Thanks...

[roxy]

...You guys are too cool and way too nice to me.

I'm going to close up shop on PDJupiter until I can pull it back together (no notes because I just knew what I wanted to say and said it--crap.) Hopefully it won't be too long. I usually seem to get it back pretty good when I start writing. In the mean time that little fic just waiting to be born has lots of notes, but losing it hurt my heart. I want to tell it but we'll see. It's interesting because I was (trying) to write it from Pete's point of view--a historical AU it was.

Anyhoo, I spent most of the evening snotting and crying all over the place. You know how actors look all heart breaking and stuff when they cry, sobs shaking their shoulders gently, breathing the occasional little gasp, and tears rolling so artistically down their cheeks? Yes, that’s how I was. Just like that.

Except there was a *lot* more snot and a lot more making a noise like a seal throwing up, and throwing myself flat on the ground and screaming why the fuck me!!??!!. (why have a fit unless you can have one of mammoth proportions?) Any way, I’m feeling semi-human again and as always, kind of embarrassed—*waves from under the bed* thank god, ya’ll are so understanding about this kind of thing. *massive hugs for all*

Come on over, I’m making chocolate chips for everyone!

Also, which one of you are taking me to see Serenity tomorrow? *waits*

Comments

[anitac588.livejournal.com]

Oy, Roxy *hugs*, sorry that you felt so low and that that happened.
*takes a cookie*

[mecurtin.livejournal.com]

huge hugs of hugness, OK?

re Serenity, can you make it to AMC 24-plex in Hamilton, NJ, Friday at 6:45? If so, you can go with me, the Future of Fandom, another adult friend, and a bunch of the Future's friends.

[justabi.livejournal.com]

*cuddles you and eats your cookies*

[aurora-bee.livejournal.com]

Mom *Hugs you and doesn't let go* You know I love you right.

[rumpuso.livejournal.com]

I feel so horribly for you. I had that happen to me after an especially long chapter and my heart was racing so fast in disbelief. What happened to you is the pits...there are no words to describe that grief over the loss of words on the page. So sorry Roxy. I hope you can get yourself pissed enough to write the hell out of those chapters again just to show your damn computer who'd boss. You rule!

[bakarti.livejournal.com]

So sorry. :(

*hugs while eating cookie*

[d-copper.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* and wheee serenity. Definitely an upside there. When you have seen it, mind giving a review. Don't know whether to see it or not.

[fromward.livejournal.com]

Oh, I don't know what to say, Roxy. I know nothing can replace those lost writings. I'm sorry about what happened, but I know you can write even more excellent replacement chapters! *nabs a cookie and does the Cabbage Patch just for you*

[ender24]

i am not sure what mr. roxy tried, or how you deleted your files, but maybe you want to try this ??

http://www.geocities.jp/br_kato/

Restoration
Restore files which are deleted from the recycle bin by mistake. Conversely, delete files completely.

since it does not need installation, its worth a try.

[digitalwave]

Do try the program from Ender sweetie.

Believe me, the files aren't gone, it's like the computer has just forgotten how to access them. When I was first installing WIn XP a couple of years ago I clicked the wrong thing and it reformated my whole darned hard drive, I lost everything. Believe it or not, I was able to retrieve all of it with software. So, I know software like that works.

It's sure worth giving a try so you don't lose all of that work.

*hugs*

[supercaptain182.livejournal.com]

If I could get to New Jersey, I would take ya to the movies. I would even buy you a large popcorn, maybe two, Serentity looks like a big popcorn movie!

[tabaqui]

Oooh, Ms. Thang!!
*hugs you hard*

I was gonna email you last night and then this happened and that happened and... I'm a terrible friend!
*hugs you more*

I'm glad you're feeling better - i'm so, so glad you didn't close the Space...
*hugs again*

Bay-bee, you *know* you can YM me anytime, or email, and i'll sit and talk with you all night. Next time, you do that!!
Love you, Ms. Thang - you know i do!

[capnzebbie.livejournal.com]

*HUGS* I'm so glad you're feeling better!!! I hope that program from ender works for you. And if even if it doesn't, it'll all come back because it's in your brain somewhere. I had a thing like that happen with my first video (did I tell you about that? I almost threw up) and I managed to reconstruct it, so I know it'll all come back! *MOREHUGS*

[shadowstar-gzan.livejournal.com]

*hugs you muchly* Boy, do I know about the losing of the hard work. *hugs some more*

[kitkat3979.livejournal.com]

*snuggles you madly and feeds you chocolate*

I'm sorry, honey. Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?