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9/10/11 12:22 pmSo when Castiel pulled Dean out of Hell, he had the backing of Heaven behind him, am I right, or am I remembering it wrong? That means that he was being arrogant as hell to pull Sam out of the cage, Hell, on his own and if that's so, he was feeling a little God-ish for quite some time before really making it so.
Of course, I'm always reading things wrong--it's like I'm watching a whole 'nother show sometime. My kid, who watches it kind of on the fly with me, noticed that there was something wrong with Sam right off the bat. Me, I was clueless. Subsequent viewing of the ep left me all,"duh, you idiot" but really, most first viewings I'm just kind of dazzled by Dean. It's watching the old shows again that made me come to really feel heartbreak for Sam. He tries so hard and never gets the credit he deserves for it. Sure, Dean loves him, obviously come hell or high water, but he doesn't seem to be able to get past that package of Sammy he'd been trained to protect from day one. Brothers, man.
Thinking about brothers, I kind of hope Adam never comes back. I don't think I could take Dean's guilt if he does. That choice that was really not a choice, at least for Dean, would hang over everyone's head like a guillotine blade. Me, I'm hoping for a less angsty season (HAHAHAAA) and something like that would put a serious kink in my hopes for puppies and rainbows.
Of course, I'm always reading things wrong--it's like I'm watching a whole 'nother show sometime. My kid, who watches it kind of on the fly with me, noticed that there was something wrong with Sam right off the bat. Me, I was clueless. Subsequent viewing of the ep left me all,"duh, you idiot" but really, most first viewings I'm just kind of dazzled by Dean. It's watching the old shows again that made me come to really feel heartbreak for Sam. He tries so hard and never gets the credit he deserves for it. Sure, Dean loves him, obviously come hell or high water, but he doesn't seem to be able to get past that package of Sammy he'd been trained to protect from day one. Brothers, man.
Thinking about brothers, I kind of hope Adam never comes back. I don't think I could take Dean's guilt if he does. That choice that was really not a choice, at least for Dean, would hang over everyone's head like a guillotine blade. Me, I'm hoping for a less angsty season (HAHAHAAA) and something like that would put a serious kink in my hopes for puppies and rainbows.
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