11/13/04

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Here for those of you who might be interested is some information on Felix and Dmitri, two characters from Fire Bird and The Gray Wolf.They are real people and I may have changed them a little to fit the story, but not too much.*G*
Here are some links kindly provided by [livejournal.com profile] mkitty_03

http://www.alexanderpalace.org/palace/Felix.html

http://www.alexanderpalace.org/palace/Dmitri.html

If I can bring myself to do this tonight, instead of read, I'll post the next part of FireBird. I had a lovely part all ready to go, and then, you know that thing I do where I lose everything somehow? Yeah. I know. *sniff* It was good too.

As long as I've got you here, let me let you in on some of my thoughts about writing this story since I love to hear the sound of my own voice (so to speak.) This thing is absolutely not about redemption, not about saving a poor lost soul, not about love conquering all. Kirill is Kal-El without any guidance at all, and Alexei is Lex who admired his dad's solution to the embarrassing parent thing... I'm sure most of you got that right away. It's all smut, all the time, and I plan for it to be nasty as hell. Well, as nasty as I can get anyway-- I'm going for the wrongness here, folks. so, warned you are, and I'm not going to worry about a thing from this point out.
Except trying to top myself. Oy!The kind of research that's going to take. *really wishes she'd been naughty in her youth*

*sigh*

11/13/04 02:05 am
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It's 2:00 am, and it's really quiet. No TV, because no BabyGirl to turn it on...no yakking on the phone, no interupting me to ask if she should take a shower or a bath,is this a good book to read if I take a bath,Mom-- or do you think it's too late to eat-- is this fattening? What about this? Is it healthy? Does this make me look fat,can you buy me new slippers, do you like the Jay-Z CD or should I buy Alicea Keys CD, which one of these jeans look better, do you think I'm pretty, you're just saying yes 'cause you're my Mom--- are you listening to me, Mom don't talk to those people on line-- they could be stalkers...

Now I know why it's so quiet and why I feel so wierd...I'm actually using all of my brain just for me.

It's too quiet.
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Good morning little ray of sunshine! Good morning gentle breeze! Good morning to you too, little dust mote dancing in the air! You're like a tiny fairy come to grant me my fondest wish!

Okay, it really went like this "Why am I up at the ass-crack of the morning?? What the fuck do you mean it's afternoon! What's that supposed to mean? Is that some kinda crack? Who left that goddamn window open it's stirrng up all the friggen' dust. God-Damn, I gotta dust..where's the dust stuff, where the fuck's the....day-yummm, what is that?...get me a stick, honey, something's growing in the laundry room-- we might have to kill it.

I guess it's time for some housecleaning....
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You know children, when I wrote this bit out the first time, it took me maybe two or three hours and I thought, ooo,this is nasty and creepy and maybe too nasty? And then I lost it because that's what I do-- and it took me days to rewrite, and I haven't been able to do much else, grrrr. So, it's done and it's not as creepy as I thought at first. *shrugs* Ah well. You know me, panic first and then grin sheepishly.


At any rate, you can see the previous parts here.

FireBird And The Gray Wolf


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