Dis Pater 6
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roxyprevious parts are here, wanting to know if you want your palm read.
Okay, there's a little warny kind of thing here because it hints strongly of incest. I sometimes forget to put a warning on things that aren't written purely to be sucked down for the porn. so--be warned.
On the other hand-- I kinda think this part is hot. Yeah, this is the thing that surprised me, because it's not even that graphic, but for some reason...gee. I wasn't even trying for the whoo-hoo, because it's a pretty brief scene and basically meant to move the story from one part to the other...well. let me shut up and ya'll tell me what you think.
IV
Lex often thought that everything seemed to go steadily down hill after that disastrous weekend in Smallville, or rather the weekend that wasn’t. Lionel had flown them all back to the city as soon as was possible, and stayed home for a few days until Lex assured him he was just fine. Lex had thought that Lucas might take the time to reacquaint himself with Dad but it seemed almost as if he’d been infected with some kind of rage, and it seemed to be mostly directed at him. It confused and upset him; he couldn’t understand why Lucas hated him so much. He’d never done anything to hurt him—he’d always done his best to look out for Lucas, just like Dad wanted, but more than that-because he loved his brother.
Time passed and life went on but Lex never quite forgot the young boy who miraculously saved them, never forgot that he owed a debt….
Lucas became more and more difficult as he grew older and Lex wondered what happened to the sweet kid that had loved him when he was little. He’d somehow grown into an obnoxious sixteen year old pain in the ass, --Lex felt like he spent every free moment dashing around town and dragging Lucas out of one potentially dangerous situation after another and Dad was getting short of patience. More than once he’d mentioned sending Lucas overseas to school. Lex snorted. How that would keep Trouble-Magnet safe was a mystery to him.
One night Lucas had gone missing—again—from one of his dad’s dinner party and he had to –again—find his ass and pull him back home. Lex found him in a club, a soon to be shut down club. Lex was furious, at the club owners, at Lucas—at everyone. He’d found the boy, drunk, silly, barely mobile, and Lex was pretty sure he’d got to him just in time—he’d had to peel him off a guy that looked like he’d recently died and was royally pissed off at his own body, considering the amount of alteration he’d done to it.
Mostly he’d wanted to kick Lucas’ ass around the parking lot, but he managed to restrain himself. Barely. He’d hustled him out of the club and into his car.
Once in the car, Lucas had gone into babbling mode and confessed to everything Lex figured he’d been into, so much more than Lex had ever wanted to know.
“…You know what’s really cool? None of that shit bothers me—I get a great high for a couple of hours and then –boom! Sober! Haa-haa…isn’t that cool?…Yeah…hey--I bet it’s the same for you, hunh?—do you get horny when you’re high too? Do you get high—you’re such a fuckin’ Boy Scout…” Lucas babbled on and on and Lex let it flow over him like water. It was almost a pleasant hum after a while and soon Lucas was out, snoring so loudly he almost drowned out the radio. He was warm to the touch, flushed and sweating. Even asleep, he looked a little thuggish, Lex thought. He glanced down at the sleeping boy. His heavy brows were drawn together; and he didn’t look peaceful even now. They certainly didn’t look much alike he thought. It was hard to tell they were related, until they spoke. The Luthor genes were dripping in charm. There was never a Luthor that couldn’t charm the pants off of anyone It was like a secret weapon they’d been born with—sometimes he thought it was a double edged sword….
Lex sighed and rubbed his knuckles down Lucas’ beard-rough cheek. He was pretty certain he was Lucas’ only real friend. He knew what he was going through, he knew the temptation to do anything to fit in, to be part of the crowd. Add being a Luthor to the mix and it wasn’t enough to be part of the crowd, it was imperative to lead the crowd. He’d avoided that trap; chose not to be that person, but the price was loneliness. He knew being lonely wasn’t just the result of the path *he* chose, He could see Lucas suffered the same pain; even in a crowd he was alone. And there it was, the flip side of the coin, the other edge of the sword.
