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roxy ([personal profile] roxy) wrote2006-09-18 04:46 am
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Deal Part 5

title: Deal
fandom: SV
rating:3
pairing: Clark/Lex



Dropping through the clouds to float above the desert floor, he could see footprints of glass, leading from a collapsed hole in the ground. Acrid clouds of dust and dirt and smoke rose upward, the smell of blood even from that far below assaulting him. Under the creak and crack of cooling metal and stone, he picked up the distinct sound of a heartbeat, so very slow, and slowing with each passing moment. He turned toward it, rushed in the direction.

At the end of the trail a blackened skeleton laid curled on the ochre sand, hands under it’s head like a sleeping baby, still and quiet. The beat quieted, stuttered a few times, stopped.

“No. No.” He could feel the word tumbling out of his mouth, over and over--he landed; sand spraying away from under his feet as he stumbled and lurched to a stop in front of the shape huddled on the ground.

Lex lay on his side; his skin blackened, red and raw in spots. He looked like…a pharaoh. An ancient mummy, sucked dry, withered by the centuries.

Clark dropped down next to the lifeless husk and his hands hovered uncertainly over it. “Lex?” tears fell, “lexlexlexlex…”

And it’s eyes opened—glared red from the sunken sockets.

help me.The beat climbed wildly before slowing down to a barely perceptible thump.

Clark dropped back with a silent scream, but even as his conscious mind was trying to deal with Lex’s resurrection, he was covering him, ripping off his shirt and laying it over him, pitiful useless protection against every thing that had already happened to him and then, he was gone, out of the desert, streaking towards home and safety and…Clark moaned. There was no way; no way Lex was going to survive this….

******

He landed lightly as possible in back of the yellow farmhouse, holding Lex carefully. Adam came out to meet him, anger and worry plain on his face.

“Clark, what the hell is happening?” He snapped, “We haven’t heard from you in days—your parents were worried, and I was scared…”

Clark could see the anxious faces of his parents from the kitchen window. He shivered and tried not to hold Lex too tightly.

Adam came closer, and Clark took a step back.

“Clark…Clark…Jesus! What the hell is that?” His features twisted in revulsion for a moment, and Clark screamed.

“Get away--get away from us!” and leaped away again.

Adam watched him disappear as the Kents rushed forward. “Where’s he going? What’s wrong? What was that?”

Adam reached out to them, a sick feeling washing over him… “Lex.”

******

Clark laid Lex on the bed—in his bedroom. Lex was silent, still, twisted—lifeless. Only the occasional beat of his heart kept Clark from losing his mind. He ran to the bathroom and wet a towel, brought in back to lay over Lex’s blackened skin. Almost immediately he heard the skin crack, and to his horror, it peeled away…Lex let out the ghost of a groan and when Clark pulled the towel back, it took the cracked skin with it. He gasped…under the strips, lay new pink skin. As he watched, it healed. He looked beneath the surface, and saw…skin being rebuilt, frantically, the cells knitting wildly trying to rebuild what was lost. It was impossible, it was frightening, but it was happening. Lex moaned and moaned and Clark was nearly frantic, “What can I do, Lex? How can I help?” He bit his lip and gently as possible pulled back the skin—the shell, Clark thought, removed all the loose pieces, the flaking bits, until most was gone, and Lex was pale, pale pink. His skin was crisscrossed with blue veins and he shuddered, slow waves swept him as Clark worked on him.

Lex’s voice startled him—he hadn’t expected him to be--had hoped he wasn’t—conscious. It was a barely audible dry rattle of sound, like leaves in the wind. “Sleep…sleep…”

Clark nodded, yes, all right; he wanted to sleep, good, good. He’d wait until he woke up again, and they’d figure out what to do together, because Lex would be fine soon, he’d be all right again. Lex was unbeatable. Clark leaned against the headboard, a fingertip on Lex’s ankle— hoped it didn’t hurt to touch him.

Clark woke and he wasn’t sure if it was minutes or hours or days. There was a tray next to him, on the nightstand, a cold mug of tea sat on it, and a little pile of sandwiches. He felt a little warmer at the sight. There was a blanket over his knees, and nothing on Lex, who was bright pink from head to toe, and skeletally thin, so terribly thin, Clark could see every bone, he could see every pulse point throb—and he heard constant tiny whispers, tiny moans of pain, ….Clark cried at the thought of what Lex was going through in his sleep.

