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6/28/05 06:52 pm
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I'm feeling so good. Sitting here at my desk and writing away. Having fun.It was a very different story the other day.

I had a fight of sorts with BG. She looked at what I was writing and had a mental breakdown. Hokey Smokes, you'd have thought I murdered the Pope. I wanted to whack her so bad--she yelled and stomped off and then acted like I killed her real mother and had the nerve to cry. We didn't speak to each other for almost a whole day. I know that doesn't sound like much but for us, it's pretty bad to be that angry for so long.

and you know--I basically wanted to knock her out. I've told her and told her, this is my business, if she had private business, so did I. She's 19 and we don't have to share a brain anymore, y'know? I don't pretend to myself that she's out there pure as the driven snow, christ, I haven't lost my memory yet. But this incident let me know that maybe I shouldn't be as open about what I do...maybe I should hide. I hate to--I mean, I took my beautiful background down, I already edit my wallpapers because the girl gets upset at some of them. Shit--I had no idea how upset. *sigh*

what did I do wrong?

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6/29/05 12:38 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tortured74.livejournal.com
I'm assuming you're talking about your daughter here???? Forgive me, I don't know too much about your RL. I have to ask, though, what her problem is with it...is it the fact that it's guys together, or maybe that it's her MOM writing this stuff? You didn't do anything wrong, sweetie, don't go thinking that. It's difficult for some people to deal with, and they just need to grow up and realize, like you said--it's your business and has nothing to do with her. I, for one, will cheer you on when you write (says the girl who hasn't read any of your recent fics...*sigh*). But don't feel bad, I haven't read ANY fics recently! I'm not avoiding you! lol

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6/29/05 01:32 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Yep, my beloved child. I don't think she's upset about the fact it's guys--trust me, it could be het and she'd have the same reaction. She's a good kid, she just needs to realize that we have separate lives now, and I think she wants me to be Room Mom for the rest of my life. and yes, she needs to get a grip! *grin*

HEEY! OY! How can you not be reading my astonishing gems of literary brilliance! So offended I am! Behold, I rend my garments!
*snorfle*