...what?

[roxy]

All I really want to do is write Wincest curtain fic of all different flavors. There's really no reason for me not to give into shmoopiness, is there? It's not like it's wrong if no one is being tortured or sliding into faintly dub-con sex, right? And J2 shmoop, I kinda want to try that out for size.

But I still want to finish my slightly evilish-flavored 1920s Young Sammy and Dean.

I think I'm being too happy and content with Mr. R being home all the time. Sadly, I can tell he's just about done with the enforced down-time and is ready to go back to work. We're still pretty much okay financially, but one more month will kick our ass pretty bad....

Why, oh why can't one of you win the lottery, suddenly realize just how much pleasure you've gotten from my spiritually up-lifting and positive posts and shower us with enough pelf that neither of us have to work ever again? I will of course, in return, shower our benefactor with all the porn they'd ever desire--also, will polish up my rather blandish and vanilla porn-writing skills. And dang, I better get started on some positive type posts--just on the off chance....

"Life is just a bowl of cherries, some of them are delicious and sweet, some of them are rotten at the core, some of them have those little maggoty things in them and it's up to you to keep your eye out...in other words, never eat cherries in the dark. No, seriously, don't do it, it's like your own private horror movie starring you...on the upside, if you're hammered, you'll never know about the little--you know. So, yeah, get hammered, frequently. it helps. End of Pos Thinking."

no need to thank me, I do what I can.

Comments

[nicnac918.livejournal.com]

Just for that bit about the cherries, if I ever win the lottery I will totally shower you and Mr. R with all the money you need. Well, for the bit about the cherries and for the porn.

kinda porny icon

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*fistpumps* Yesssss!!!

Positive thinking wins! *G*

[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

*falls down laughing*

I fuckin' hear ya about the lottery! And if I should win, which is impossible because I've never in my life bought a ticket, then I would totally keep you and your fam as, well, kept people.

I for one completely loved what I was privileged enough to read of your Wincest/fusion take on The Public Enemy, and I would seriously be okay reading more of that or a different spin on it or whatever. Actually, you know what? Just sit down (or stand, as it's your rodeo) and write whatever your warped little heart desires. Good stuff always comes out of that in your case, by which I mean the writing--not stuff literally coming out of your heart cos that'd be, yeah. :/

Anywho, what the what? WRITE! No more cleaning (for now). Also, love the "pep talk." I need a poster with that and very little light, maybe some eyes and a half-lit bowl of oozing cherries. And, no matter how disgusting and darkly poetic that spiel was--I now want some fuckin' cherries, so thanks for that, Snuggles!

Here, have a fishnet.

[peepingdru.livejournal.com]

u are a cwacker::DDDDD
x0x00x00x0x0x0

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*FALLS DOWN LAUGHING*

You always make me feel like a million bucks, and kill me too! *ssnickers*

But yeah, I want cherries too, now. *GRINS*

Have some calamari...oh, sorry, those are sentient tentacles. my bad.

who, moi?

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*GGGGGG*

No writing! Buying lottery tickets!

[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

*wheezes*

If I have some weird-ass dreams tonight, I know where to lay the blame!

[capnzebbie.livejournal.com]

Dang, I sure do feel uplifted! lol!

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Well, that certainly cheered *me* up! :) And oh please, write some Wincesty schmoopy curtainfic - that would cheer me up even more! Ummm, and if I ever win the lottery....

[ciaan]

Nothing wrong with schmoop... nothing wrong with schmoop about evil people.... ;)

[smalltrolven.livejournal.com]

I say you go right ahead and write that schmoopy curtain fic, I'll read the hell out if, there can never be enough.
And sorry I don't play the lottery, and as my dad always says, "You gotta play to win!"
I think I need to read End of Positive Thinking based on that quote alone.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Right??? And I do it for *free*!

:)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I should, it would cheer us both up! If you ever win the lottery? You just let me know and we'll figure out something mutually beneficial...*GRINS*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Ahhhhhh...shmoop about evil people...YES! I like it. :)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Right? There should be curtain fic every day! Where's the curtain fic comm? I know they're out there! *GGG*

I don't play the lottery either, ha! I'm too cheap to lose a dollar or whatever it costs--hey, I can get a cup of coffee with that! :)

[tabaqui]

My darling Miss Rose. Write J2 schmoop/Wincest curtain fic to your heart's content!!
:)

And just so you know, i have a little list of people who 'get money' if we every win the lottery. Guess who's on it.

