I love my Baby!
6/11/04 12:30 pmA thousand things are flying through my head,my brains are full of thinks. So many things I want to do and so little time to do it in.*Big sigh*
Soon my beloved Baby will be graduating, leaving High School, and making me sad. It is frightening how fast it seems to pass.
How well I remember holding a little ball of screaming puke and shit, and someone telling me treasure this moment, it passes so quickly. I'm pretty sure my response ran Shut The Fuck Up, but you know what? It's completely true.
Ok maybe not treasuring the puke and shit, because never ever wanting to do that again.But those moments when they looked up at you like you knew every fucking thing in the whole world? Man! I miss that!
Still, it's so nice when she comes in and sees I've had a bad day and hugs me, or when she's had a bad day and comes up and just leans on me. Nice,the way your kid will love you no matter what a butthead you are.Nice, when they get to the point where they know you make a lot of stupid mistakes, but they still think you have something to say that's worth listening to.
Soon my beloved Baby will be graduating, leaving High School, and making me sad. It is frightening how fast it seems to pass.
How well I remember holding a little ball of screaming puke and shit, and someone telling me treasure this moment, it passes so quickly. I'm pretty sure my response ran Shut The Fuck Up, but you know what? It's completely true.
Ok maybe not treasuring the puke and shit, because never ever wanting to do that again.But those moments when they looked up at you like you knew every fucking thing in the whole world? Man! I miss that!
Still, it's so nice when she comes in and sees I've had a bad day and hugs me, or when she's had a bad day and comes up and just leans on me. Nice,the way your kid will love you no matter what a butthead you are.Nice, when they get to the point where they know you make a lot of stupid mistakes, but they still think you have something to say that's worth listening to.