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My Two Dads Are Like, Totally Stupid
(a working title)
A post-mpreg fiction

Fandom: SV
Pairing: Clark/Lex
Rating:2

Help! I need a title for this thing!!!
And this is what went before.






“You didn’t even ask.” Lex’s voice carried clear on the line, and it was calm, soft—and empty of hope, Clark realized--but that didn’t move him. Not in the least.

“I didn’t have to. I know the part of you that’s capable of this, just as well as the part of you...” he stopped and took a shaky breath, “…the part that loves us. I just didn’t think you would do a…a thing like this. Not now.”

“I’m capable of anything if it’s to protect my family. My child.”

“Alexandra is *my* child, not yours--” The words tumbled out of his mouth and he knew how wrong they were, but they hung there in the air like malignant fog, hurting them both.

“Clark. Don’t. She is. She’s mine as much as yours—look at her.”

“Than she’s yours and Lana’s *and* Jordan’s—are you going to murder him too?” Clark had to stop talking, he couldn’t breathe—How could he claim to love Ripley and do what he did? Tears squeezed out from under tight closed eyelids. He couldn’t even tell anyone what he’d done…he’d rather for Lana to die with no justice than to destroy Lex’s life and make Ripley’s harder because of it. Clark tried not to make a sound; he shook with the force it took to cry silently. Because that was a lie he told himself. The truth was, he couldn’t give up Lex. He just couldn’t do it—and that made him as bad as Lex….

Lex’s voice cut through the fog in his head. It was icy, any hint of pain gone. “Jordan knows he nothing to fear from me—and that was a right decision. I do what’s right for the ones I love. And I don’t regret what I do. Ever. Remember that, Clark.”

Lex disconnected and Clark sat staring at the phone.

*****
In Clark’s mind, the move wasn’t permanent, it couldn’t be—he wasn’t capable of imagining a life without Lex. He just needed room to think. As long as he was in the same room with Lex, he couldn’t see things around him clearly. It was as if Lex had the power to cloud his mind.

Lex tried to make the move as smooth as possible and Clark nearly gave in a hundred times, it hurt so much to see Lex struggle to handle the situation with grace, treating it as a just a little bump in the road, and smiling, smiling, smiling to keep from upsetting Ripley.

He went back home, back to Smallville. Martha and Jonathan were pleased to have them, but worried. Clark refused to say much, just that he and Lex had come to have differences so great it was hard to live together. He swore to them, he was only home to find some space, to regain perspective. He hoped that it wouldn’t be long before they’d be back together. He said all the right things, with the right degree of regret and the right amount of smile, and took suitcases and baby inside, and didn’t wait for the limo to head back towards Metropolis.

His parents looked at each other. They heard Clark’s words, but his body language said something disastrous had happened. The fact that he was home instead of in Metropolis spoke volumes. Clark was transparent as glass, miserable and aching…but they didn’t give advice. They didn’t ask questions. They just made ready for Clark and their grandchild, and hoped for the best. Clark’s old room had a little cot shoved into it, and his old toys were brought in from the attic and life went on with a couple more plates at the table, a little more worry, and because of Lexie, a lot more joy.

******

“Look, Gramma, sheepses. An’ cows…an’ horsies…” Lexie examined her artwork critically, squinting at her color choices before deciding that they were passable. She looked at her grandmother with a blindingly beautiful grin. “ Cows eat grass.” She colored a wide scratchy swath of purple and declared it to be grass, and purple grass because purple was prettier than green.

Martha watched Clark’s little girl coloring pictures of horses and cows standing in and sometimes, on top of, a big red barn, their life here brand new and endlessly fascinating for her. She was so involved that Martha could observe her without being noticed. The long red curls bouncing around her shoulders reminded Martha of her own hair at that age, though her hair had never been so luminously red as Lexie’s. Lexie’s tongue poked out the corner of her mouth, her fingers were pale from the achingly careful grip she had on the crayon--careful not to snap the crayon she worked with, already so careful about so much, more so than Clark at the same age. She sighed.

Alexandra. Alexandra Kent-Luthor.

