SpN flavored ramble...
3/18/07 12:47 amThere's something so odd about this show--as much as I enjoy reading SpN slash, and even though there are moments on screen as thick and dewy sweet with it as there used to be (and occasionally still is) on SV,I find it slippery to write. And no, not because of the lube. *eyeballs you*
It keeps coming out strictly one-way for me. I'm just not feeling it from Sam, like I feel it from Dean. Mind you, there are incredible *incredible* fics out there, from Sam's POV, and I *love* them. I enjoy the fics in general, and I'm kind of coming off my self-imposed ban on SpN stories until I finish all my WIPs because, ow, so hot. Dean is just really pretty, so much more hot than when he was on Dark Angel--(the first show I remember seeing him on) and way hotter than SV. Gosh, there were some smoking hot Lex and Jason fics that made my brain float...*sigh.* Where was I?
Oy, beloved ones, I need to not worry about those boys until I finish my ClarkandLexstuckinaRomanceNovel fic.
And gosh! The other story! I was so far ahead on Mari, until I accidentally deleted the last chapter. It's okay though, things like that no longer bother me, it happens at least once a week. Lawks, I give not a fig! *dances a little lively jig, flinging flowers into the crowds with a hey-nonny--fuck-all.*
Maybe...maybe the reason I have a hard time with Sam (yes yes, back to that)is that I don't feel a connection with him, like I do with Lex, or Clark. Though it did take me a long time to identify with Clark too. In the beginning, he meant not much to me, and now, he's like my heart. I love that boy like stupid. Which he frequently is.
Love the weekends, I can babble on endlessly...Hay! I can hear you thinking!! Is that nice?
It keeps coming out strictly one-way for me. I'm just not feeling it from Sam, like I feel it from Dean. Mind you, there are incredible *incredible* fics out there, from Sam's POV, and I *love* them. I enjoy the fics in general, and I'm kind of coming off my self-imposed ban on SpN stories until I finish all my WIPs because, ow, so hot. Dean is just really pretty, so much more hot than when he was on Dark Angel--(the first show I remember seeing him on) and way hotter than SV. Gosh, there were some smoking hot Lex and Jason fics that made my brain float...*sigh.* Where was I?
Oy, beloved ones, I need to not worry about those boys until I finish my ClarkandLexstuckinaRomanceNovel fic.
And gosh! The other story! I was so far ahead on Mari, until I accidentally deleted the last chapter. It's okay though, things like that no longer bother me, it happens at least once a week. Lawks, I give not a fig! *dances a little lively jig, flinging flowers into the crowds with a hey-nonny--fuck-all.*
Maybe...maybe the reason I have a hard time with Sam (yes yes, back to that)is that I don't feel a connection with him, like I do with Lex, or Clark. Though it did take me a long time to identify with Clark too. In the beginning, he meant not much to me, and now, he's like my heart. I love that boy like stupid. Which he frequently is.
Love the weekends, I can babble on endlessly...Hay! I can hear you thinking!! Is that nice?