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My SV Christmas story, xmas ficlet the second. Not that it's very Christmasy. I'm not sure what it is. It's not shmoopy like the SpN one. Anyway, it's not too bad a way to say so long to the old year.


Title: Four Seasons
Author: roxy
Pairings/Characters: Lex/Clark
Rating: R
Word Count: 1205
Summary: Lex measures his year by Clark.

Spring

Spring pushes back the chill of winter; it brings hidden life to light. Lex knows Clark has been watching him, and wondering what it is that brings Lex into his orbit.

Lex circles Clark slowly, carefully, just close enough to let him feel Lex's hopeful pull, not close enough to burn either one of them.

Clark smiles like thawing ice, not quite sure of himself, but the smile is enough to let Lex know the pull he feels he's not feeling alone. Lex smiles back, but he's half-turned from Clark, observing everything from the corner of his eye. His observations are half seen, a somewhat secret regard.

Clark fixes his gaze on the far fields, Lex glances overhead, watches the play of light on the branches of a fruit tree, tight green buds are beginning to show.

Summer

Summer is hot—hot, wet air, hot, wet smells. Lex suffers through each summer day hating the way his shirts stick to him, the way nothing fits right. Pants cling badly, ties shift, collars wilt, jackets…jackets become bondage devices. He hates, hates for anyone to touch him. He feels the ghost imprint of their damp fingers long afterwards.

And yet, here he is, leaving the civilized, climate controlled interior of his car to step out into the heavy, definitely aromatic air of the farm. He strides across the yard, past the trees that do their best to perfume the air, the odor of cow battling with their sweet scent. They drop petals like snow as he passes.

He's left his coat and tie in the car, and his sleeves are carefully folded, exposing bare elbows that he rests against the sun-warmed wood of the post and rail fence. Oddly, despite the heat, it's a good feeling.

Clark has been tracking his progress across the yard. His smile is still mostly hidden but his cheeks are pink with more than exertion. His eyes drop when Lex leans against the fence but he looks pleased. His quick glance takes in what Lex is wearing and Lex enjoys that, his breath comes a little faster with the pleasure of it.

Clark in summer is a feast. Lex smiles and white petals dot his damp skin.

Fall

Clark laughs, sure and bright, when Lex moves into his personal space. It's nothing now—it's part of a dance, the orbit they take around each other. Judging, evaluating…they dip towards each other and back again, trembling on a ledge Clark has made. Lex finds the waiting sweet. He promises himself that if this is all he has, then he's grateful for it and willing to take just this. He swears it's true, he believes it.

They circle. Their eyes meet, Clark goes pink to the tips of his ears and he looks down…Lex finds that look, from under the badly cut fringe of hair that almost but not quite obscures Clark's eyes, erotic. It does something to him that he'd been certain was burned out of him long ago.

Lex picks an apple from out of the basket Clark holds, rubs it against his shirt like he's wearing one of Clark's flannels…the thought of wash-worn cotton, warm from body-heat and smelling like boy, makes his eyes narrow and he shivers, a minute movement but of course Clark notices. His eyes close on Lex's like steel traps. In self-defense, Lex bites into the apple, a snap of white teeth that makes Clark's pupils go wide, pulls another smile from him, not as wide, not as white, but deep. Lex is sure it's a smile that Clark's only ever given him. Lex licks a wayward trail of juice from the skin of the apple; he offers the apple to Clark. "Taste?"

Clark never takes his eyes from Lex's but bites, his hand under Lex's steadying it and the apple. His teeth sink in; right over the spot Lex licked…juice spurts from the bite, and runs down Lex's hand. Clark catches the drip with his finger and licks it clean….

In the car, Lex licks the juice now dried, slightly tacky, pulling faintly at the skin as he moves his tongue between his fingers, chasing the sweet and the memory...cups himself with his free hand, squeezes just enough. The only sound in the car is the quick inhalation Lex makes. He's in his own car, his own private world—allowed to imagine 'what if'.

Winter

Clark smiles, he moves into Lex's space before Lex can invade his. He floats around Lex like his pull is irresistible, Lex thinks of galaxies colliding. In the farm house kitchen it's warm and smells of apples baking, cinnamon and butter, the scent of home. Clark laughs and talks and he's the Kent's little boy, filled with the excitement of Christmas. Lex shouldn't find it so agonizingly hot but he does. He knows later, in the loft, there'll be a different Clark, one that's his alone.

Lex smiles and nods and listens to the endless accounts of daily life of a farm. He can wait. Clark talks and smiles and under the table taps Lex's foot with his own.
~o0o~

The loft smells of hay, and pine, and the phantom scent of horses long, long gone. And apple pie, the scent of which is on Clark's breath, blowing hot and quick against his neck.

