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roxy ([personal profile] roxy) wrote2007-02-25 11:02 pm

f**k

I'm dry as a dry thing is dry, and I'm talking about it here because for some reason, if i complain about being blocked, it makes me unblock. i'm blocked on two stories, the Romantoharlybookchallengescourgeofmybrain is kicking my ass. It wanders around, it's okay, but meh. At this point as much work as i've put into it i'm really trying to finish it. i had another idea that never got past this incredible blowjob and a lot of reading about gladiators. damn, it's a pretty story in my head. *G*

Mariposa. arrrg. fucking lucas. if he doesn't leave town soon, i'll have to kill him,and that wouldn't be good for the story. I feel like i'm on a deadline for this thing, it has to be finished soon. pooh.

I have about 4-5000 words of Mariposa, i'm just trying to make them readable. it's so frustrating, you know?

Anyho, RL...yesterday we went to see my sister. she was in pretty good shape, pretty alert and social. she's very very connected to BG. She's not huggy much (never has been really) but she does hug BG a lot, and kisses her head. that's the big show of affection for her, a kiss or a pat on the head. yeah, it makes me carry on like an over grown puppy. she has me completely trained, she does. she's a little tentative with her own kid, i'm not sure why. it could be that she doesn't have as clear memories of my niece, or maybe she feels all that pain, i don't know. pretty good visit, though. We went to an antique store and she had a good time, and hung in way longer than we thought she would.

ugh. i don't feel like making the caps tonight. *grin*

it's snowing and sleeting and getting nasty outside. sigh. let me get back to work and make it nasty inside. clark, lex, let's go!


thank god at least my sex life is just fabulo--oh dear, is that too much sharing?
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2007-02-26 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs you very very hard*

I really do luff you, Ms. Thang. I really do.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2007-02-26 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
ah, beloved, you know how mutual that is....

And miracles of miracles, a certain CD is on its way to you now!

I know! I couldn't believe it myself!!!
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[personal profile] tabaqui 2007-02-26 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
You roxor.
:)
*bounce*

*smooches you all up one side and down the other*

[identity profile] rosy5000.livejournal.com 2007-02-26 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
Awww... Wish I could offer some kind of help with your stories, but I suck at writing myself. :( As for Lucas, I'd suggest disciplining him somehow, but he'd probably enjoy it too much. ;)

*huge hugs*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2007-02-26 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
*snorfle* I know, he's such a twisted little puppy!
Really, my main problem is lazy, I think. I just want it to come eazy and it won't. *pout*

On the pos side, I went to bed early and got plenty of sleep!

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2007-02-26 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
*wags her tail*

[identity profile] d-copper.livejournal.com 2007-02-26 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
hahaha. Last line was a classic XD.

Sorry to hear you are blocked. Wanna share the seat, same here and have been on the same rant for two months or so. But I am sure you will have something out soon. It is Miss Roxy ^___^.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2007-02-26 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
it's awful,isn't it? My adorable chibi Lex and Clark are trying to cheer me up, but they're at wit's end, poor little things! *G*

[identity profile] d-copper.livejournal.com 2007-02-27 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
To hopefully inspire your muse, check out this link:
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v225/aqua_scum/guys%20kissing%20woot/?

Not work safe *winks*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2007-02-28 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
Ahhahaha! Very inspirational, thank you, love!

[identity profile] myownghost.livejournal.com 2007-02-26 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
i think it'd be hard to do a period piece, but i know you've done them before. costumes and historicism and so on would be too much for me to manage. (my little stories are all very simple.)

i'm glad you had such a good day with your sister.

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2007-02-26 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you! It really was nice.

costumes and historicism and so on would be too much for me to manage.

Tcah! It's just story telling! You pick up a little flavor,and tap-dance like crazy!!

[identity profile] xinsidemyskinx.livejournal.com 2007-02-26 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
*Hands your brain some water*

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2007-02-28 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
I think it worked--I've got something!
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[identity profile] capnzebbie.livejournal.com 2007-02-27 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
*huggles* Would you like for me to read something? Sometimes a second set of eyes can help.

I'm trying to make a manip to inspire you, but I kind of suck at it, so it'll be a little while.

I'm so glad you and your sister had a good day today! :)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2007-02-28 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
oooo! you're making me a manip? *jumps around all dorky-like* How cool! *hugs all over you*

I think I've finally figured out what the problem is, I just want to get Clark home, and it's making the middle bits so hard to write! I think I'm over-identifying. *G*

We had a pretty good day, yeah! It was good for here to see the whole fam and it was good for us. Plus, now the kids have seen the new place, she's not in some nebulous "home" somewhere. you know? Anyhoo, it was a good day.

And the block is easing, wooo-hoo!
ender24: (Default)

mariposa?

[personal profile] ender24 2007-02-28 01:45 pm (UTC)(link)
hi chocolate truffle?
when you are finished, and its aint going to ssa, could you send it to me?
I have printed out all your stories from ssa so far (wonder o wonder, thank to company printer, and me working overtime, I could print like oooOO 5 hundred pages or so *g*
from the dog, to clex do europe, to everything else by you.
I am going to the print shop today and want to ask how much it costs to make them into a pretty book :)
if I know, mariposa aint far away, I will wait!

AND YAY , second year bigbang!! you totally sign up, k???

Re: mariposa?

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2007-02-28 02:25 pm (UTC)(link)
you've printed out all my stories? wow, really? That makes me insanely happy! YaY for company printers! lol!

I have *no* idea when it'll be finished--I never do. I will certainly send it to you, because I doubt that I'll send this to SSA, mostly because I'm to lazy to edit. I'm still trying to force myself to edit Deal. Erf!

Wow, a book of my stuff...*beams all happy like*

And gaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwd, I'm actually thinking sbout the BB, idiot that I am.
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you've printed out all my stories?

[personal profile] ender24 2007-03-07 01:28 pm (UTC)(link)
yep, I totally did! when I am going to have a new digicam, (i gave my old one to my cousin, who went to Japan to study) i will make pics of it and post them in my LJ for you to see *g*

yep, i will need to choose a pretty clexy manip, and then print that as well, and then i have my own roxy fanzine :D