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rakshathewolf because I did miss you.
Spoilers for Season two Killed By Death
Rated pg-13
Xander/Angelus
AU Spangel ficlit
Xander looked up and saw him walking out of the elevators, a bunch of white flowers in his hand, ‘bet he stole them from some little old ladies room’…what the hell was he doing here anyway…It was if a cloud of darkness radiated out from him, making the hospital hallway seem small and grimy—Xander sucked in a deep breath as Angelus came toward him…
He strolled over, smooth as a panther and a smirk on his face that Xander desperately wanted to smack off. Bastard. Big insane killing machine bastard. Xander tried to remind himself this wasn’t Dead Boy, this was the Scourge of Europe—there was no soul in there to keep him in check. Xander tried not to think, ‘and keep him from ripping my heart out and eating it right here’. Bloody Angelus. A chill rolled down his spine, but he got up anyway because blind stupid scared or not Angelus wasn’t going to make him run with his tail between his legs. Yet.
“Visiting hours are over” he said, crazily pleased with himself that his voice hardly shook. Xander knew Angelus didn’t have to rely on sight to tell he was scared but he’d be damned if he’d give the vampire the satisfaction of showing it.
Angelus came closer. Xander’s stomach tightened but he didn’t move. “Oh, I’m practically family,” he purred.
Xander tried for casual and said “Why don’t you come back during the day…Oh, gee—I guess you can’t.” He could feel his heart beat faster and his cheeks flame as blood rose in his face.
Angelus snarled quietly, “If I decide to walk in Buffy’s room, do you think for one microsecond that you could stop me?”
The white flowers were between them now, Angelus stepped a little closer and Xander’s eyes trained on Angelus’ neck and he spoke back just as firmly, voice calm, no matter the knot in his throat, the tightness of his gut. A little shiver worked its way down his back. “Maybe not. Maybe that security guard couldn't either. Or those cops... or the orderlies... But I'm kinda curious to find out. You game?”
Angelus leaned in and startled him by breathing, Xander knew what it meant for a vampire—he was pulling Xander’s scent in over his tongue, the sensitive tissue of his mouth and Xander shivered again, and the tightness moved lower…he knew Angel—Angelus was smelling him, smelling everything….
“Xander…” Angelus was touching him now; the flowers were forgotten, nearly crushed between them. “Buffy’s white knight--Are you still in love with her…it must eat you up that I got there first.”
Xander closed his eyes. “You’re going to die and I’m gonna be there…”
“Xander, Xander,” Angelus sang quietly.” Or maybe… you’re angry that it *was* Buffy? First?” He pressed against Xander and Xander’s face blazed red, the breath caught in his throat and he groaned silently at his traitorous body. Shit, shit, shit….
Angelus grabbed Xander’s crotch and squeezed, leaned in until they touched from face to knees and sniffed again. Xander shuddered and felt his dick move against his leg. Angelus laughed.
“Tell her I stopped by…and I’ll see you soon.” He jerked his head forward quick as a cobra strike and his tongue slid along Xander’s cheek. He smacked the flowers into Xander’s chest, walked away.
Xander let them drop to the floor and stared at them. He gasped and scrubbed at his cheek—he glanced around but no one seemed to have noticed what happened.
He felt like—he wasn’t sure what he felt—turned on and horrified and dirty and shocked to the core…. His cheek was burning and he forced his hand down. All he could hear was Angelus’ voice echoing unpleasantly in his head.
“I’ll see you soon.”
He wished it didn’t make him harder. He wished to God it didn’t sound like a promise.
ETA: er...dry as a dried up well? sheez....
