dear My Friends...

[roxy]

Sadly, Target has forgotten I work for them, so I'm barely getting my phone paid, oy. Thank god I am a kept woman, and do not have to worry where my next meal and fatty snacks are coming from.

Also, I take my broken wings and learn to fly or some such shit--I've finally decided to drop all the challenges I'd signed up for. I feel free, and would celebrate this more, except for the nagging feeling of failure. I had to let those things go--this is supposed to be fun, and those challenges were not feeling like fun, they were feeling like a job, a job even more underpaid than my actual job. I'll work on them all, including PE which I'm going to have to rewrite omg, that motherfucker broke down into some boring ass shit. Now that I have time, I can rewrite it to be closer to what I'd originally imagined, and also, since it won't be posted at large, I can make that shit as sick as I want.

Wish me luck with Non Timebo Mala, because that's going to be my focus for the next month.

I love you guys, you're the most patient people ever. You listen(read?) to the same thing over and over, and yet, you're still supportive, still nice, still with the jokes and hugs. Without you, I'd just be a bitter old woman scribbling on napkins, instead of a bitter old woman posting porn on my LJ, hoarding comments like gold.

Snuggle up my friends--it's group hug time!!! And just so this shouldn't be a total loss--a pretty boy in bed. :)

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[capnzebbie.livejournal.com]

roxy, I just looked at my userinfo page for the first time in a couple of months, and I discovered your virtual gifts! Thank you so much! I didn't get notifications for them--didn't we used to get emails? Anyway, I love them and I love you! {{{hugs}}} I remember getting the hug coupon, but there are some flowers and a heart there as well! :)