WAAAAAAAHH!!!

[roxy]

I just put down my coffee cup and reached for my cigarettes and for like half a second, was really pissed I couldn't find them. You know , like pawing all over my desk and all where the fuck is that pack I put down TEN YEARS AGO--WHAT THE FUCK??????

*cries really hard*

Oh my deadly little killer friends, I miss you so. God. what the hell *was* that? I'm still kind of antsy...geez.

So you know that Lexless story I'm writing? He keeps tapping my shoulder. Go away I say, this isn't about you. He doesn't go far, he just wanders off pouting...poor guy.

My eyes are boiling! I'm tired! And just a leeeeeetle cranky.

Comments

[herohunter.livejournal.com]

Agh! My mom quit 20 years ago and still she know she can't smoke at all or she'll never stop again!

A Lexless story??? Surely you jest!!!

[tasabian.livejournal.com]

You know , like pawing all over my desk and all where the fuck is that pack I put down TEN YEARS AGO--WHAT THE FUCK?????
Wow - ten years later??!

So you know that Lexless story I'm writing? He keeps tapping my shoulder. Go away I say, this isn't about you. He doesn't go far, he just wanders off pouting...poor guy.
I bet you can't resist a pouting Lex for long....

[myownghost.livejournal.com]

our brains are unbelievably complex, storing memories that pop out as if on cue, but what cued them? when writing checks, i'll occasionally find myself filling in "1979" or similar for the date, as if that wasn't almost 30 years ago.

lex wants to be part of the party! it probably makes him crazy to think of clark making out with whitney.

[epeters.livejournal.com]

10 years !! Yikes, and I'm struggling with 10 days! :(

Awwwww! Icon love!!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

AAAH, yes!!! It's so true--one cigarette is one too many.

Yes. *hangs head* A Lexless story. Just Clark, Whit, Jason and some other people. Lex keeps whispering that I should let him come in the story at the end. WE'll see...*GRIN*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I know!! It just came out of the blue--horrible!

I'm trying to ignore him! He knows he doesn't belong in this fic!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

It's truly a weird thing. I guess it was the way I put the cup down, if that makes sense? *shakes head* Man, I felt that craving all the way dowen to my toes!

LOL! Lex! He's driving me crazy! *G* And he looks so damn pretty with Whit too....

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

No no no no no!!! This happens soooooooo rarely, I promise! It's just a weird oddball thing that some chain of incidents sets off once in a while. But *honestly*, it's not like I've been suffering for ten years, LOL!

Ten days! High five!!

[aloneindarknes7.livejournal.com]

*hugs you* That's awesome that you've been able to keep away for that long! But that seems to be easier to give up than Lex, huh? Come on, you can give into him, he won't kill you. Well...nah, he won't; he likes you!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Heh--months go by without me even thinking about smokes--must be that 1930s story--everyone and their damn smoking! *G*

LOL! Lex is *impossible* to give up! *G*

[norwich36.livejournal.com]

10 years is pretty impressive.

Hmm. I think while Clark is hooking up with Whitney, Lex should hook up with Jason to make him jealous, and then they can just...trade. :D

[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

You're hardier than I am, that's for sure. I'm still smokin' like a chimney over here. . . *chews nails and looks longingly at nearby pack*

I think a little glimpse of Lex at the end would be just the right touch. A happy ending, and hopeful look at Clark's future love, mayhaps? *smiles beseechingly*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

thanks--I worked hard for that, too--I smoked for thirty years before I quit.


No, no, Lex can't hook up with anyone!! Actually, Jason was going to mention Lex in the story--just a toss away line, 'cause I'm kind of dorky like that. *G*

And between these fics and the SpN BigBang, I have noooo life!!!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

OMG! I missed thsoe monsters like CRAZY!! I loved smoking! LOVED IT!! But I got scared and pissed off, and finally quit. Why, oh why can't they make a safe cigarette??

I think that might just be the ticket! *G*

[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

Wish me luck tomorrow. I have a dentist appt. at 10:50 and I fear I may indeed have a much dreaded cavity! :( Poor Arielle teef. . .

But, since I have the day off, maybe I'll finally get that WoT update done. Damn thing is taking forever. . . *grumbles*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Oh dear! *rubs your shoulders* I hate the dentist with a hot heavy hate! I hope it's a quick painless visit!

Not to worry--story will come! *HUGS*

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

Wow! 10 years ago? Congrats on quitting and staying away for so long. *hugs* :D

Awww! Poor Lex. Look at how lonely he is. *pets sad looking Lex* *tries to pry Jason from Whit's arms and insert Lex*

I've come to the conclusion that every story should be Clark/Lex/Whitney. ;D *wonders off to dream of the prettiness*

*snugglehugs*

[scorpla.livejournal.com]

You haven't been watching Mad Men have you? Could make anyone crave..or maybe it's just all the smokes you make the rest of us light up with your Lex? Hmmmm...

[iibnf.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't write Lexless stories. This is why you suffer. Lex-Karma. That'll learn ya.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Thanks--it doesn't even seem that long ago at times...and other times...*SIGH*

See, Lex is getting spoiled--he's in everything! He's just got to be patient!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

That's it! it's all those commercials for Mad Men! lol!!

Awww, heheee! You made me all smiles and stuff! *BEAMS*

*GASP*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Quick, let me sacrifice a chicken---no, no, wait--let me write a steamy sex scene with Lex and Clark and Whit and Jason, no wait--let me write a long, involved AU featuring Lex and Clark and various unsavory characters who...

[ender24]

I am confused, so are you smoking or not?!
either way, serves you right, lexless stories will give you bad karma *g*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

no, not smoking, but for some reason, last night you couldn't have told my brain different. I really did think my cigarettes were hiding on the table some where. I did quit smoking ten years ago, the day after my kid's birthday.

I guess it is a sign...more Lex. *G*

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

Hmmm... maybe Lex is feeling neglected in a certain other story and wants a bit of happiness? ;)

[tabaqui]

*snickers madly*

Oh, uh...
*cough*
Sorry?
:)

*smishes you good and hard*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

HAH!

*pouts really really hard*

[nashmaveric.livejournal.com]

Yeah, my mum actually stopped drinking greek coffee because every time she had it she wanted a cigarette. Every. Time.

Now, personally I'm not a smoker though if anyone takes away my coffee I have a bit of an episode. I can handle less caffeine, but no caffeine at all is beyond me. ::is much admiring of the people who quit::

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

oh my dear, I fought *hard* to retain my coffee habit, lol! I substituted mints for cigs and it worked, thank god! The trade off was I had to go to fifty/fifty with the coffee. My doctor's orders were strictly decaf, but I like a little bit of a kick in my cup. :)

[emeraldsedai.livejournal.com]

So you quit smoking ten years ago and you still reach for the fags cigs when you're stressed? Am I reading that right?

I quit 21 years ago, and I still have dreams wherein I "accidentally" took up smoking a pack a day again. Best dream EVER to wake up from.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Wow, good on you!

So, no, no! Ha! It was a sudden shocking one time thing--it was just weird. But...I do love having dreams where I'm smoking. At first, I feel like a complete failure but I realize I'm only dreaming and boy, I really enjoy it then. Too short, those dreams.

I only quit because my doctor pissed me off sooooo bad.

[emeraldsedai.livejournal.com]

Hey, whatever it takes, I guess. Good for you.