Behold! I Am An Idiot!

[roxy]

Yes, yes I am... I'm always getting caught, pulled in by ideas I can hardly write, great big sticky traps that suck me in and take over my brain, and every time I get an idea, something I really want to write, I get so depressed and upset. It's the same as when I finish a story. I get horribly depressed and for the next couple of days, I know I'm the worst, suckiest fanfic writer in the whole world. I even snivel and swear never to embarrass my self like that again...amd then I get over it, and sometimes when I reread the stuff I think it's pretty not too bad!

It's just as bad when I get an idea--I suffer through the "you stink on ice"'s and wander around the house sniveling and flagellating myself, (strictly figuratively, mind you. I'm very sensitive to owies.)

so all this is leading up to this idea I have which I've talked about here already. Should I? Should I not? It's already telling me it's big, and I haven't finished SS and *let* me tell you about that bitch!--I know how it's ending--I talked about that too, but will it let me end? No!

It's stuck on Whit and Sam, and purely pointless everyday stuff and when I try to pull it around to graduation, it balks like a mule.

Arrrrrr!!! I hate leaving stuff unfinished! I won't--as Bob is my witless, I won't--but in the mean time this...other thing whispers to me...come on it says, don't you want to write a story about lots of angry sex, and jealousy and angst and a dash of incest? Hmmm? Also, here's the truly scary parts, it wants to follow canon! I know it!! ME! can you believe it? Me either--can I do it? Hah! Not bloody likely! But I think I'm gonna try. What the hell, if it stinks, you'll tell me, we're all friends here right?

Remember...I have the cookies...

Comments

[thecaelum.livejournal.com]

Wouldn't want to be dull. *sidles closer* Woudl I? Being dull would be... far less fun than *bites* being interesting.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Why, no, blearr fnourl flah? Er? *freezes , melts*

[thecaelum.livejournal.com]

Mmm, Miss Rose, are we talking with our mouth full again? Naughty. *grins, side-eyes*

ETA: The typo fairy loves me far too much.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*nibbles* Sorry? I was distracted. *smirk*

[thecaelum.livejournal.com]

So I see. *nuzzles closer and licks in lazy circles* See if you can guess what I'm saying on you here. *snickers a little*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Sorry, didn't catch it, could you repeat that please?

[thecaelum.livejournal.com]

*snickers and licks it out again, fingertip writes it all over your back for good measure*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Ahhhh! I see...yes, it's so much clearer to me now...*purrs*

[thecaelum.livejournal.com]

*grins and smooches* Good. You are a great writer. Don't forget it, or I'll tattoo it on your ass and swat you on the reminder when you need it.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Wnoo-hoo! *hugs you so hard* I love you.

[thecaelum.livejournal.com]

*grunts a little and hugs back* Air... good... thing.... *snickers and smooches* Love you too, pretty lady.