"Lex…." He folds Lex's sleeve back carefully, neat and square above the pale skin of the inside of his elbow. He puts his mouth to it, gentle touch of lips; than bites and Lex remembers Clark's teeth in an apple and how the juice burst out of it…he's hot and hard, instantly. Clark leaves his elbow and claims his mouth and as shy as he was, as long as it took to nudge him towards this, Clark is lightning now, he's novas and explosions, he's predator, more than Lex ever was. He strips Lex bare, fucks him hard, and all Lex can do is hang on for the ride, and it's the best, the best fucking ride of his life, like sky diving on Jupiter. It's fucking incredible. Lex could die right at this moment and it would still be the most perfect moment of his life.

After, Clark sucks him down, blows him like it's what he was born to do, then kisses Lex until his breath is gone.

Clark walks Lex back to his car, and stops him before he climbs in. Whispers in his ear, "Merry Christmas. Was this a good gift?"

Lex thinks of Christmases past, of the company he kept and the places he went. Thinks of gifts that ranged from ghastly to deadly, of Christmas eves he'd closed his eyes to wake up days later with no idea of where he was and no interest in knowing…."Clark, no other Christmas can begin to compare."

Clark laughs softly. "I want a million more Christmases just like this one. Promise me?" he teases. How can Lex do anything but promise?

12-20-2010

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12/20/10 07:54 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] rosy5000.livejournal.com
*fans self* Oh my! Very hot, especially the end! ;) Though, now I am jealous of apples. :P lol Love Clark going from all shy to predator. hehe

Now, I will go to sleep very happy and with a silly grin on my face. ;D *smooches*

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12/22/10 08:02 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*BEAMS*

Thank you for reading this, lovey! I'm glad you liked it! :)

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12/20/10 10:36 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] jakrar.livejournal.com
Sweet and hot -- just like our guys!

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12/22/10 08:02 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGS*

Thank you, my dear!!

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12/20/10 11:26 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] eternal-moonie.livejournal.com
AWESOME fic! Absolutely LOVED it!

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12/22/10 08:04 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*BEAMS*

Thank you, that makes me *very* happy!

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12/20/10 11:46 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] megamom2.livejournal.com
Nice! "Lex circles Clark slowly, carefully, just close enough to let him feel Lex's hopeful pull, not close enough to burn either one of them." Great line!
The slow build to intimacy, the sense that things were moving to what would happen when it should happen was very effective. And I loved the bit with the apple!

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12/22/10 08:06 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Thank you so very much! I hoped it would read like that--I'm thrilled that it did!

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12/20/10 03:04 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] cinderella81.livejournal.com
Goodness! That was a good thing to wake up to on this rainy Monday ... Fan-fucking-tastic!!!!

This line made me smile and giggle: Lex finds that look, from under the badly cut fringe of hair that almost but not quite obscures Clark's eyes, erotic. ... because we all know about Clark's bangs of d00m!

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12/22/10 08:06 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Yay! I'm glad I made your Monday a little better! *G*

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12/20/10 03:55 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] me-ya-ri.livejournal.com
Gah, wonderful! I love their slow circling each other, the way they slowly come together over time. Measuring their relationship by the seaons works beautifully! And the ending!! *beams and fans myself* Thanks so much for sharing Roxy!

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12/22/10 08:08 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Thank *you* for reading! I'm thrilled it worked for you! I missed the boys, and I really enjoyed writing it! :)

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12/20/10 05:54 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] rednihilist.livejournal.com
Wow! I love this!!! I know you must get this a lot, but these two characters written as you write them are simply amazing! The way Lex's mind works, how he's got this running analogy and is constantly comparing and contrasting, absorbing or casting off, and always looking beyond just the surface of things with that familiar zero stare MR gave to him. I worship your Lex, and here's a Clark I know deserves him and that he deserves in return. The patience is wonderful here. It's almost palpable, Lex's determination to just wait, wait, wait for Clark to come around and turn it in his mind, so that by Christmas it's probably Clark thinking himself daring and adult when all along Lex has been staging this seduction.

