Weird Stories

[roxy]

There are two amazing stories that I just can't read, though I plan to pull up my socks and read one of them, because when I left it, it was just getting, well, really horrible but I'm hoping it's going towards a better place. The story has a really amazing, well written young Sam who breaks my heart with how brave and how kind he manages to be under the most horrific circumstances. It's gone on quite a bit since I stepped back—I can a terrible wuss, my goodness, but really, I *swear*! I'm going to start reading it again because I miss this really well thought out bit of world-building and excellent characterization. It's by brosedshield and lavinialavender and it's called Freak Camp: A Monster By Any Other Name

The other one, I swear, I can't read it. It's very well known, Suite!verse by leonidaslion. It's astronomically triggering for me and I don't even know why. Reading it makes me break out in a sweat and my stomach cramp and I cringe for days after I read it. Or used to read it, I had to stop. I occasionally skim new installments to see if Dean has managed to kill himself yet because that would be a happy ending in my book. Seriously, that thing tips me into a depression that's ridiculous, and yet, I've read a ton of her stuff and not had it bother me like this one—in fact enjoyed it very much and recced stories to friends. I even tried writing my own Evil!Sam to see if I could kind of water down my reactions to this one but no dice. I just can't look into something that horrible and not want to reduce it to manageable bits, hah!

I wonder why these particular stories are too much for me. A few others have come close, but the writers have been kind enough to do a little hand holding for me and when I pushed myself I found that it wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be but man….

Do you have stories that you admire but can't read because of subject matter? I'm not talking about fic that's so…shall we say, rare…that it's unreadable; I mean good solid stories that are just emotionally overwhelming for you.

Let's see if LJ let's us answer each other.
Unrelated, I owe an answer to chemm80, who asked my opinion about Sir, and yes, I have thinky thoughts about Papa Winchester! Coming soon as I get them all together. ;)

Comments

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

fics with Sam learning to love demon Dean or something, now that was a kickass fic

Omg, YES!!! Fade To Black? Now that fic was just my flavor!

[frelling-tralk.livejournal.com]

Yes, and the sequel giving them their happy ending :dances: See that's the kind of fic I could read over and over, as opposed to stories of regular guys meeting up and falling in love. They tend to leave me more feeling Hmm that was okay/pretty cool, but don't really get the same obsessive love from me

I guess I prefer SPN fic over Jared and Jensen fic, but the trend these past few years seems to be less for SPN unfortunately.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I guess I prefer SPN fic over Jared and Jensen fic, but the trend these past few years seems to be less for SPN unfortunately.

I feel that too--the BB seems to have many more J2s than Sam/Dean stories. I think the SpN stories are harder to write? I mean, you can't just plug S/D into a movie or book adaptation. And if it's a story of any length, there's got to be a damn good reason for it. The newest post with Fleshflutter's entry, I'm pretty sure you'd like. :) And speaking of angst, I hope you're on board to read my SVBB. Not as much angst as we like, but close. ;)

[frelling-tralk.livejournal.com]

I definitely will read Fleshflutter's, I LOVE her fic! I've fallen behind a bit on the BB's lately, so I need to catch up now I have some time off work. And yeah that makes sense, I can see how the movie fics would be easier as well as someone else has basically already written out the plot for you...

And I will check yours out when you post it of course ;)