Victory Arms!

Hah! I'm finally finishing Twilight Time! An angsty but eventually shmoopy conclusion! I love angsty shmoop, don't you?

NTM? What? I can't heeeeeaar yooooooo!

Gaaaaaawd....

All this week I've been craving a cigarette. There! I said it out loud--so to speak. I want one I want one so bad I feel it in my KNEES!! I wish I could smoke one right now...just...arg! I keep reaching for the little fuckers, keep thinking, if I light the candle on my desk, it'll make it easier to light my cigs. FUCK. I HATE CIGARETTES!!!!!HATE THEM.

oh dear--

Sorry to be so spammy--I need to be working again, fer god's sake--but I should clear up my last post and let you know it's been like ten years since I had a cigarette. Not to scare the folks who are trying to quit--haven't touched one, not once, in all this time--I'm not going to *ever* pick up a cigarette again, 'cause I'm a Strong Black Woman Damn It, it's just there are times...*SIIIIIIIIIIGH*. Oh, and PMSing too, so that's probably got something to do with it. Anyhoo, about two or three times a year I lose my mind and crave one but being a S.B.W.D.I, I handle it. It's just my nature to whine real loud while handling. :)

Thanks you guys, really! Don't smack me--have a cookie?