There was a part of them that could never allow any real intimacy with another person—their family ties were tight despite the trouble Lucas brought, and they’d kill for each other—but outsiders were not to be trusted.
It took Lex and Enrique to get Lucas out of the car and back up to the apartment, they dropped him in his bedroom and Lex was relieved that he didn’t have to worry about him any more that night.
Lex showered and dressed for bed. He thought about his own teen years and he’d never been as a problem—not like Lucas. His dad said he thought back with nostalgia on bailing Lex out of jail for underage drinking, and that one time for shop lifting- god! What an idiotic move that had been…he shook his head.
But Lucas—Lucas was truly scaring the shit out of him and his dad. Lionel was nearly tearing out his hair with frustration and Lex was rapidly becoming fed up. Lionel couldn’t understand why Lucas was polite, respectful---loving to him even and still went out of his way to be such a screw-up.
Lucas had screwed his way through his class at Philips and there’d been an abortion, quietly done and hushed up and horrifying to all involved. It’s been Lex had been shocked, stunned that Lucas could be so careless and…just stupid—his dad had been so upset with Lucas, and unfairly Lex thought, with him, as though he could have stopped the boy from being an idiot. Lucas---Lucas had at least *finally* begun to realize there were consequences beyond what happened to *him* at long last. He finally began to understand that what he did could seriously harm other people.
Lex sighed. Lucas wasn’t a bad person; it was just sometimes he was a thoughtless asshole…Lex knew that deep inside he was still a sweet kid. Some day, that kid had to come back out, please God….
Lex was in bed and nearly asleep when he felt the bed sink and shake. Great. Lucas couldn’t sleep which meant that no one was going to sleep.
Lucas threw himself on his back.
“Are you a virgin?”
“What? Lex mumbled, “Yes…why?”
“Are you going to ask me?”
Lex snorted and prepared to tune him out and get some well-deserved sleep.
“You know,” Lucas yawned and sprawled out on his back, shoving Lex to the edge of the bed, “I think part of my problem is I’m always looking for replacements…I don’t think I can ever have what I want, so I’m looking for something—someone—to take their place?”
Lex murmured an agreement. He understood that very well. “Yeah. Sometimes you meet someone and you just *know*, that’s the one. And then…something happens, sometimes it doesn’t work—sometimes it’s not meant to.” Lex was quiet again as he thought his most private thoughts, the ones he felt guilt about.
“Is that why you’re not—why you’re a virgin? Are you waiting for that person?”
Lex blushed in the dark and said, “You don’t have to tell me how stupid that sounds. But I hope…I want to be in love with the person I have sex with. Maybe it’s idealistic but …” he shrugged, knowing Lucas could feel the movement, even if he couldn’t see it.
“No,” Lucas said wistfully, “I wanted to be in love too—I kind of thought I had a chance, once…” he rolled on his side facing Lex. “But I stopped waiting for miracles. Crap—I’m almost sober again.” He sighed. “So, speaking of first time, want me I tell you about it? Lex said, “ No and I really need to get some sleep now okay?”
“She was so hot, it was hot…” Lucas went on to describe in great detail what happened and Lex felt his face burning, he pretended to be asleep and finally Lucas wound down and Lex heard him snoring again. Thank god, he thought and gratefully drifted off him self.
******
Something wonderful was happening, waves of pleasure swept him, slowly washing over him, and he pressed his erection against something soft and firm, he groaned as a wave of warmth swept him again, a deep feeling of heat tugging at his groin, building up and up, warm wet heat pulsed around his anus and pushed inside, and the throbbing heat built up, pooled in his dick and flashes of intense pleasure began to stab along his spine, pull in his gut as the wonderful sensation spread out from that point in great rolling waves and the slick swipe of a tongue rubbed over the clenched ring of muscle, working it softer, working it open as fingers slid inside and touched stoked and sent him gasping into ecstasy, his dick was hard and he ground down and humped against whatever it was… he was moaning so loud and he felt his dick twitch and the weight he felt shifted, the fingers thrust in deeper and “Lex!” a voice gasped and suddenly he was fucking against his mattress, coming across his sheets and he felt wet heat spill across the back of his thigh he was wide awake and coming and horrified. Lucas!
