile] frelling-tralk.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Whoa. There will be a Lex rescue and lots of H/C right?? *puppydog eyes*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
Could be, could be. *wink*

[identity profile] frelling-tralk.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
I'll be holding you to that *nods*

[identity profile] herohunter.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, what a TWIST, darling heart!!
"Ew" did sound a bit out of character for Lex but it was so passing that I didn't even think twice about it!!
PLEASE continue this and let Lex save Clark...WAIT!! Let Lex destroy Lana before Clark is set free, cause Clark might not let Lex do it because he's just that good a person!
PLEEEEASEEEEE!!!

*begs*

*is drained*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Ew" did sound a bit out of character for Lex but it was so passing that I didn't even think twice about it!!

YaY!!! I wanted a little flag there but not strong enough to give it away quickly. i'm all happy! *grin*

*hugs you hard*

[identity profile] tronella.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
that was great :)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! :)

[identity profile] melys-cerys.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow!! Got linked to this from [livejournal.com profile] herohunter's journal.

Love it!! :-D

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad you came over! Thank you!

[identity profile] bakarti.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh wow. OH WOW! Please please please bring Lex to the rescue!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'm thinking very hard about that. I've got notes! :)
ext_1718: (Lex bondage)

[identity profile] beeej.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG! That was freaky! And fabulous! And Lex needs to come to the rescue, because now that we've had all this hurt, we need the comfort. *nods*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm thinking about doing the rescue, yes!
ext_1718: (Clex Hug)

[identity profile] beeej.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Yay!
*twirls you around*
*sets you down*
*hands you chocolate*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
OoOooo! Chocolate! Mmmm!

[identity profile] carolandtom.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I loved the ending! I felt so much for Clark, and I just couldn't stand that Lex were the torturer. Thankfully you wrote that splendid final twist.
A great TC ficlet! I wouldn't mind Lex coming to the rescue.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! I'm thinking about continuing, so there may be a rescue.

[identity profile] aurora-bee.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Owe now that is soo good!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
Glad you liked it BabyBee! *kisskiss*

[identity profile] ladydey.livejournal.com 2005-08-18 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I have to agree that this must continue with Lex sussing out that Lana is a crazy bitch who has kidnapped Clark and is hurting him, and thus needs to die. I would love to read that slow burn.



Gah, that was painful. And how said is it that I could believe that Lana could get just cracked enough that something like this could happen if Lana were to ever see Clark and Lex "together" without Clark settle his secrets and lies to her satisfaction.

Very dark, but very neat.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, Goddess. I'm so pleased it worked. I think I will continue. And thank you for your inspiration with L&C part 20. I had a great time working in our little skit! :)

[identity profile] supercaptain182.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
Bad bad Lana. I need another hit of this. God, you can't leave me hanging with Lana doing all these bad things to Clark. Oh no....simply bad Lana. Lex will make a great hero.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
I think I better continue, looks like everyone wants it! :)
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maybe i should be on business trips more often!!

[personal profile] ender24 2005-08-19 09:55 am (UTC)(link)
bwahhhhhhhhhhhhh, if this is the result of my absence YOU ALL should be prepared for me leaving much often!!!!! LOL
what a twist!!!!!!!!!
DID I say I LOVE LANA in this, she is absolutly magnificient, you made me nearly hate and love her as much as I do with Lionel!!!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH for my welcome back present!!!!!!!!!

may you have many many more birthdays with all us together!!!!!
YAY, EVOL LANA!!!!!!!

Re: maybe i should be on business trips more often!!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
*evolgrin* I'm so happy you liked it my dear! It seems this little bit has spawned a full blown story--there will be more! *kiss*

Ooo, yes!

[identity profile] astrea9562.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Wonderful, WONDERFUL twist!

There must be more, there must be!

Heh, pleading for fic on *your* birthday no less. *snerk* Who do I think I am, eh? *g*

*smooches*

Re: Ooo, yes!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-19 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
And I'm working on it as we ...type? Heee! It's getting a lot bigger than I thought it was going to be! *goggle*

[identity profile] mkitty3.livejournal.com 2005-08-22 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
Oh Wow! That ending was just plain shocking and perfect. I'm off to read the second part now. I hope Lex punishes naughty little Lana!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-22 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Soon, such punishing!!!

[identity profile] dianehc.livejournal.com 2005-08-22 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow I mised this when it was first posted, and read the second first. But either way. Wow. Both pieces are intense. And I can't wait for more. If I had read this first, I'm sure I would have believed it to be Lex doubling the impact to think Clark's last thoughts here are about Lex:Lex…Lex… “Lex,” he mumbled, rubbing dirt and dust into his cheeks, smearing it with tears of pain.

Wow.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-08-22 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! *beams* I'm thrilled that my twist ending worked, it was so much fun to read everyones' reaction.

[identity profile] lishel_fracrium.livejournal.com 2005-09-02 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
I am speachless just, just wow..... your so evil I thought it was Lex the whole time and it was Lana, just damn... wow.