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roxySo, that time's rolled around again, when I'm all weepy and oy, woe is me, the world's unfair, everybody hates me, my pants are too tight, my chins are too many, what am I here for...well, that one I know--I'm here for the porn--but in the greater scheme of things, why me? And of course, since I'm a miserable bitch, I have to make my beloved's life miserable too, until he finally throws up his hands and wants to know what the heck is wrong with me? I just know one of these days he's going to have had enough and just walk away, just leave. (here's the part where I throw myself into a corner and sob all broken hearted) Yeah, you know what's really stupid and self-involved and stupid and pathetic about that? After 30 years, if he hasn't left me (or smothered me in my sleep, i can be *such* a god-awful bitch, just ask the children) more than likely he's just gonna ride this thing out until the final chapter. BUT IT FEELS LIKE IT MIGHT HAPPEN and I'm really feeling sorry for myself.
There. Now that I've typed all that out, I feel kind of better, thank you.
In a dizzying and complete change of subject, I'm thinking about posting all my old SV all cleaned up and shiny new over at my DW place. I've always hated the way my stuff looks at SSA, and folks keep having problems with it. Who knows, maybe some day someone will be looking for SV stuff to read and find my DWj and be all excited about the SV. It was so much fun when I first came into fandom and stumbled over stuff here and there--it was like finding gold! I've already started to post some stuff there, SpN and SV, with pretty pickchus. :) Also, it lets me feel like I'm doing something fannish. I have this problem though, with reading the stuff as I'm going along. Ha! Some of it's a good read--and some of it, omg. *hides face*
In case you want to see, my user name there is Roxy. I know, right? So bold, so creative!
So! Enough rambling. Whoever made it this far--you're the shizzle! High five, friend!*HUGHUG*
There. Now that I've typed all that out, I feel kind of better, thank you.
In a dizzying and complete change of subject, I'm thinking about posting all my old SV all cleaned up and shiny new over at my DW place. I've always hated the way my stuff looks at SSA, and folks keep having problems with it. Who knows, maybe some day someone will be looking for SV stuff to read and find my DWj and be all excited about the SV. It was so much fun when I first came into fandom and stumbled over stuff here and there--it was like finding gold! I've already started to post some stuff there, SpN and SV, with pretty pickchus. :) Also, it lets me feel like I'm doing something fannish. I have this problem though, with reading the stuff as I'm going along. Ha! Some of it's a good read--and some of it, omg. *hides face*
In case you want to see, my user name there is Roxy. I know, right? So bold, so creative!
So! Enough rambling. Whoever made it this far--you're the shizzle! High five, friend!*HUGHUG*
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7/12/10 07:26 pm (UTC)