She wasn’t fooled, not one bit. Lexie had Lex’s last name, not Clark’s, not really. She was Lex’s possession, just like Clark was. She wondered just how long it would be before Lex would come to reclaim her. She couldn’t understand why Clark couldn’t see everything Lex was. Sure, he could be endearing when he chose, and he could be terribly charming, even seem almost innocently sweet. He’d sent all those scans of Lexie, like any doting father would, and without a word to their son. Clark wasn’t speaking to them at the time but he did it anyway and maybe that was guilt for having taken Clark from them…of course, he still sent tons of lovely photos of Lexie even now, without fail--videos of her and drawings she made.

Martha smiled at Lexie when she looked at her grandmother again with that million-watt grin. She had no doubt Lex thought he loved her, that he loved her son, it was just--she wasn’t sure Lex really *knew* what love meant. He wasn’t the type of man to let anything he cared for out of his grasp easily. He wasn’t afraid to use whatever means he decided was necessary, and she doubted whatever he decided was necessary would keep him awake at night. She knew that he never intended to *not* possess her son; that eventually he would have come to collect him—it was fate that intervened and sent Clark to him instead. A chill ran down her spine and she wondered…what would he *do* to bring those two back to him?

What had he done to make Clark, who was so blindly in love with him, leave him?

****

Jonathan begged off the game of kickball with Lexie and Clark, huffing for breath. Lexie was nearly as strong and fast as Clark had been at this age, and he wasn’t getting any younger. He grinned and gingerly lowered himself to the porch stair. It was great, having the two here with them. What a difference it made to hear a child’s laughter around the farm again, the pitter-patter of little feet—okay, more like the stomp-zoom of superhuman tiny feet. It was wonderful; all of it--except for the hours when Clark had to be gone, back to Metropolis and work. Lexie worried then, she worried about her Daddy, she worried about her Poppa, and when he was coming to see her, and would Daddy come home for real, real? It broke his heart that she worried so at such a young age, and Jonathan wondered right along with her, wondered when her Poppa was going to come. He hoped it would be soon.

He didn’t discuss his feelings with Martha anymore. They didn’t exactly see eye to eye on the subject. Where Lex’s actions seemed to cause Martha’s suspicions about Lex to grow, they had the opposite effect on him. Slowly but surely, these last four years opened his eyes to Lex Luthor. Lex had proved to him that he understood a man’s family was the most important thing in life. Lex understood it like he did, in just the same way. He wondered what Lex would have been like, raised in a family like theirs. He had such an enormous capacity to love, and an incredible sense of loyalty, what would he be like now, if that had been fostered instead of used, and twisted, almost out of all shape? Clark had needed Lex’s help, but Lex needed Clark as well.

He sighed and stretched a bit—it got colder sooner these days, he thought, and groaned a bit. Both Kent-Luthors’ heads shot towards him at the noise, with identical expressions of concern and he grinned and waved.


He knew Clark would move heaven and earth for Lex; after all, he’d left his family out of love and trust for Lex. He knew that Clark’s love was bone deep and returned in kind. It was obvious that for Lex and Clark, there was no one else. So he had to wonder, what the hell had Lex done to make Clark run. He watched his son and his grand-daughter playing in the yard and he could only imagine….

He grunted. Well, he had a pretty good imagination--whatever or whoever had been unbelievably foolish enough to interfere with Lexie, or Clark, had to have paid the ultimate price.

more to come!

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7/5/06 04:34 am (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] itsaslashything.livejournal.com
Yay for more of this! And I love how you're seeing Jonathan here!

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7/5/06 05:10 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Thanks! I felt like changing it up a little bit *g*--and I always wanted to love Jonathan, you know?

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7/5/06 04:38 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] chimosa.livejournal.com
more to come!
Nooooooooo! I want more nooooooooow!!!

You, my dear dear roxy, are addictive as *hell*. I can't wait for more!

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7/5/06 05:11 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
heeee! I feel so--wanted! (and just a little naughty) thank you!

