AGH! I screwed up!! This was supposed to go to spn_darkside, but I posted it here. Oh well...that's what I get for trying to be an active part of fandom. *slaps head*
Anywaaaaaaaaay...no, really, I feel stupid as hell. *hangs little head, waits for snuggles...* (i'm subtle like that)
I feel the same way you do!!! But that masochistic part of me just won't let it go! I keep hoping ad hoping...that's why I really appreciate when folks tag unrepentant and totally Evil!Sam.(or Dean) It helps. That way, I know it's totally my own fault when I send myself into a tailspin of depression for reading something I just--shouldn't.
If it wasn't for that little, evil voice in the back of my head that says, "but remember that one time you clicked and you were so pleasantly surprised...what harm is there in one leeeeeeetle click ...?"
Heeeeeee! No worries, bb. I'm not reading at darkside, so it's good i got to see it here.
*smishes*
Man, i just don't indulge that. I *cannot*. It makes me feel sad and sick to my stomach, especially stuff like the 'trash party' stuff - I just can't deal with that. *smooch*
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11/7/16 11:26 am (UTC)Anywaaaaaaaaay...no, really, I feel stupid as hell. *hangs little head, waits for snuggles...* (i'm subtle like that)
I feel the same way you do!!! But that masochistic part of me just won't let it go! I keep hoping ad hoping...that's why I really appreciate when folks tag unrepentant and totally Evil!Sam.(or Dean) It helps. That way, I know it's totally my own fault when I send myself into a tailspin of depression for reading something I just--shouldn't.
If it wasn't for that little, evil voice in the back of my head that says, "but remember that one time you clicked and you were so pleasantly surprised...what harm is there in one leeeeeeetle click ...?"
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11/8/16 12:38 am (UTC)(no subject)
11/8/16 03:36 am (UTC)*smishes*
Man, i just don't indulge that. I *cannot*. It makes me feel sad and sick to my stomach, especially stuff like the 'trash party' stuff - I just can't deal with that.
*smooch*