Thanks...

[roxy]

...You guys are too cool and way too nice to me.

I'm going to close up shop on PDJupiter until I can pull it back together (no notes because I just knew what I wanted to say and said it--crap.) Hopefully it won't be too long. I usually seem to get it back pretty good when I start writing. In the mean time that little fic just waiting to be born has lots of notes, but losing it hurt my heart. I want to tell it but we'll see. It's interesting because I was (trying) to write it from Pete's point of view--a historical AU it was.

Anyhoo, I spent most of the evening snotting and crying all over the place. You know how actors look all heart breaking and stuff when they cry, sobs shaking their shoulders gently, breathing the occasional little gasp, and tears rolling so artistically down their cheeks? Yes, that’s how I was. Just like that.

Except there was a *lot* more snot and a lot more making a noise like a seal throwing up, and throwing myself flat on the ground and screaming why the fuck me!!??!!. (why have a fit unless you can have one of mammoth proportions?) Any way, I’m feeling semi-human again and as always, kind of embarrassed—*waves from under the bed* thank god, ya’ll are so understanding about this kind of thing. *massive hugs for all*

Come on over, I’m making chocolate chips for everyone!

Also, which one of you are taking me to see Serenity tomorrow? *waits*

Comments

[anitac588.livejournal.com]

Oy, Roxy *hugs*, sorry that you felt so low and that that happened.
*takes a cookie*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*clings*
I'm better now--have anothe cookie. you know what? I'm going to load the dvd player with Blackadder and veg!

[anitac588.livejournal.com]

OH!!!! Wonderful plan, hope Edmund will help.

Do check out eppy Money (BA 2) where there is talk about Edmund being a rent boy. Baldrick earns 6 pence!

[mecurtin.livejournal.com]

huge hugs of hugness, OK?

re Serenity, can you make it to AMC 24-plex in Hamilton, NJ, Friday at 6:45? If so, you can go with me, the Future of Fandom, another adult friend, and a bunch of the Future's friends.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

thank you so much! I'm working in Targe-hell friday...*sigh* I'll probably try to catch a midnight show if they have one. Thank you so much for the invite, though! You're going to have lot more fun than I will, I'm thinking! *g**hug*

[justabi.livejournal.com]

*cuddles you and eats your cookies*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

You just love me for my deliciously moist and chewy chocolate chips cookies.

[aurora-bee.livejournal.com]

Mom *Hugs you and doesn't let go* You know I love you right.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*clings hard* No matter what else happens, I count on that. Love you too. *huuuuuuugg*

[rumpuso.livejournal.com]

I feel so horribly for you. I had that happen to me after an especially long chapter and my heart was racing so fast in disbelief. What happened to you is the pits...there are no words to describe that grief over the loss of words on the page. So sorry Roxy. I hope you can get yourself pissed enough to write the hell out of those chapters again just to show your damn computer who'd boss. You rule!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

If only this wasn't the bazzilionth time I've done that. Thank you so much, sweetie!

[bakarti.livejournal.com]

So sorry. :(

*hugs while eating cookie*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*hugs you back and brushes crumbs off shoulder*

[d-copper.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* and wheee serenity. Definitely an upside there. When you have seen it, mind giving a review. Don't know whether to see it or not.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Oh, I will! The very same night--if I can stay up that long! *G*

[fromward.livejournal.com]

Oh, I don't know what to say, Roxy. I know nothing can replace those lost writings. I'm sorry about what happened, but I know you can write even more excellent replacement chapters! *nabs a cookie and does the Cabbage Patch just for you*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Weeeeee! Cabbage patch! How many times does this make that you've patted my shoulder after I wiped out my story? *slightly wobbly but still a grin*

[fromward.livejournal.com]

I'd do it again and again. But I really hope you stop doing it!!! *points to icon*

[ender24]

i am not sure what mr. roxy tried, or how you deleted your files, but maybe you want to try this ??

http://www.geocities.jp/br_kato/

Restoration
Restore files which are deleted from the recycle bin by mistake. Conversely, delete files completely.

since it does not need installation, its worth a try.

[ex-lexsbabym701.livejournal.com]

Thank you for this, ender. I'm going to try it to see if I can retrieve some files that I have lost.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Thank you lovey, he tried a bunch of stuff but I'll ask him about this! Thank you! *kiss*

[digitalwave]

Do try the program from Ender sweetie.

Believe me, the files aren't gone, it's like the computer has just forgotten how to access them. When I was first installing WIn XP a couple of years ago I clicked the wrong thing and it reformated my whole darned hard drive, I lost everything. Believe it or not, I was able to retrieve all of it with software. So, I know software like that works.

It's sure worth giving a try so you don't lose all of that work.

*hugs*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Okay, I will ask my beloved to check it out for me. Thank you so much! I guess one way or another everyone's been there. :(

[supercaptain182.livejournal.com]

If I could get to New Jersey, I would take ya to the movies. I would even buy you a large popcorn, maybe two, Serentity looks like a big popcorn movie!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

ooooooooooo! Thank you! *kisshug*

[tabaqui]

Oooh, Ms. Thang!!
*hugs you hard*

I was gonna email you last night and then this happened and that happened and... I'm a terrible friend!
*hugs you more*

I'm glad you're feeling better - i'm so, so glad you didn't close the Space...
*hugs again*

Bay-bee, you *know* you can YM me anytime, or email, and i'll sit and talk with you all night. Next time, you do that!!
Love you, Ms. Thang - you know i do!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I promise--I really thought about it, but you know, it's like I only talk to you down when I'm all upset, (even though you always make me feel better)and that makes me feel like a crappy person and I didn't want to dump stuff on you, and I know you do...*exhale, inhale* And I love you too.

[tabaqui]

No, no no.
Never.
You are not a crappy person and i don't *care* if you're dumping - i wanna help, you silly bee-otch.

So - next time, if there *is* a next time?? I'M HERE!!! For you.

*snuggles you*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

lol!! Well, there'll be a next time, sadly no doubt about that! *hugs back*

[tabaqui]

I hope not, just 'cause i hate you to be sad!!
*snuggles you*

[capnzebbie.livejournal.com]

*HUGS* I'm so glad you're feeling better!!! I hope that program from ender works for you. And if even if it doesn't, it'll all come back because it's in your brain somewhere. I had a thing like that happen with my first video (did I tell you about that? I almost threw up) and I managed to reconstruct it, so I know it'll all come back! *MOREHUGS*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Oh my goodness! Really --god, I'd scream my breains out if I lost art--come to think of it, I have and did--lol! Poor traumitized school chums! (don't ask! *blush*)
Hugs back* I'm okay today, trying to write. I knew those boys hated me! :(

[shadowstar-gzan.livejournal.com]

*hugs you muchly* Boy, do I know about the losing of the hard work. *hugs some more*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Awww, your icon!
It's the worst fuckin' feeling ever, isn't it? *hugsyousohard*

[kitkat3979.livejournal.com]

*snuggles you madly and feeds you chocolate*

I'm sorry, honey. Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?