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7/5/06 04:39 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] althea-astrea.livejournal.com
I'm shocked to see the roles reversed with Martha and Jonathan. I have to say that I agree with Jonathan all the way. But Lex being so "still" got me nervious... what's he up to?

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7/5/06 05:14 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*shakes head* Up to? Up to? Tsk! Nooooothing.
It was weird, I started to write Martha, and she got all--defensive. I'm usually all about a sympathetic Martha, but this just seemed right.

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7/5/06 05:23 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] althea-astrea.livejournal.com
Somehow, it didn't strike me like odd... it was shocking, yes, but more because that's not the roles we are used to see. But, you make it work. I understand Martha with her concerns, and love Jonathan for thinkig that way!

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7/5/06 05:42 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] vegas-nolan.livejournal.com
Wouldn't Jonathan and Martha have heard about Lana's unsolved death, even if it happened in Metropolis and she had been living in Paris? I really like where you are taking this story (and Lex's character), but I can't help thinking that the Kents would have heard about Lana's death from Nell or some other source and suspected it was Lex because of the timing.

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7/5/06 05:59 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*wrinkles forehead*
Crap! Yes, of course they would. Oy. Okay, I'm going to have to fix that. *curl up in corner and whiiiiiiiine*

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7/6/06 12:55 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] vegas-nolan.livejournal.com
Ok, but you have to fix it and keep going. Because I don't want to be responsible for people siccing their sockpuppets on me for making you stop writing this otherwise wonderful fic because of a small detail.

Sockpuppets. *shudders*

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7/5/06 06:48 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] norwich36.livejournal.com
And once again I am having the odd reading of this story, because I find myself nodding along with Martha (just a wee little bit), because let's face it, Lex *is* obsessive and possessive, and even though that can be sexy, it's also a little scary.

Not that I'm rooting for Lex and Clark to stay apart, of course!

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7/6/06 03:12 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
I'm glad that Martha came off okay. I don't want her to be the bigbad, just offer an opposing view in an interesting way. *grin* This is Jonathan's moment to shine.

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7/5/06 11:38 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] aurora-bee.livejournal.com
Poor Lexie :(

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7/6/06 03:13 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
let us hug him!

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7/5/06 12:04 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] supercaptain182.livejournal.com
Once again, I'm super excited for more. I love the how Martha and Jonathan's feelings about Lex are juxtaposed.

Fantastic!

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7/6/06 03:13 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Thank you a million times, my dearest!!

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7/5/06 12:52 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] ex-lexsbabym701.livejournal.com
Now we can't have Lex at the penthouse all by his lonesome. Who's going to take care of him? *pout*

Okay, we are all assuming that Lex did this. Roxy!? Did he?!
OMG. What if he didn't? What if Lana and the restaurant people were just having the shittiest of shit luck?

K, he probably did it. He is a Luthor. But still...

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7/6/06 03:17 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
K, he probably did it. He is a Luthor. But still...

oh yeah, he did.
as for him being all by his lonesome, maybe Jordan can come over aqnd take care of him. :)

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7/5/06 02:22 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] talitha78.livejournal.com
Wow. Lex is being so calm about this. It's eerie.

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7/6/06 03:18 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*looks around* I know...it's just...skeeery.

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7/5/06 03:41 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] ladydey.livejournal.com
Look at you making me like Jonathan - look at it. Hummmmm.

Not that Martha is wrong, but I like Jonathan's point of view. I think one of the reasons that Jon and Lex never came to an understanding before now is because they actually agree on one main point - that Clark is precious and should be protect at all costs, with extreme prejudice if necessary. Jon's never had the opportunity to see this ruthlessness as anything other then a danger to Clark. It's actually cute that Clark married someone just like "dear old dad".


I am sorry that Martha is leary of Lex. I hope that she doesn't become a problem. I would hate for anything to happen to her. Jon might not be that understanding then.

Isn't Clark cute trying to get some space, from Lex. Yeah, like that is going to work. HA!

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7/6/06 03:21 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Jon's never had the opportunity to see this ruthlessness as anything other then a danger to Clark. It's actually cute that Clark married someone just like "dear old dad".

Really, I do think they're very much alike. If Lex had had the same opportunities, he would have been a man very much like Jonathan, I think.

