Roxy, Mizz Rose

Title: Non Timebo Mala part 35 plus epilogue/complete
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/Sam
Rating:NC-17
Word Count:7391
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings; thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon.

So, we leave some things unexplained, and hint broadly at the future, but mostly, we get kind of shmoopy. This was an interesting story to write. I'm very fond of writing the characters in wildly different settings and then trying to figure out how to keep them "them". It's a lot of fun, sprinkled with a bit of frustration and some OY, what was I thinking? Love you, Reading Club, thank you for keeping me going!

( He deserved Dean for everything else that had been taken away. And still, he couldn't bring himself to touch him. Dean would know eventually in the way he pulled away from him, the way he deflected his kisses, his hands…. What was he going to do. )

To celebrate SpN Premiere Week! Fic! Hot and toasty fresh out of the oven! Well...maybe not so hot or toasty. And not quite fresh out the oven...*sigh*

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/Sam
Rating:NC-17
Word Count:4994
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings; thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon. Warnings for sex (occasional het and M/M, incest, rape.)

A little rough, I know, but oy...couldn't wait anymore!

( Missouri took Sam's hand.  )

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OCs, Sam/OCs, Dean/Sam
Rating:R
Word Count: 4432
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings; thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon. Warnings for sex (occasional het and M/M, incest, rape.)

Some semi-magical, fuzzy-wuzzy gun-making coming up soonish. But in this bit, there's just tears and bad, bad feelings. And iced tea.

Sam stared at Dean like he'd offered him a hand, or some vital organ…he turned his face way and snorted like he thought Dean was a fool but what Dean could see of the boy was a bright red and the dog was staring at him, and wagging his tail like Sam had done something clever. He fiddled with the narrow brimmed hat until it set comfortably on his head. His eyes glowed like it was Christmas morn…like Dean had handed him a treasure instead of a cast off bowler of Pa's gone soft with age.

( Dean wanted, with all his might, for that to be true. He was going to get Sam a fine new hat, and he was going to make that gun for him and he hoped to God that they'd put that demon to rest—all of Sam's demon's to rest--once and for all.  )

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/Sam
Rating:NC-17
Word Count: 5236
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings; thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon. Warnings for sex (het and M/M, incest, rape.)

Dean pretty much ran away and at least that was something Sam understood. He stood watching the doorway, shaking, and shaking. What was wrong with that man? What did he want now—what in the hell did Dean want of him? Sam didn't like it—a man he couldn't figure out was a dangerous man…Sam whipped around and glared at a lump of suddenly active hay. "All a sudden I ain't gotta tie your ugly ass up? What, you planning on settling down here, you traitorous son of a--"

( The dog heaved a great sigh and rolled to his back and farted. The dog was totally uninterested and in seconds he was snoring. )

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OCs, Sam/OCs, Dean/Sam
Rating:hard R
Word Count: 3826
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings; thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon. Warnings for sex (occasional het and M/M, incest, rape.)

STRONG WARNING for violent sexual contact, dubious consent, in this chapter


( >Dean didn't try to catch up with him, just watched him ride ahead, and was watched back, the big flat head of Sam's dog curled around the man's arm, his beady eyes fixed on Dean like he had a lot on his mind…. )

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OCs, Sam/OCs, Dean/Sam
Rating:R
Word Count: 2947
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings; thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon. Warnings for sex (occasional het and M/M, incest, rape.)

He stood his ground and tried to fight the feeling down, he did, but Dean working was a sight to behold, that smooth, mostly unmarked skin wet and gleaming, the muscles that clenched and stretched in his wide back, in his strong arms. Sam watched him work and thought of pretty green eyes closed, long lashes on his cheeks and that soft pink mouth open. Sam wanted to touch so bad and refused to let himself think about the wanting, the useless, useless wanting.

Dean worked on, unaware. He said, "I think we can work together—maybe."

( Sam's eyes dropped shut. He breathed, low so Dean wouldn't hear him,  )

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OCs, Sam/OCs, Dean/Sam
Rating:R
Word Count: 3609
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings; thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon. Warnings for sex (occasional het and M/M, incest, rape.)

OMG, you guys--I just can't. This is all I managed to get out and I've been working on it forever and I've got nothing. I'm almost in TEARS here. What the fuck...I feel like a big bowl of sugar frosted fail-ios....*sob*

Story.

Green eyes held his hand out and Sam had to tear his eyes away from the play of muscle. "Dean. Pleased to meet you," he said, but at the moment Sam looked up, he could see in the man's eyes, in the twist of his mouth, he was anything but. Sam grinned wide, held his hand tight and shook it, a little hard. He was used to that look, to being assessed and found lacking. He smiled a bit wider, put everything he had into it and tried not to…to laugh.
( I'm real damn pleased to meet you, Dean. Real pleased. )

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OCs, Sam/OCs, Dean/Sam
Rating:R
Word Count: 2277
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings; thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon. Warnings for sex (occasional het and M/M, incest, rape.)


Singer sprang up from his desk, bringing the flat of his hand down on the surface, hard—Sam jumped at the gunshot loud noise. "God *damn* it Samuel, try some faith," Robert roared. What Sam could see of his face over his beard was a furious red. "Try praying boy, it won’t break ya, ya damn stiff-neck!"

Sam felt ridiculously hurt. Robert had never raised his voice at him, ever, not once in all the time he was a mulish, horrible little terror of a boy….he stalked away, threw open the study door, nearly hitting the dog. "It won’t help me either, Robert. I—I'm going to wash up the dishes. Later, I'm looking for something that I can use to kill the evil son of a bitch who consigned me to hell. Help me or not, it's all the same to me."

( . Help me or not, it's all the same to me. )

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OCs, Sam/OCs, Dean/Sam
Rating: hard R for barely hinted at sex...*sigh*
Word Count: 2443
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings, thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon. Warnings for sex ( occasional het and M/M, incest, rape.)

The fellow inclined his head a bit and met Dean's eyes. He smiled, a small, kind bow of his lips and said, "Thanks much, Mr. Kane. My name's Archibald Joseph, but I'd be pleased for you to call me Archie."

( Archie. We're gonna be on first names, then you can call me Dean. )

Title: Non Timebo Mala
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Dean/OCs, Sam/OCs, Dean/Sam
Rating: R for violence
Word Count:
Spoilers: might be considered spoilery for All Hell Breaks Loose
Summary: Sam Winchester is looking for the ultimate weapon, one that will destroy the demon who destroyed his family. Dean Kane was raised to be a maker of weapons. He was just the man Sam needed.

Notes/Warnings: This is my AU version of the Colt's making. Increeeedibly AU. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings, thus, expect anachronisms and flagrant display of personal fanon. Warnings for sex ( occasional het and M/M, incest, rape.)

Additional warning this chapter for character death.

The gift was a pendent, no bigger than Dean's fingertip. A star in a circle, with a ring of stylized flames around it. On the back, written around the circle were two words:never forgotten. Dean liked it, liked that the words could mean…whatever he wanted. "Thanks, Pa," he said again and turned the pendant in his palm. "It's silver…that's good. And…small. Very small," he said and puzzled over it for a moment. It would fit on the thong he wore around his wrist but….

"It's meant to go in your bag—and speaking of your bag—" Tobe handed Dean a new cord, with bits of silver wire woven into it. "You need a new cord; the old one's wearing through—don't want to loose that bag nowhere, right?"

( He settled the pendant inside the bag and restrung it. Beamed, and shoved another orange slice into his mouth.  )