*twirls you in circles*

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

Oh, believe me, if I ever won the lottery, I'd definitely take care of you and Mr. R... after taking care of my family of course. But if you promise all the porn I want, I'll be there in a heartbeat. *g* You've got a while before dusting off your Clexney muses though, I never play the lottery. :P

Umm... boy am I glad I don't buy cherries too often. And after that, I may never buy them again. *shudders*

*hugglesnuggles* ♥

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*crosses fingers and wishes extra extra hard*

If you won the lottery I'd be all "send for meeeeeee!" hah!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

We'll be rich! Some day! Maybe! Who knows!

If by some miracle, money fell out of the sky on me, I'd write you the nastiest, filthiest, finger-lickin' most romantic Clex in all the world!

Oh no! I ruined cherries for you! Sigh. I'm a cherry buster. *snickers really hard*

[tabaqui]

Heeee!
I would have such fun, flying all over the place, visiting my LJ besties and delivering checks!

[gingersnap1224.livejournal.com]

Schmoop, schmoop, schmooooop!

[portraitofafool.livejournal.com]

get hammered, frequently. it helps.

FINALLY! SOMEONE GETS IT! /notanalcoholic *looks around*

But... Roxy, can you explain something to me? Will you please tell me what, exactly, curtain fic is? I've always imagined something either involving actual curtains or Sirius Black. Which, I know neither of those things happens to be right, but Idk the correct answer either. So. Yes. Enlighten me?

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Hmmmm...something tells me you want schmoop....
*GGG*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

ahhh, curtain fic! It's where you take your characters and plop them down in a domestic scene--so and so rent a house, buy curtains, do laundry--like that. It can be cute and schmoopy or angsty or miserable. I like SpN curtain fic best because there's no way in hell I could see it happening in canon--though I guess both guys did get their shot at their own individual curtain fic. I've written it a few times because I like seeing how they get to that point, and how it changes things for them. :)

[portraitofafool.livejournal.com]

Ah! Thank you! *is edumacated now* :D

Also, I have ideas for some miserably angsty curtain fic now. Ideas that I want to give to you. Just, come a bit closer... let me whisper in your ear...

On re-reading that, I realize that sounds totally creepy. I don't know if I should feel pleased or disturbed with/by myself now. Your call. But IDEAS. Damnit, Muse. Sometimes the bitch works against me, I swear. :|

[(Anonymous)]

lol! No, no, not at all!

I'd love to read miserable, angsty curtain fic from you! That's what fanfic is all about! It is, isn't it? Unless I've been getting this thing wrong all this time....

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that was supposed to be me, stupid LJ.

[portraitofafool.livejournal.com]

Lol, I figured it was you. Idk what to do with the scattered idea-thoughts though. Because they really are just all over the place. I have these snippets, like snapshots, all strung together to make a whole. Somehow there's a face scar, alcoholism and... uh... stuff. *sigh*

Btw, I've been meaning to tell you: I think your icon is very pretty. I just find myself staring at the sky in it. It is awesome and sparkly-surrealish (not a word, heh). :D

Also, because of you, I may've made a cherry icon last night. Yes.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*GASP*
*FLINGS LOGS OF INSPIRATION ON THE POSSIBLE FIRE OF 'MAYBE A STORY'*

Oh thank you! Isn't that the best icon? It's from an ep of the show that I can't remember which one, maybe the one with Linda Blair? It's made by jackieocean who once upon a made the most brilliant, most beautiful SpN icons ever. She's a fabulous artist period. I don't know if she does fandom stuff still.

Also, *love* your icon! :)

[portraitofafool.livejournal.com]

Lol. Man, I wish I could string it all together. I know how the face scar happened (and it's Sam's face) and the alcoholism is, well, canon. I just don't know how to make a cohesive whole out of the idea. Damnit. I even know how each bit of it would start: Sam was 33 when... and Sam was 36 when... Etc.

I think it's either the Linda Blair episode or the one right after they had John's pyre. They walk down lots of roads in the show, so it's hard to keep up. :D I miss seeing them walk off into the sunset together so bad though, they don't do that anymore. It was part of the epic love story of Sam and Dean to me. *sentimental fool*

And thank you! I took a break from writing last night and made icons instead. Including that one. :D