And *koff* I don't think Martha has anything to fear...*snorfle*

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7/5/06 04:27 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] tabaqui
*flails around like a crazy person*
Whaaaaa!

Yay, papa Kent!

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7/6/06 03:22 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*grins* Papa Kent is fun this time around!

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7/5/06 06:41 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lazy-8s.livejournal.com


Thank you, Thank you, Thank you! I have been scouring the flists for a week, hoping that you had updated. The conversation between Clark and Lex was so angsty and hurtful. I especially liked how Martha and John presented the two sides of Lex's personality.

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7/6/06 03:23 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! I'm so flattered you were waiting for this! *happy smile!*

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7/5/06 06:47 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lastscorpion.livejournal.com
Poor Clark! I'm loving this story!

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7/6/06 03:25 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Thank you for saying that! You make me so happy!

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7/5/06 08:00 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] dm-wyatt.livejournal.com
I'm loving how differently the Kents view Lex...

Will Lex ever be able to make amends? What will he do to get his "possesions" back?

I can't WAIT to find out more...

:D

Brilliant update.

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7/6/06 03:26 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
ooooohh, that icon--it makes my toes curl, I tell you!
thank you so much! And did I tell you I loved your update?

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7/6/06 07:27 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] dm-wyatt.livejournal.com
Yeah, that's a special feature of that icon... ;)

But doesn't he always though?

*sigh*

No, you didn't tell me that. Thanks!

*hugs*

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7/5/06 11:43 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] maigie2010.livejournal.com
Here are the facts:

Lana is a weasel and she would do anything to get Clark back.
Lex is possesive and obsessive and would do anything to protect Clark.
Jonathan totally understands that a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do to protect his family.
Martha dimly understands this but lacks the testosterone quotient to quite get it.
Clark still has sawdust for brains and may lack enough testosterone to get it too.

I like how you have portrayed Jonathan. Here he is likeable and we understand where he is coming from.

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7/6/06 03:34 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Ooooo, nicely laid out!
Yes, yes, yes, and yes, and possibly, sadly, yes. *g*

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7/6/06 02:45 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] nerowill.livejournal.com
It's so cool that for once Jonathon is the one who gets (um, I mean *understands*) Lex! I hope you can have him explain it to Clark...

Ripley is so damn cute! I love that she's into purple, just like her Poppa! And what does it mean that she looks like Lex? Hummmm...

*big hugs and a squeal* I can't wait for more!

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7/6/06 03:35 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*bigolegrin*
Thank you so much, my dear!

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7/6/06 06:46 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] quiet--tiger.livejournal.com
This is such a great story thus far. Even without Lana getting run over.

Sorry it took so long for me to comment, I've just been busy or preoccupied, and I knew I'd want to focus my full attention on reading this.

Lexie is so cute, and Lex is Lex, but trying to protect his family. Poor Clark, all confused and missing his Lex.

Can't wait for more.

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7/9/06 05:31 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] taliosi-x.livejournal.com
This is a really great story.I like it a lot ! But I feel as though I'm missing something? Was there another story before this one?

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7/9/06 06:49 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Oh, yeah--there was this: Ripley, Believe It Or Not (http://smallville.slashdom.com/archive/46/ripleybelieve.html), this one was the start of it all.
And hey! thanks for reading!

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7/12/06 10:25 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] miche-connor.livejournal.com
Playing more catch-up :)

Love that Johnathan is NOT stupid. That he does have insight, and that he can understand Lex. That just fits. Cause John-boy would do the same thing, you know it, if the tables were reversed. (And he had the money and Mercy to help). (Though I may be putting Mercy in here before her time.) (But I know she'd have gotten such a kick out of making Lana kick the bucket. That's probably why, you see. heh.)

Going to read them all, and you're probably going to hate me cause I'll post a comment after each one! (Hope not.;)

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7/13/06 03:41 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Thank you! It always bugged me that Jonathan couldn't see how much Lex and he shared--a different upbringing would have made Lex just like him.

And please! there can never be too many comments--ever! *biggrinn*

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