f**k

2/25/07 11:02 pm
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I'm dry as a dry thing is dry, and I'm talking about it here because for some reason, if i complain about being blocked, it makes me unblock. i'm blocked on two stories, the Romantoharlybookchallengescourgeofmybrain is kicking my ass. It wanders around, it's okay, but meh. At this point as much work as i've put into it i'm really trying to finish it. i had another idea that never got past this incredible blowjob and a lot of reading about gladiators. damn, it's a pretty story in my head. *G*

Mariposa. arrrg. fucking lucas. if he doesn't leave town soon, i'll have to kill him,and that wouldn't be good for the story. I feel like i'm on a deadline for this thing, it has to be finished soon. pooh.

I have about 4-5000 words of Mariposa, i'm just trying to make them readable. it's so frustrating, you know?

Anyho, RL...yesterday we went to see my sister. she was in pretty good shape, pretty alert and social. she's very very connected to BG. She's not huggy much (never has been really) but she does hug BG a lot, and kisses her head. that's the big show of affection for her, a kiss or a pat on the head. yeah, it makes me carry on like an over grown puppy. she has me completely trained, she does. she's a little tentative with her own kid, i'm not sure why. it could be that she doesn't have as clear memories of my niece, or maybe she feels all that pain, i don't know. pretty good visit, though. We went to an antique store and she had a good time, and hung in way longer than we thought she would.

ugh. i don't feel like making the caps tonight. *grin*

it's snowing and sleeting and getting nasty outside. sigh. let me get back to work and make it nasty inside. clark, lex, let's go!


thank god at least my sex life is just fabulo--oh dear, is that too much sharing?

Re: mariposa?

2/28/07 02:25 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
you've printed out all my stories? wow, really? That makes me insanely happy! YaY for company printers! lol!

I have *no* idea when it'll be finished--I never do. I will certainly send it to you, because I doubt that I'll send this to SSA, mostly because I'm to lazy to edit. I'm still trying to force myself to edit Deal. Erf!

Wow, a book of my stuff...*beams all happy like*

And gaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwd, I'm actually thinking sbout the BB, idiot that I am.

you've printed out all my stories?

3/7/07 01:28 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] ender24
yep, I totally did! when I am going to have a new digicam, (i gave my old one to my cousin, who went to Japan to study) i will make pics of it and post them in my LJ for you to see *g*

yep, i will need to choose a pretty clexy manip, and then print that as well, and then i have my own roxy fanzine :D