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So, I recorded and watched bits because I was having a nervous breakdown worrying about how SV was going to hurt me this week, and gee...this week they used lube, so I'm feeling okay about it. It hurt, but in a good way. It's a little bit like letting go of that breath you didn't know you were holding. I'll watch all of it later. *glad not to be losing my mind anymore*
My Boy is beautiful.