Lucas babbled and groaned and pressed against him, “it’s okay, it’s okay,” he said over and over, “it’s all right, I love you, it’s fine,” and Lex felt like he was dying—he’d done the worst thing you could do—he was disgusting—he wanted to do it again—he was terrified and confused…
Lucas tried to kiss him, tried to hold him but Lex jumped up and ran into their bathroom. He could still feel Lucas’s fingers, his tongue…Lex fell against the wall, and shook, he felt the sticky wet on the back of his leg and felt sick. What the fuck am I going to do?
He heard a soft knock on the door, and “ please open the door Lex, please open the door,” over and over….
One day later Lex was gone, and it was two years before the brothers spoke again.
TBC--next time--Gotham field trip--it's a rainy city, don't forget your rubbers!
Okay, there's a little warny kind of thing here because it hints strongly of incest. I sometimes forget to put a warning on things that aren't written purely to be sucked down for the porn. so--be warned.
On the other hand-- I kinda think this part is hot. Yeah, this is the thing that surprised me, because it's not even that graphic, but for some reason...gee. I wasn't even trying for the whoo-hoo, because it's a pretty brief scene and basically meant to move the story from one part to the other...well. let me shut up and ya'll tell me what you think.
IV
Lex often thought that everything seemed to go steadily down hill after that disastrous weekend in Smallville, or rather the weekend that wasn’t. Lionel had flown them all back to the city as soon as was possible, and stayed home for a few days until Lex assured him he was just fine. Lex had thought that Lucas might take the time to reacquaint himself with Dad but it seemed almost as if he’d been infected with some kind of rage, and it seemed to be mostly directed at him. It confused and upset him; he couldn’t understand why Lucas hated him so much. He’d never done anything to hurt him—he’d always done his best to look out for Lucas, just like Dad wanted, but more than that-because he loved his brother.
Time passed and life went on but Lex never quite forgot the young boy who miraculously saved them, never forgot that he owed a debt….
Lucas became more and more difficult as he grew older and Lex wondered what happened to the sweet kid that had loved him when he was little. He’d somehow grown into an obnoxious sixteen year old pain in the ass, --Lex felt like he spent every free moment dashing around town and dragging Lucas out of one potentially dangerous situation after another and Dad was getting short of patience. More than once he’d mentioned sending Lucas overseas to school. Lex snorted. How that would keep Trouble-Magnet safe was a mystery to him.
One night Lucas had gone missing—again—from one of his dad’s dinner party and he had to –again—find his ass and pull him back home. Lex found him in a club, a soon to be shut down club. Lex was furious, at the club owners, at Lucas—at everyone. He’d found the boy, drunk, silly, barely mobile, and Lex was pretty sure he’d got to him just in time—he’d had to peel him off a guy that looked like he’d recently died and was royally pissed off at his own body, considering the amount of alteration he’d done to it.
Mostly he’d wanted to kick Lucas’ ass around the parking lot, but he managed to restrain himself. Barely. He’d hustled him out of the club and into his car.
Once in the car, Lucas had gone into babbling mode and confessed to everything Lex figured he’d been into, so much more than Lex had ever wanted to know.
“…You know what’s really cool? None of that shit bothers me—I get a great high for a couple of hours and then –boom! Sober! Haa-haa…isn’t that cool?…Yeah…hey--I bet it’s the same for you, hunh?—do you get horny when you’re high too? Do you get high—you’re such a fuckin’ Boy Scout…” Lucas babbled on and on and Lex let it flow over him like water. It was almost a pleasant hum after a while and soon Lucas was out, snoring so loudly he almost drowned out the radio. He was warm to the touch, flushed and sweating. Even asleep, he looked a little thuggish, Lex thought. He glanced down at the sleeping boy. His heavy brows were drawn together; and he didn’t look peaceful even now. They certainly didn’t look much alike he thought. It was hard to tell they were related, until they spoke. The Luthor genes were dripping in charm. There was never a Luthor that couldn’t charm the pants off of anyone It was like a secret weapon they’d been born with—sometimes he thought it was a double edged sword….
