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So when Castiel pulled Dean out of Hell, he had the backing of Heaven behind him, am I right, or am I remembering it wrong? That means that he was being arrogant as hell to pull Sam out of the cage, Hell, on his own and if that's so, he was feeling a little God-ish for quite some time before really making it so.
Of course, I'm always reading things wrong--it's like I'm watching a whole 'nother show sometime. My kid, who watches it kind of on the fly with me, noticed that there was something wrong with Sam right off the bat. Me, I was clueless. Subsequent viewing of the ep left me all,"duh, you idiot" but really, most first viewings I'm just kind of dazzled by Dean. It's watching the old shows again that made me come to really feel heartbreak for Sam. He tries so hard and never gets the credit he deserves for it. Sure, Dean loves him, obviously come hell or high water, but he doesn't seem to be able to get past that package of Sammy he'd been trained to protect from day one. Brothers, man.
Thinking about brothers, I kind of hope Adam never comes back. I don't think I could take Dean's guilt if he does. That choice that was really not a choice, at least for Dean, would hang over everyone's head like a guillotine blade. Me, I'm hoping for a less angsty season (HAHAHAAA) and something like that would put a serious kink in my hopes for puppies and rainbows.
Of course, I'm always reading things wrong--it's like I'm watching a whole 'nother show sometime. My kid, who watches it kind of on the fly with me, noticed that there was something wrong with Sam right off the bat. Me, I was clueless. Subsequent viewing of the ep left me all,"duh, you idiot" but really, most first viewings I'm just kind of dazzled by Dean. It's watching the old shows again that made me come to really feel heartbreak for Sam. He tries so hard and never gets the credit he deserves for it. Sure, Dean loves him, obviously come hell or high water, but he doesn't seem to be able to get past that package of Sammy he'd been trained to protect from day one. Brothers, man.
Thinking about brothers, I kind of hope Adam never comes back. I don't think I could take Dean's guilt if he does. That choice that was really not a choice, at least for Dean, would hang over everyone's head like a guillotine blade. Me, I'm hoping for a less angsty season (HAHAHAAA) and something like that would put a serious kink in my hopes for puppies and rainbows.
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Dean gets my attention and I feel bad for Sam. I am an older sibling so I feel for Dean and wish I had an older sibling that would care about me half as much as Dean does Sam. I have to say I was very happy with Sam's comment that he would not leave his brother out there alone. Finally! I just wanted to hear Sam say what I believe he has felt all along. I was upset with how much shit Dean had to deal with at the beginning of 6, everyone he cared about from his old life let him continue thinking Sam was gone. I don't want Adam back either for the same reason.
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Yeah, but the Cambells were assholes who didn't know Dean(I wonder if Soulless fostered that attitude towards Dean?) and Bobby thought he was doing the right thing by Dean. They wanted him to finally get that house and family--well, of course, Soulless had his own agenda, but Sam might have done the same thing. What pissed me off was everyone thinking Dean was weak, as if he'd made that choice to be with Lisa on his own.
I'm the oldest too, and I get how that relationship goes. Your sibs think you're Superman, and then one day, you ain't shit. It's hard to take, lol! But the wheel turns around and then you're cool again...eventually. *GGG* I see that with these guys, but I do think Sam's mistaken. I think Dean does think he's his own man, it's only when Sam pushes it that Dean pushes back in that ridiculous way, treating Sam like he's four when he knows damn well what Sam's gone through. It's so much like real life, hah! Only of course, less demon blood drinking....
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I was upset at the weak thing too! And when they made fun of the golf clubs? HELLO! Sam you were the one to say get out of hunting! Then when soulless let Dean get vamped! OMG! I thought I was going to come undone! Sam has gone thru a lot and now that he remembers the time in the cage? Doesn't bear thinking about. Dean will be there for him. Sam just acts like a younger sibling and Dean pretty much raised him so it's like Sam is brother/son. I wish they would show that Dean is pretty smart also - remember the walkman ghost hunting thing? That line was let go early on. Anyway, I love them both, I like Dean more cos I do, but it is both of them that makes the show. I don't dis Sam and don't like to read when people do and if they dis Dean I just get plain mad, lol!!!
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I love Sam--I was really upset when someone thought I was bashing him in this new fic I'm doing. *shakes head* How could I bash someone who is so important to the story of the Winchesters? In my head it's ALWAYS SamnDean.
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You can not have the Dean we know and love without Sam - Sammy. Silly people.