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roxy ([personal profile] roxy) wrote2005-11-19 01:17 pm

BrothersAndHeroes part 11

A really short bit here, and more later!

Parts Before.


Brothers And Heroes

Appropriately enough, the weather had been gray and dreary from the service to the grave side, and now the sky finally let loose the rain it’d been threatening all day. The gray cold and rain kept everyone indoors but Bruce braved the chill anyway, walking along the fields behind the greenhouse. He needed to be alone, to think.

He felt bad about leaving Lex alone, but he was with Ma and Pop and Clark, he doubted Lex was missing him. He stopped and looked over the fields of wheat, listening to the hiss of rain hitting the grassy leaves, watching the heavy heads of the sunflowers along the edge of the fields move under it.

A blur wove through the far end of the wheat, bending it like waves and Bruce stopped and waited.

Like magic Clark appeared beside him, rubber boots caked with mud and mud all along the hem of his raincoat.

“Can I walk with you?”

Bruce shrugged. “Where’s Lex?” He guided them back between the fields and the flowerbeds.

“Asleep.” Clark replied and walked down the muddy paths between beds of chrysanthemums. “What’s wrong, Bruce?”

“Oh, nothing really. Just felt like spending a little time alone—not that I mind you’re here. I’m kind of glad you are.”

“Oh, okay. So, what’s wrong Bruce?”

“Geez, you are really stubborn. I’m –I guess Lex losing his mom made me think of my mom and dad. I didn’t think it could still hurt so bad, you know? Anyway, I just couldn’t sit still–I had to get out, walk around o something.”

Clark nodded and they walked along quietly for a little.

Bruce stopped and looked at him. “And that’s exactly why you’re here, right? Because you knew.” He shook his head in mock irritation. “Jesus, Clark, you’re a pain in the ass, you know that?”

Clark giggled and reached out to grab Bruce’s hand—the minute he touched him Bruce realized that his own hand was ice-cold and dripping, Clark’s hand was dry and hot—standing next to his brother was like sitting next to a fire. “Are you cold, Clark?” He hesitated and asked carefully, “Can you *get* cold, Clark?”

Clark shook his head no. “Not too much anymore, only if it’s really, really, *really* cold outside.” Clark sounded a little sad.

Bruce felt bad---he was always making Clark sad, damn it. “Hey, don’t worry about it. You’re different for a reason. I think that you’ll change the whole world someday, Clark. It’s your destiny.”

Clark pushed Bruce and laughed. He said, “Bruce, Devilicus said that to Warrior Angel in issue number twelve! ”

He laughed along with Clark, “Yeah, well, it’s true—I believe it of you.”

“Really, Bruce?” Clark looked happy, and leaned against Bruce.

Bruce hugged him. ”Yep.”

They walked along for a while more and headed back towards the house, waving at the workers as they passed the green houses, stopping in to look at the new plant Pop was working with…they enjoyed their walk. Clark talked to Bruce as they made their way back to the house, and Bruce gave Clark all his attention, while he told him about his dreams.

“Sometimes I have dreams that I hear a lady's voice and its nice and soft like Mom’s and she says something I understand in my dreams but not when I wake up,” Clark said.

Bruce flashed back to Clark’s baby hood and the strange language like noises he made then—Clark talked on about his dream, “and then I feel a kiss and it’s all dark, but the dark is warm and nice—and I wake up. Weird, hunh?”

“Um-hum. What do you thing it means?” Bruce asked curiously.

“I don’t know. Maybe it’s about Mom and me when I was a baby?” Clark’s interest wandered when a crow flew overhead, huge and black.

Bruce watched it too, and shuddered. “I don’t like them much. They seem so…sinister.”

Clark laughed. “It’s just a bird, silly. No different from a blue jay, or–a robin." He giggled but swung Bruce’s hand a little to show he wasn’t being mean.

"I love you Clark ” Bruce was a little shocked at himself. He usually didn’t get all sappy, but it just seemed the right time to say it. The boy looked at him, and they were almost eye to eye despite the age difference. He smiled like the sun pouring through clouds.

“Really? I love you too.” He squeezed Bruce--gently—and said thank you. “Sometimes, it’s nice to hear.”

Bruce nodded and ruffled his brother’s hair.“Everyone needs to hear it once in a while. I forget to say it, but it’s right here all the time.” He pressed fingers to his chest.

Clark walked along, a huge smile on his face and he made sure to step in all the deep puddles, mud ran in streams down his boots. They were back in sight of the house, it was nearly dark now, and the lights in the windows called out to them, the smoke wafting away from the chimney promised warmth and put them in mind of hot cocoa and if they were lucky, cookies, or home made bread….

Clark was climbing up the back porch steps and asked Bruce, “Is it okay to tell Lex I love him too?”

“Well, sure,” Bruce said, already standing in the mud room, pulling his feet out of his boots and leaving them on a tray by the door. “Of course it is. He’s like a brother to you, too, I guess.”

Clark sat on the top step, pulling his boots off and fishing his socks out of the bottoms. He pulled them back on his feet and looked at Bruce, his head cocked to one side and his brows drawn together. He shook his head slightly, said thoughtfully. “No…I don’t mean like that,” and went into the house.