Lex slept for days, out to the world. Between himself, Adam and his parents, they managed to keep a little water in him, every so often he woke enough to take some broth and was out again…Clark and Adam argued constantly about sending for Toby. Adam wanted Lex to be looked after by a doctor, he wanted him in a hospital. “He’s a Luthor, we can buy anonymity, we can buy a fucking hospital. He’ll be safe, Clark—and maybe, they can find out what happened to him—is happening to him.”

Clark refused—he felt deep down that letting anyone know that Lex was alive was a mistake…he couldn’t explain—he just knew it would be a bad thing to do. And he pointed out to Adam that he seemed to be repairing himself without help. He looked less--raw--God, less on the edge of death. He begged Adam for a few more days—if Lex didn’t wake then, he’d do whatever Adam wanted. Adam finally gave in to Clark—and Lex woke not soon after.

The first thing he did was scream, and scream until he didn’t have the strength to. He turned to sobbing when his strength ran out. The sheets hurt him, their hands hurt him, the air hurt him. Cool damp cloths hurt him. Feeding him caused him pain, swallowing made him hurt, and Clark…Adam finally sent him out, told him not to return until he could stop hurting Lex with his behavior. He suffered too openly for Lex to deal with.

******
Clark stomped off to the farmhouse, vibrating with anger and having to imagine the cold peace of space to cool off. He thought again about the huge globe floating out in space, all the pain and hurt and sorrow assaulting everyone, pain that people handled, lived with every day, and most of them were doing a much better job than he was at the moment. He slowed a little, calming. Nothing like a sense of shame to kill a tantrum, he thought, with a grim smile.

By the time he reached the house, he was cooled down enough to enter. His mom and dad were in the kitchen—they looked startled and then a little fearful to see him.
“Son—is Lex…” his dad rose from his chair, concern on his face.

“No. He’s…okay. Adam made me leave.”

“Oh? Oh!” He gestured Clark over, made him sit in his chair. “Here, you finish this pie, I have to go close up the sheds anyway. Why don’t you relax for a few minutes?”

Clark tried to protest, and his dad put a hand on his shoulder, squeezed lightly. “It’s okay, you know—to take a minute for yourself. He understands. He’d want you to.”

Clark gave him a small smile. They were trying hard, his parents. He should—would—meet them halfway.

“Thanks Dad.”

His dad nodded, patted his back and gave his mom a quick hug before letting himself out the backdoor, and his mom closed it behind him. She turned to look at Clark, and he could see the love—and guilt—she felt. Clark sighed and dropped his head, concentrated on eating the pie and avoiding his mother’s eyes.

He finished, and took the plate to the sink. She was standing there, running hot water and soapsuds in to the basin, and suddenly he was completely overcome with the need for contact, for a hug. He stood frozen, his hands clenching and unclenching…he couldn’t move forward, and couldn’t move away. His mother glanced over at him, and gasped. “Oh, Clark, Clark, baby!”

He broke and she wrapped her arms around him, and for a moment, he felt like a little kid again--safe. She cried on his shoulder, “sorry, sorry, sorry,” and “I love you, we love you, we never meant for this…” and he nodded, pushed his face into her neck, his arms went tight around her, her scent enveloped him, cotton, cinnamon, peaches, White Shoulders and…and a worn kind of smell he’d never noticed before. She was thin under his hands, and her hand on his face was dry and soft…he took it and held it in his …he’d not noticed how lined it was before… “I—I”…love you. Love you so much

She nodded, and wiped his face, kissed his cheek. “Go on back now. It’ll be fine. Lex has strength we can’t even imagine.”

He nodded and stepped back, shy again. “Okay. I’ll be—back. Tomorrow.”

******

“What happened? What went on, Lex?” Lex shook his head, and let Adam rub his lips gently with a damp cold cloth. “You don’t remember—or you don’t want to say?”

Lex touched Adam’s wrist gently, begging for him to stop, and Adam nodded grimly. “All right—but I want to know who did this, because I plan to make them hurt, hurt beyond--”
“Dead. All.” Lex closed his eyes, and Adam looked down at him, his bright pink shiny skin—he looked like he was made of cheap plastic…something in him told him that this being wasn’t Lex at all. Not the Lex they’d taken, who ever they were—this Lex was something else. Someone else. The thin hot hand drew along his wrist, soft, and caressing, and Adam fought back tears. He missed Lex terribly.

