This really gutted me, and I think it's amazing how you captured that screwed by fate feeling. Sometimes, someone just says the absolute worst thing at the absolute worst time. . . and then the shit hits the fan. Raph was just being Raph, and how could he have known that what he said was like a BIG Dean-trigger?
And you just keep killing me with these boys' heartache and damaged, gooey bits. That you made Dean react that way to the blood and gore of that scene also struck me as incredibly important and unique. He's not only been broken and put back together, but he also might have been put back together a little. . . differently? Or maybe he was cultured into that kind of response, gradually "trained," for lack of a better word, to feel and hunger that way. But I love that you wrote that about Dean.
So, I really, really got into this chapter. I hate when I reach the end of your posts coz I just want to, like, live in them. :) You rawk, roxy!
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1/26/09 11:25 pm (UTC)And you just keep killing me with these boys' heartache and damaged, gooey bits. That you made Dean react that way to the blood and gore of that scene also struck me as incredibly important and unique. He's not only been broken and put back together, but he also might have been put back together a little. . . differently? Or maybe he was cultured into that kind of response, gradually "trained," for lack of a better word, to feel and hunger that way. But I love that you wrote that about Dean.
So, I really, really got into this chapter. I hate when I reach the end of your posts coz I just want to, like, live in them. :) You rawk, roxy!