SpN flavored ramble...

[roxy]

There's something so odd about this show--as much as I enjoy reading SpN slash, and even though there are moments on screen as thick and dewy sweet with it as there used to be (and occasionally still is) on SV,I find it slippery to write. And no, not because of the lube. *eyeballs you*
It keeps coming out strictly one-way for me. I'm just not feeling it from Sam, like I feel it from Dean. Mind you, there are incredible *incredible* fics out there, from Sam's POV, and I *love* them. I enjoy the fics in general, and I'm kind of coming off my self-imposed ban on SpN stories until I finish all my WIPs because, ow, so hot. Dean is just really pretty, so much more hot than when he was on Dark Angel--(the first show I remember seeing him on) and way hotter than SV. Gosh, there were some smoking hot Lex and Jason fics that made my brain float...*sigh.* Where was I?

Oy, beloved ones, I need to not worry about those boys until I finish my ClarkandLexstuckinaRomanceNovel fic.

And gosh! The other story! I was so far ahead on Mari, until I accidentally deleted the last chapter. It's okay though, things like that no longer bother me, it happens at least once a week. Lawks, I give not a fig! *dances a little lively jig, flinging flowers into the crowds with a hey-nonny--fuck-all.*

Maybe...maybe the reason I have a hard time with Sam (yes yes, back to that)is that I don't feel a connection with him, like I do with Lex, or Clark. Though it did take me a long time to identify with Clark too. In the beginning, he meant not much to me, and now, he's like my heart. I love that boy like stupid. Which he frequently is.

Love the weekends, I can babble on endlessly...Hay! I can hear you thinking!! Is that nice?

Comments

[clarkscherry.livejournal.com]

Even Stupid future superheroes need love...and sex...lotsa sex...with Lex. I started out coming for the Clark (get your mind out of the gutter) and staying for the Clex. I too, love both the boys. Ack, about Mari! Heh, glad it no longer bothers you to do stupid shit like deleting all your hard work. Thanks to welbutrin, it doesn't bother me much anymore either. I no longer beat myself up over things like that, I just kick my ass around the block a couple of times and I'm cool.

I tried to like SPN. I was all excited about the show when it premiered, but the last scene of the pilot just totally cracked me up! I laughed and laughed and I couldn't watch anymore after I watched that.Maybe it wasn't the last scene - it was when Sam saw his girlfriend in a "strange new way." If I had skipped the pilot, I might be begging you for Wincest now, instead of Clex. I still think in the future I may give it another try. I own every episode. I faithfully record the show every week. In the back of my mind I must know there is a great show here to be discovered once I'm over the Clex.(should that ever happen). :)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

It's a fun show, SpN. It's not as thinky as the X-Files, but it has it's same spirit of fun,and the guys do such a good job. good chemistry there.