f**k
I'm dry as a dry thing is dry, and I'm talking about it here because for some reason, if i complain about being blocked, it makes me unblock. i'm blocked on two stories, the Romantoharlybookchallengescourgeofmybrain is kicking my ass. It wanders around, it's okay, but meh. At this point as much work as i've put into it i'm really trying to finish it. i had another idea that never got past this incredible blowjob and a lot of reading about gladiators. damn, it's a pretty story in my head. *G*
Mariposa. arrrg. fucking lucas. if he doesn't leave town soon, i'll have to kill him,and that wouldn't be good for the story. I feel like i'm on a deadline for this thing, it has to be finished soon. pooh.
I have about 4-5000 words of Mariposa, i'm just trying to make them readable. it's so frustrating, you know?
Anyho, RL...yesterday we went to see my sister. she was in pretty good shape, pretty alert and social. she's very very connected to BG. She's not huggy much (never has been really) but she does hug BG a lot, and kisses her head. that's the big show of affection for her, a kiss or a pat on the head. yeah, it makes me carry on like an over grown puppy. she has me completely trained, she does. she's a little tentative with her own kid, i'm not sure why. it could be that she doesn't have as clear memories of my niece, or maybe she feels all that pain, i don't know. pretty good visit, though. We went to an antique store and she had a good time, and hung in way longer than we thought she would.
ugh. i don't feel like making the caps tonight. *grin*
it's snowing and sleeting and getting nasty outside. sigh. let me get back to work and make it nasty inside. clark, lex, let's go!
thank god at least my sex life is just fabulo--oh dear, is that too much sharing?
Mariposa. arrrg. fucking lucas. if he doesn't leave town soon, i'll have to kill him,and that wouldn't be good for the story. I feel like i'm on a deadline for this thing, it has to be finished soon. pooh.
I have about 4-5000 words of Mariposa, i'm just trying to make them readable. it's so frustrating, you know?
Anyho, RL...yesterday we went to see my sister. she was in pretty good shape, pretty alert and social. she's very very connected to BG. She's not huggy much (never has been really) but she does hug BG a lot, and kisses her head. that's the big show of affection for her, a kiss or a pat on the head. yeah, it makes me carry on like an over grown puppy. she has me completely trained, she does. she's a little tentative with her own kid, i'm not sure why. it could be that she doesn't have as clear memories of my niece, or maybe she feels all that pain, i don't know. pretty good visit, though. We went to an antique store and she had a good time, and hung in way longer than we thought she would.
ugh. i don't feel like making the caps tonight. *grin*
it's snowing and sleeting and getting nasty outside. sigh. let me get back to work and make it nasty inside. clark, lex, let's go!
thank god at least my sex life is just fabulo--oh dear, is that too much sharing?

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I really do luff you, Ms. Thang. I really do.
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And miracles of miracles, a certain CD is on its way to you now!
I know! I couldn't believe it myself!!!
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You roxor.
:)
*bounce*
*smooches you all up one side and down the other*
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*huge hugs*
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Really, my main problem is lazy, I think. I just want it to come eazy and it won't. *pout*
On the pos side, I went to bed early and got plenty of sleep!
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Sorry to hear you are blocked. Wanna share the seat, same here and have been on the same rant for two months or so. But I am sure you will have something out soon. It is Miss Roxy ^___^.
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http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v225/aqua_scum/guys%20kissing%20woot/?
Not work safe *winks*
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i'm glad you had such a good day with your sister.
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costumes and historicism and so on would be too much for me to manage.
Tcah! It's just story telling! You pick up a little flavor,and tap-dance like crazy!!
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I'm trying to make a manip to inspire you, but I kind of suck at it, so it'll be a little while.
I'm so glad you and your sister had a good day today! :)
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I think I've finally figured out what the problem is, I just want to get Clark home, and it's making the middle bits so hard to write! I think I'm over-identifying. *G*
We had a pretty good day, yeah! It was good for here to see the whole fam and it was good for us. Plus, now the kids have seen the new place, she's not in some nebulous "home" somewhere. you know? Anyhoo, it was a good day.
And the block is easing, wooo-hoo!
mariposa?
when you are finished, and its aint going to ssa, could you send it to me?
I have printed out all your stories from ssa so far (wonder o wonder, thank to company printer, and me working overtime, I could print like oooOO 5 hundred pages or so *g*
from the dog, to clex do europe, to everything else by you.
I am going to the print shop today and want to ask how much it costs to make them into a pretty book :)
if I know, mariposa aint far away, I will wait!
AND YAY , second year bigbang!! you totally sign up, k???
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I have *no* idea when it'll be finished--I never do. I will certainly send it to you, because I doubt that I'll send this to SSA, mostly because I'm to lazy to edit. I'm still trying to force myself to edit Deal. Erf!
Wow, a book of my stuff...*beams all happy like*
And gaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwd, I'm actually thinking sbout the BB, idiot that I am.
you've printed out all my stories?
yep, i will need to choose a pretty clexy manip, and then print that as well, and then i have my own roxy fanzine :D