Lex sighed and rubbed his knuckles down Lucas’ beard-rough cheek. He was pretty certain he was Lucas’ only real friend. He knew what he was going through, he knew the temptation to do anything to fit in, to be part of the crowd. Add being a Luthor to the mix and it wasn’t enough to be part of the crowd, it was imperative to lead the crowd. He’d avoided that trap; chose not to be that person, but the price was loneliness. He knew being lonely wasn’t just the result of the path *he* chose, He could see Lucas suffered the same pain; even in a crowd he was alone. And there it was, the flip side of the coin, the other edge of the sword.
There was a part of them that could never allow any real intimacy with another person—their family ties were tight despite the trouble Lucas brought, and they’d kill for each other—but outsiders were not to be trusted.
It took Lex and Enrique to get Lucas out of the car and back up to the apartment, they dropped him in his bedroom and Lex was relieved that he didn’t have to worry about him any more that night.
Lex showered and dressed for bed. He thought about his own teen years and he’d never been as a problem—not like Lucas. His dad said he thought back with nostalgia on bailing Lex out of jail for underage drinking, and that one time for shop lifting- god! What an idiotic move that had been…he shook his head.
But Lucas—Lucas was truly scaring the shit out of him and his dad. Lionel was nearly tearing out his hair with frustration and Lex was rapidly becoming fed up. Lionel couldn’t understand why Lucas was polite, respectful---loving to him even and still went out of his way to be such a screw-up.
Lucas had screwed his way through his class at Philips and there’d been an abortion, quietly done and hushed up and horrifying to all involved. It’s been Lex had been shocked, stunned that Lucas could be so careless and…just stupid—his dad had been so upset with Lucas, and unfairly Lex thought, with him, as though he could have stopped the boy from being an idiot. Lucas---Lucas had at least *finally* begun to realize there were consequences beyond what happened to *him* at long last. He finally began to understand that what he did could seriously harm other people.
Lex sighed. Lucas wasn’t a bad person; it was just sometimes he was a thoughtless asshole…Lex knew that deep inside he was still a sweet kid. Some day, that kid had to come back out, please God….
Lex was in bed and nearly asleep when he felt the bed sink and shake. Great. Lucas couldn’t sleep which meant that no one was going to sleep.
Lucas threw himself on his back.
“Are you a virgin?”
“What? Lex mumbled, “Yes…why?”
“Are you going to ask me?”
Lex snorted and prepared to tune him out and get some well-deserved sleep.
“You know,” Lucas yawned and sprawled out on his back, shoving Lex to the edge of the bed, “I think part of my problem is I’m always looking for replacements…I don’t think I can ever have what I want, so I’m looking for something—someone—to take their place?”
Lex murmured an agreement. He understood that very well. “Yeah. Sometimes you meet someone and you just *know*, that’s the one. And then…something happens, sometimes it doesn’t work—sometimes it’s not meant to.” Lex was quiet again as he thought his most private thoughts, the ones he felt guilt about.
“Is that why you’re not—why you’re a virgin? Are you waiting for that person?”
Lex blushed in the dark and said, “You don’t have to tell me how stupid that sounds. But I hope…I want to be in love with the person I have sex with. Maybe it’s idealistic but …” he shrugged, knowing Lucas could feel the movement, even if he couldn’t see it.
“No,” Lucas said wistfully, “I wanted to be in love too—I kind of thought I had a chance, once…” he rolled on his side facing Lex. “But I stopped waiting for miracles. Crap—I’m almost sober again.” He sighed. “So, speaking of first time, want me I tell you about it? Lex said, “ No and I really need to get some sleep now okay?”