Bruce stood at the back door, trying to understand what Clark meant. What he really meant, because he couldn’t have meant…that.
Tbc

[identity profile] strlingdragnfly.livejournal.com 2005-11-19 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
“It’s just a bird, silly. No different from a blue jay, or–a robin." **snicker** This was great!

I love how Clark and Bruce relate to each other in this chapter. Wonderful job, wonderful story.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
WOW!! what a great icon!!

Thanks so much, I'm almost sorry they'e growing up. *G*

[identity profile] supercaptain182.livejournal.com 2005-11-19 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh the brotherly love!

This was nice to see Clark and Bruce being kids. Too bad, they love the same person, you know... in that way. *grins*
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2005-11-19 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
BWAAAAAAAAahhahahaaa!!
And when will Bruce realize he has the same sort of lurve?
And...and then he and Lex and Clark!! Tangle of boy-limbs in the bed!!

*bounce*

*ahem*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
*eyeballs you* Now, now little missy. none of that!
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2005-11-20 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Excuse me, Ms. Young-boy-all-bound-up-inna-pervy-way-with-red-rope??

Not like it's *my fault* i have those thoughts in my head!

*smooch*

[identity profile] carolandtom.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
I loved the Clark-Bruce scene! So sweet! This Clark is a wonderful kid.
I can't begin to tell you how much I'm enjoying this story!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! Clark is the heart of this story so if you like him--it's working! *G*

[identity profile] herohunter.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
because he couldn’t have meant…that.

Uh-oh...

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
*looks all innocent* What?

[identity profile] lapetite-kiki.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
Ah! Great interaction between Bruce and Clark!

[identity profile] dianehc.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
Ooh, I love it, I love it, I really love this...

And, that last line... uh oh, somehow I can't see Bruce being mature enough to share, yet.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I think Clark knows himself better than Bruce does. *pets boys*

[identity profile] dana-aeryn.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, Roxy. You've done it now. I'm on the edge-the cliffhanger killed me- well, almost. Looks like Clark loves Lex in a "different" way. You've been giving hints of this for a while, but it's nice to finally have it said. I can't wait until Clark hits his teens- that should be quite interesting.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
When Clark hits his teens, everything changes. *evolgrin*
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[identity profile] cyberwitch13666.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
aww, that was lovely!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
*beams* thank you!!
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[personal profile] ender24 2005-11-20 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
AHHHHHHHH, GOD you are killing me with cuteness, and LJ *eyeballs them* with their damn server moving has been depriving me of LJ for nearly the whole weekend, and my dear fics chappies!!!
ohohoh, I see some major heartbreaking for the future, they all share so much non-brotherly love........huhuuhu
clark/lex/bruce??

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2005-11-20 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Heee! You make me sing!
*kicks LJ for annoying you*
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[personal profile] ender24 2005-11-21 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
since I just read, that LJ is having problems delivering email notices for comments, I am giving it here to you again, i have uploaded the original pic for the baby blue and pink manip, plus two other TW pics :)
http://www.livejournal.com/users/roxymissrose/327903.html?thread=4389087#t4389087

[identity profile] miche-connor.livejournal.com 2006-08-28 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
Oh what a kicker for an ending! Isn't that just a mirror of how things may be in the future. Bruce will be all broody and longing, and Clark will just swan by and take up Lex, and Clark will not really understand what he's doing to Bruce. Of course. *snerks*

Maybe they need to learn to share or something, lol!

[identity profile] theatervine.livejournal.com 2008-07-02 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
Uh-oh. Are we finally realizing that we have the 'feelings' for Lex? Heee. There all so cute. And yet still them!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2008-07-02 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
There all so cute. And yet still them!

And *that* is an incredible compliment!

[identity profile] theatervine.livejournal.com 2008-07-03 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome!

B&H 11

[identity profile] twinsarein.livejournal.com 2008-07-23 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
I am not much of a squeer (hmmm, that looks wrong but don't know how to fix it), but your wee!Clark is making me squee every time he pops up. He is just so cute, and adorable, and huggable...

As for the last line - uh oh. That is not going to end well. Unbelievable how well Clark can tell how he loves Lex already. I hope it isn't a disaster in the making (although knowing how much you love torturing the boys I am not holding out a lot of hope).

Re: B&H 11

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2008-07-25 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Writing WeeClark is such a pleasure, it lets me indulge my occasional desire for cuteness. And that kid they picked to play babyClark was unbelievably cute!

[identity profile] myfablexy.livejournal.com 2009-02-09 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
I'm reading now this incredible story..and I'm speechless...It's one of the most beautiful stories I've ever read!
And you picture the 3 little kids so vivid, so true, so "them"...I love their characters, and the portraits of the puppy Clark, the brave Bruce, the sensitive Lex.
Love the brotherly love, the "something more" love between Bruce and Lex, and most of all, Lex and Clark..because I think Lex loved already Clark the first time he saw him!! ^^

Amazing, this story is amazing, and I'm enjoying so much reading. Thank you!!!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2009-02-09 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! The best feeling in the world is getting comments on an older story! I'm so happy you like the boys--their story changes so much during the tale, and I hope you continue enjoying it!