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...You guys are too cool and way too nice to me.
I'm going to close up shop on PDJupiter until I can pull it back together (no notes because I just knew what I wanted to say and said it--crap.) Hopefully it won't be too long. I usually seem to get it back pretty good when I start writing. In the mean time that little fic just waiting to be born has lots of notes, but losing it hurt my heart. I want to tell it but we'll see. It's interesting because I was (trying) to write it from Pete's point of view--a historical AU it was.
Anyhoo, I spent most of the evening snotting and crying all over the place. You know how actors look all heart breaking and stuff when they cry, sobs shaking their shoulders gently, breathing the occasional little gasp, and tears rolling so artistically down their cheeks? Yes, that’s how I was. Just like that.
Except there was a *lot* more snot and a lot more making a noise like a seal throwing up, and throwing myself flat on the ground and screaming why the fuck me!!??!!. (why have a fit unless you can have one of mammoth proportions?) Any way, I’m feeling semi-human again and as always, kind of embarrassed—*waves from under the bed* thank god, ya’ll are so understanding about this kind of thing. *massive hugs for all*
Come on over, I’m making chocolate chips for everyone!
Also, which one of you are taking me to see Serenity tomorrow? *waits*
I'm going to close up shop on PDJupiter until I can pull it back together (no notes because I just knew what I wanted to say and said it--crap.) Hopefully it won't be too long. I usually seem to get it back pretty good when I start writing. In the mean time that little fic just waiting to be born has lots of notes, but losing it hurt my heart. I want to tell it but we'll see. It's interesting because I was (trying) to write it from Pete's point of view--a historical AU it was.
Anyhoo, I spent most of the evening snotting and crying all over the place. You know how actors look all heart breaking and stuff when they cry, sobs shaking their shoulders gently, breathing the occasional little gasp, and tears rolling so artistically down their cheeks? Yes, that’s how I was. Just like that.
Except there was a *lot* more snot and a lot more making a noise like a seal throwing up, and throwing myself flat on the ground and screaming why the fuck me!!??!!. (why have a fit unless you can have one of mammoth proportions?) Any way, I’m feeling semi-human again and as always, kind of embarrassed—*waves from under the bed* thank god, ya’ll are so understanding about this kind of thing. *massive hugs for all*
Come on over, I’m making chocolate chips for everyone!
Also, which one of you are taking me to see Serenity tomorrow? *waits*