“She was so hot, it was hot…” Lucas went on to describe in great detail what happened and Lex felt his face burning, he pretended to be asleep and finally Lucas wound down and Lex heard him snoring again. Thank god, he thought and gratefully drifted off him self.
******
Something wonderful was happening, waves of pleasure swept him, slowly washing over him, and he pressed his erection against something soft and firm, he groaned as a wave of warmth swept him again, a deep feeling of heat tugging at his groin, building up and up, warm wet heat pulsed around his anus and pushed inside, and the throbbing heat built up, pooled in his dick and flashes of intense pleasure began to stab along his spine, pull in his gut as the wonderful sensation spread out from that point in great rolling waves and the slick swipe of a tongue rubbed over the clenched ring of muscle, working it softer, working it open as fingers slid inside and touched stoked and sent him gasping into ecstasy, his dick was hard and he ground down and humped against whatever it was… he was moaning so loud and he felt his dick twitch and the weight he felt shifted, the fingers thrust in deeper and “Lex!” a voice gasped and suddenly he was fucking against his mattress, coming across his sheets and he felt wet heat spill across the back of his thigh he was wide awake and coming and horrified. Lucas!
Lucas babbled and groaned and pressed against him, “it’s okay, it’s okay,” he said over and over, “it’s all right, I love you, it’s fine,” and Lex felt like he was dying—he’d done the worst thing you could do—he was disgusting—he wanted to do it again—he was terrified and confused…
Lucas tried to kiss him, tried to hold him but Lex jumped up and ran into their bathroom. He could still feel Lucas’s fingers, his tongue…Lex fell against the wall, and shook, he felt the sticky wet on the back of his leg and felt sick. What the fuck am I going to do?
He heard a soft knock on the door, and “ please open the door Lex, please open the door,” over and over….
One day later Lex was gone, and it was two years before the brothers spoke again.
TBC--next time--Gotham field trip--it's a rainy city, don't forget your rubbers!
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4/18/05 05:33 am (UTC)(no subject)
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4/18/05 05:47 am (UTC)So Lucas was influenced by the meteors as well? But he just didn't lose his hair like Lex? And I totally got that reference you made to Clark, and it was *so* sweet that Lex wanted to wait. Am loving this fic!
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4/18/05 06:15 am (UTC)Bad!
I think we might be going to hell for liking it so much.
Hey! Maybe Roxy will write Priest!Lex next and that'll balance things out?
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4/18/05 03:03 pm (UTC)Yay!!! My priest!Lex kink has gone unscratched for far too long!!
Can't wait!!
Okay, I totally *can* wait, if it means more Dis Pater. *G*
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4/18/05 07:58 am (UTC)I kind of figured since Lex shielded him, he didn't lose his hair, and that only exposed areas of Lex's body lost hair. I invisioned him as a bit of a romantic in the beginning but some one took care of that. *eyeballs Lucas evilly*
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4/18/05 09:44 am (UTC)Bad-Lucas, bad-boy!
I hope someone makes Lex feel better soon.
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4/18/05 03:02 pm (UTC)Pretty!
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4/18/05 12:34 pm (UTC)*hugs Lex*
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4/18/05 03:23 pm (UTC)(no subject)
4/18/05 12:43 pm (UTC)Poor Lucas: so dirty, so wrong, so hot . . .
I think I'm confused: what happened to Lillian in this AU?
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4/18/05 03:22 pm (UTC)*Smacks self hard*
I'm like the poster child of "Why Betas Are A Very Good Thing"
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4/19/05 07:23 am (UTC)Oh. Whaaaaa, yeah.
Teh hawt.
But...but...but........
No talking!
Two years!
Ohhh, that's sad.
*sniffle*
Fiiiiiiix it!!!
*sniffle*
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4/19/05 01:11 pm (UTC)(no subject)
4/19/05 06:03 pm (UTC)Can I just "ew" that I found it "guh"? Because it was hot, but incest is icky squicky.
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4/20/05 12:34 am (UTC)what does it all mean?
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4/20/05 06:33 pm (UTC)It means you should write more porn. ^_^