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[roxy]

Shit. Nothing. I got nothing. As much as I want to have something...nothing. Why does my brain work that way? Why? Fuckin' brain.

Wanna hear something funny? Yes you do. Okay, it's more sophomoric and stoopit than funny but....Target sells these...scarves, I guess--thye're a series of fuzzy fake fur balls on a string that look like, well--yes--furry anal beads. Every single person I showed them to laughed like crazy and said "You've got to be kidding!"

And for the record, I was not the one who noticed first that they were...different.
And speaking of that, why do folks look at an object or whatnot and say, that's different, as though it was a compliment? eeerrrrrf! that drives me crazy. Trust me, shopper, if I say it's different, I pretty much mean it looks like shit.


We spent the day moving BG into her little pocket apartment. It's so cute! I hope she's feeling better--it's so fucking hard to tell, poor thing. It's been a horrible month for her, and for us because we worry. We're working on it though. At least we love each other even if we don't understand each other, and boy does that hurt. Which is probably why I burst into tears every time I hear that SV theme song...

So...I'm babbly because I'm bored, or boring, not sure which.
Efr. Back to the problem. Love you! *airkiss--airkiss*

WAIIITT!!!! Wait a minute, I almost forgot the most important thing ever!!!!
My other Baby Girl, I miss her so very much! Happy Birthday, my dearest one! I hope it's wonderful, as wonderful as you! Love you! *hugkisslove*
I'm thinking of you on your day, *fromwardsweetie!

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[supesfan88.livejournal.com]

Nothing wrong with rambling... :D - I've been on a Terry Fox fix for the past week (today's the run and I've created a community fansofterryfox)...most of the stuff I've posted in my normal journal is just rambles...hell I'm not even sure if anyone's been reading about him...I just feel the need to post about him.

I do hope everything's groovy where you are...and if not, don't worry, it'll all get better.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

heh! thanks! I had noticed the Terry Fox going on at your journal. I didn't know anything about him until your posts.
You see, LJ is a perfect vehicle for education. I learn all sorts of things and lots of them don't even have anything to do with sex. *nods*

[supesfan88.livejournal.com]

Hehe - yup - not everything's about sex (I know...your shocked :p)

I've always been a huge fan of Terry Fox, but more so this year because my grandma died of ovarian cancer last October 27th and when she died it was like......well...a black hole...I didn't think very good thoughts and I felt even worse (I'm closer to my grandparents than my parents).

What he did and how he did it just amazes me...what amzes me even more is what he did it for, his mom wanted him to just run across BC but he argued that people in BC weren't the only people to get cancer...he didn't do it for himself...

I have CP and to hear of a person with an illness like he had do something so courageous is just mind numbing.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

And now I learned even more. *hug*
I'm so sorry about your grandmom. It's the hardest thing in the world to keep going when you lose someone so important to you. I know how it feels, and a black hole is a *very* good description of what it's like.
Some people are heroes just because they keep going, no matter what.