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fucks sake. I'm spending too much time doofing around when I should be finishing this part of 'Moon'I had a great jumpstart to the brain administered by Abi--thank you so much!But, my brain is being a pain. It's that (whispers in old maid voice)time of the month, that time when anything that's not nailed down gets eaten. Everything.Or beaten. I get crabby too.Or, *koff*
I read 'The Killing Joke' today...fuuuuck.Wish I could draw like that.I'm like a non-self esteem will-o-the-wisp.Every time I read a great fic *eyeballs various folks you know who you are* I drown in "I suckitude' I'm ok, I wish I were great. Yes. I confess. I want to be GREAT! But, I'm good, so I guess that counts for a bit.If I'd kept working at my art, I'd *be* great, but naw, I had to fritter away years being a mom...kidding.Not about the mom part,I did a damn good job there. *pats self on sloping shoulders*
Best part about this obsession? Finding out the world has so many bright, creative and funny people in it!
Ain't it cool!
In other news, I've been playing with my journal,YaY!
I read 'The Killing Joke' today...fuuuuck.Wish I could draw like that.I'm like a non-self esteem will-o-the-wisp.Every time I read a great fic *eyeballs various folks you know who you are* I drown in "I suckitude' I'm ok, I wish I were great. Yes. I confess. I want to be GREAT! But, I'm good, so I guess that counts for a bit.If I'd kept working at my art, I'd *be* great, but naw, I had to fritter away years being a mom...kidding.Not about the mom part,I did a damn good job there. *pats self on sloping shoulders*
Best part about this obsession? Finding out the world has so many bright, creative and funny people in it!
Ain't it cool!
In other news, I've been playing with my journal,YaY!
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Don't sell the pygmy ponies!!
I'll be good, promise!
See, it's this way.
I've been writing since...fuck, childhood. And i've probably had a total of three people respond in a positive way to my writing. And probaly only ONE who really wanted to read more.
Now, i'm online and posting stuff and - DAMN. It's almost overwhelming.
And, you know, a little freaky.
But i'm glad to know you'd come here and bap me. That makes me happy.
:)
Just watched QAF - i think next week is the season finale - ??!!! Fuck, too short a season! So i'll have the eps out to you in a couple weeks if it is, these last...five, i guess.
*sob*
Anyway, yeah - thanks, Roxy-luv, you're the best!
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