Wow. Was that me?

[roxy]

You know, I feel as though I've been unpleasantly stoned and half aware the last--gee, nearly a week now. Very nasty feeling. I went to the doctors a few days ago--I know! I was actually worried enough to go to the doctor! She adjusted my blood pressure medication--gave me the lecture about taking them right--patted me on the head...did I tell you I love my doctor? Pat me on the head and I'm your's, shameless hussy that I am. I lost a pound since my last visit and she suggested that my dizzy spells might be connected to my sudden weight loss. Aah-haahaa...she's got jokes. Actually she made me laugh really hard--she's so cute!

so--I've decided that this weirdness is what made me loose my story and then take enormous amounts of time on rewriting tiny little bits of it--swear--two hours tryin' to find out what road the boys would take out of Kansas in 1939. I should beg someone else to my research...say, guess how many times I mentioned that road---that frickin' call in Mr. Roxy for help and agonize over? Once. One fucking time. See? Ill. I should just go back and delete massive amounts of stuff--gosh, and anyone's journal that I was weird in? Take no notice, I'm normally quite sane--Oh, all right! I know, I know. Just pretend. Make me happy.

Oh! Speaking of happy, the Lex-Clark Kiss Watch continues, young Spike who is on watch if you recall, told me today that he'd indeed watched Smallville Wednesday and Lex and Clark were this *close* to kissing, he claims. As he put it, "they were in each other' faces and you know how that can turn sometime." He thinks we're close to paydirt. Ah! The innocent faith of youth!

the Lex-clark Watch continues. Next week I'll teach him to say Clex--

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She's a terrific person--makes it almost pleasant. :)