For
rakshathewolf because I did miss you.Spoilers for Season two Killed By Death
Rated pg-13
Xander/Angelus
AU Spangel ficlit
Xander looked up and saw him walking out of the elevators, a bunch of white flowers in his hand, ‘bet he stole them from some little old ladies room’…what the hell was he doing here anyway…It was if a cloud of darkness radiated out from him, making the hospital hallway seem small and grimy—Xander sucked in a deep breath as Angelus came toward him…
He strolled over, smooth as a panther and a smirk on his face that Xander desperately wanted to smack off. Bastard. Big insane killing machine bastard. Xander tried to remind himself this wasn’t Dead Boy, this was the Scourge of Europe—there was no soul in there to keep him in check. Xander tried not to think, ‘and keep him from ripping my heart out and eating it right here’. Bloody Angelus. A chill rolled down his spine, but he got up anyway because blind stupid scared or not Angelus wasn’t going to make him run with his tail between his legs. Yet.
“Visiting hours are over” he said, crazily pleased with himself that his voice hardly shook. Xander knew Angelus didn’t have to rely on sight to tell he was scared but he’d be damned if he’d give the vampire the satisfaction of showing it.
Angelus came closer. Xander’s stomach tightened but he didn’t move. “Oh, I’m practically family,” he purred.
Xander tried for casual and said “Why don’t you come back during the day…Oh, gee—I guess you can’t.” He could feel his heart beat faster and his cheeks flame as blood rose in his face.
Angelus snarled quietly, “If I decide to walk in Buffy’s room, do you think for one microsecond that you could stop me?”
The white flowers were between them now, Angelus stepped a little closer and Xander’s eyes trained on Angelus’ neck and he spoke back just as firmly, voice calm, no matter the knot in his throat, the tightness of his gut. A little shiver worked its way down his back. “Maybe not. Maybe that security guard couldn't either. Or those cops... or the orderlies... But I'm kinda curious to find out. You game?”
Angelus leaned in and startled him by breathing, Xander knew what it meant for a vampire—he was pulling Xander’s scent in over his tongue, the sensitive tissue of his mouth and Xander shivered again, and the tightness moved lower…he knew Angel—Angelus was smelling him, smelling everything….
“Xander…” Angelus was touching him now; the flowers were forgotten, nearly crushed between them. “Buffy’s white knight--Are you still in love with her…it must eat you up that I got there first.”
Xander closed his eyes. “You’re going to die and I’m gonna be there…”
“Xander, Xander,” Angelus sang quietly.” Or maybe… you’re angry that it *was* Buffy? First?” He pressed against Xander and Xander’s face blazed red, the breath caught in his throat and he groaned silently at his traitorous body. Shit, shit, shit….
Angelus grabbed Xander’s crotch and squeezed, leaned in until they touched from face to knees and sniffed again. Xander shuddered and felt his dick move against his leg. Angelus laughed.
“Tell her I stopped by…and I’ll see you soon.” He jerked his head forward quick as a cobra strike and his tongue slid along Xander’s cheek. He smacked the flowers into Xander’s chest, walked away.
Xander let them drop to the floor and stared at them. He gasped and scrubbed at his cheek—he glanced around but no one seemed to have noticed what happened.
He felt like—he wasn’t sure what he felt—turned on and horrified and dirty and shocked to the core…. His cheek was burning and he forced his hand down. All he could hear was Angelus’ voice echoing unpleasantly in his head.
“I’ll see you soon.”
He wished it didn’t make him harder. He wished to God it didn’t sound like a promise.
ETA: er...dry as a dried up well? sheez....
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3/30/05 03:50 am (UTC)That was one of the hottest sex scenes of the entire series, wasn't it.
You naughty girl? Where's the ass sex?
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3/30/05 07:59 am (UTC)Yes yes.
:)
*bounce*
*miss you!!*
*hugs you hard*
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4/1/05 03:18 am (UTC)Sorry to take so long to say thankyouthankyouthankyou, but haven't been to my computer much. I've been OUTSIDE! This was great! Actually, I think this was a chapter of Nexus I forgot to write, wasn't it?
Believe me, I didn't ever think anyone could ever make anything about a hospital remotely sexy again! Heehee!
Huggles!
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9/15/08 04:23 pm (UTC)i've been bumbling around finding stories here & there. there seems to be much more spike/xander, which i sometimes like but not always.
it's wonderful finding that you wrote in this fandom. :)
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