“B’better soon…” Lex stilled all over and Adam thought he was asleep. He pulled away a little and when he did, Lex whispered, “Clark?”

“I’ll bring him in when he comes back. I sent him home to take a breather, told him he needed to eat.”

Lex made a little noise of surprise. “Really? He doesn’t, not really…” his voice trailed off as he dropped back into sleep, and Adam stared down at him—what the fuck?

[identity profile] dawnybee.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 09:53 am (UTC)(link)
Yay! Being up at an unholy hour has brought me to the latest installment!

OMG, Lex is home!! Burned, bruised and battered, but he's back with Clark and Adam.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 03:31 pm (UTC)(link)
See, being up late is good. *g*
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[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm all smiles here--what a great "oooo, let me get back to work and live up to that comment" comment!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
*blinks*
*tickles you to see if you'll squeak again*
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2006-09-18 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooooh, Ms. Thang!
*sniffle*

Poor, poor Lex. But man - the glass footsteps and the little curl of bones and black skin...
*shudder*

Terrible and beautiful.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
*clings and cries*
what would I do without you?
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2006-09-18 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
*clings back*
I don't know!!
*luffs*

[identity profile] norwich36.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I feel bad for Lex, but since he is not currently a god drunk on his own power, I am cautiously optimistic here. Yay!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
cautious optimism--that would be the way to go *g*

[identity profile] vegas-nolan.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I am dying to know what Lex can do now, and what Clark can do, too. I want them to be together but at the same time I am afraid of how this new Lex might have changed and I don't want them to leave Adam out in the cold...

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Ach. poor Adam. I really like that boy, too....

[identity profile] talitha78.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Mmmm. Another great installment.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
You're so incredibly kind!*HUG*

[identity profile] talitha78.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Ha! It's the least I can do for the woman who is feeding my addiction. *hugsback*

[identity profile] rumpuso.livejournal.com 2006-09-18 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
You know Roxy, I can't seem to stop thinking about how this fiction started out as a Hooker/"Clark" fiction. That seems like a lifetime ago after what Lex, Clark and Adam have undergone. A distant memory. A dream of a different time. So much has happened since those "simpler" days, when all Lex had to be concerned about was rescuing lost hookers off the streets, and whether or not the rescued men measure up to his Clark. His ideal. His truest love. And now here we are, not too many updates later, but a world apart from where we began.

I find myself glued to your writing, glued to your addictive storytelling, and eager to see where you allow this story to finally come to rest. I'm not a fan of Torture!Lex. And yet you have taken that scenario and created something from it. You've made Lex into some otherworldly metahuman or something. I find myself curious about his eventual transition back into the normalcy of everyday life. And I wonder how he will adjust with both Adam and Clark vying for his attention.

Anyway, I am rambling. There is much to be said about this ever changing story, and much to commend you on with your constant ability to reel in your readers with your incredibly mastery with words. More please, my dear. I may shake my head in moments of confusion from time to time, but I'm always here ... glued. :)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2006-09-19 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
I feel like I'm walking on thin ice with this story. It really took off from the point it started at--I know most people really wanted that HookerClark fic, lol!! I like writing this, I like the direction it's going, even if I don't feel completely certain I have the talent to pull it off. I guess maybe it's better to reach higher than to be comfortable all the time. This thing though--it has me crying at night, I hyperventilate every time I post a bit--hell, every time I sit down to write, I'm freaking. Yeah, this thing is fun. *grin* What little self confidence I had took a bit of a kicking in the teeth not too long ago, so I'm trying to come back from that too. Anyway, blah blah whine cakes. Mostly what I want to say is thanks, even if it's confusing and stuff--thanks so much for sticking with me. It's important to me.

Now, what happens is mostly a question of what Lex is going to do with all this power.

[identity profile] herohunter.livejournal.com 2006-09-19 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
That which doesn't kill you...
...makes you pink and unkillable.

*nods*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2006-09-19 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
*nods sagely* Yes, yes, the ancients have known this secret for centuries. Also, it can make you smell slightly like strawberries.

[identity profile] supercaptain182.livejournal.com 2006-09-19 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
I wanna rub Lex down with calamine, but that will only hurt our poor boy! Gosh, I couldn't love these two any more than I do right now.

Great installment.