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I'm so tired beloved friends. I'm so tired that I started talking about my bizness to a co-worker today like the woman was my ace boon. *headsmack* Tired and not feeling good makes me blabby and over-share. Poor thing. She had that trapped look in her eyes, that sort of desperate, "Unh-hunh, unhunh--Oh please dear lord make this woman shut up and leave me alone" look. You know the one. Or maybe it's just me, I do have this tendency to TMI from time to time. Along with this is a massive desire to write but I have no idea what, and my After Lodi thingy feels too self-indulgent, my Cowboy story feels like too much work, and my SVBB...well, it's really not such the massive piece of shit that I thought it was, but I might be too late to work on it, and to work on it, I'll have to set everything else aside but. I *MISS* Lex and Clark!! WHAAAAAA!!

I seriously think I killed a buttload of brain cells, guys. *G* Anyhoo, I'm about to go steal Mr Roxy's have some pie I noticed all unattended in the kitchen and then, answer wonderful comments I got on thee smut. ;) Lovely, lovely comments--that made me happy!

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6/17/09 07:33 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] emeraldsedai.livejournal.com
Hah! Yes, I know that feeling, and that look, and OMG it makes me wonder about myself and how fragile those inner filters and self-censors really are.

I know what you mean about missing your boys, too. Cowboy fic sounds fun!

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6/18/09 03:11 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
I tell you, I want to write this Cowboy fic so much, but I'm afraid it's going to end up with my Egyptian Clex story...a couple of books, a couple of pages of notes, a few lines of dialog, and nothing else.

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6/18/09 03:13 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] emeraldsedai.livejournal.com
You could just, you know, start. Sketch out a couple of scenes. Maybe name their horses...

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6/18/09 03:23 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Maybe name their horses...

..funny you should say that....

Yes! I named the horse! Sam's horse's name, so far, is Bastard. *koff* Sam in this story doesn't spend a whole lot of time with "nice" people...*G*

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6/18/09 05:45 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] emeraldsedai.livejournal.com
*snort*

I mean, literally, I just snorted with laughter. After I wheezed. Wheeze out, snort in. You know?

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6/18/09 05:48 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
but of course--a snorfle. *nods* I'll ignore that you snorfled on my horse...