Whew! And how do you make this so sexy without explicit sex? The language, m'dear, it is fantastico! Much like that coquettish look of Clark's (Rawr BTY), the way you have Lex think, the terms you/he use(s) are undoubtedly erotic. I mean, I know that's deliberate, but I just have to give credit where credit is due. I love each section, but for me it's a tie between Lex happily sweating away on the Kent farm in front of Clark in the summer, and Clark and Lex sharing that apple in the fall. It's just amazing, hon, and I could easily go on for another few paragraphs about your writing and writing skills and just general fucking coolness factor, but I think I'll quit while I'm (somewhat) ahead. :)

You and yours have a wonderful holiday season, S! I always get schmoopy around this time of year, and so I can get away with saying stuff like I feel so lucky to know you, and I love you, you silly, silly, warped young thang! XD

*HUGGLES to my SNUGGLES*

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12/22/10 08:11 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
You know, I don't get that a lot, and considering what a fabulous Lex you write, I'm thrilled that you like the way I write him!

so that by Christmas it's probably Clark thinking himself daring and adult when all along Lex has been staging this seduction.

Yes!!!

Girl--your comment is a wonderful Christmas gift! You always lift my spirits when you comment on my stuff--you always make me feel so much better than I am!

SNUGGLES LOVES YOU!!!!!

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12/20/10 06:34 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] danceswithgary
So sweet and lovely! *hugs close*

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12/22/10 08:12 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Thank you, thank you so much!

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12/20/10 07:07 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] jlvsclrk.livejournal.com
Oh my, that was so very wonderful. I loved every last word, all so carefully crafted. Wunderbar!

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12/22/10 08:12 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Oh goodness, you have no idea how happy that makes me! *beams* Thank you!!

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12/20/10 07:57 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] tabaqui
OOooh, my heavens, this is so awesome. I love the seasons, how Lex sees Clark differently in each one, how they are getting closer, closer...slow and perfect dance.

And the *apple*, hell yes, and rolling up Lex's sleeve, and the loft....
*flails*

Freaking love it. :) AWESOME, bb.

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12/22/10 08:13 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*BEAMS*

*feels all accomplished*

*squeeze*

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12/20/10 10:03 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] voldything.livejournal.com
oh, this

Every word was perfect, I just loved it

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12/22/10 08:13 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Eeeeee! I'm all over thrilled!! Thank you!

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12/21/10 12:25 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tasabian.livejournal.com
Gorgeous! I love every single line so which to quote? *dilemma*

Lex bites into the apple, a snap of white teeth that makes Clark's pupils go wide, pulls another smile from him, not as wide, not as white, but deep. Lex is sure it's a smile that Clark's only ever given him.
*swoon* That is so perfect and you make me see it happening.

Clark is lightning now, he's novas and explosions, he's predator, more than Lex ever was. He strips Lex bare, fucks him hard, and all Lex can do is hang on for the ride
I love shy Clark turning alpha: so hot!

Perfect, exquisitely written build-up with a wonderful pay-off!

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12/22/10 08:14 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*BLUSH*

thank you, thank you, a million times! :)

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12/21/10 02:25 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] twinsarein.livejournal.com
Clark leaves his elbow and claims his mouth and as shy as he was, as long as it took to nudge him towards this, Clark is lightning now This line is a great description of this story. You slowly nudged us towards the ending, and then, Bam!, and I'm all, "Oh yeah, that's the ticket!"

What ever you want to call this, I call it terrific.

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12/22/10 08:15 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*CLINGS*

Thank you so much!! I was unsure, but I'm thrilled that it works for folks the way I hoped it would! :)

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12/21/10 04:20 am (UTC)
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Posted by [identity profile] ctbn60.livejournal.com
This was wonderful. Beautiful images combined with the seasons. It's almost like a dance. The ending was perfect.

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12/22/10 08:16 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Thank you so very much, for reading, and for your lovely comment! *happysigh*

Re: I am a VERY happy fangirl

12/22/10 08:16 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
YAY!!! I'm glad I made you happy!! *BEAMS*

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12/21/10 09:51 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] myownghost.livejournal.com
mmmm, this reminds me of why i got into the fandom so long ago. :)

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12/22/10 08:17 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Oh, what a lovely thing to say! *HUGS*!

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12/22/10 08:17 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
*BEAMS*

Thank you so much for reading this, and thank you for your comment!! :)

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12/22/10 07:43 pm (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] ender24
romantic and hot.......sighs, i feel nostalgic :D

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12/23/10 04:25 am (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com
Right? I felt all nostalgic myself. The good old days....

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12/23/10 03:40 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] nerowill.livejournal.com
And they lived all their Christmases together from then on having hot sex... *happy sigh*

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12/23/10 10:42 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] emeraldsedai.livejournal.com
Gorgeous! So erotic and beautiful! I love your seasonal frame, with the smells and the temperatures and the tastes.

Just beautiful.

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12/23/10 11:00 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] sue-dreams.livejournal.com
Oh, how lovely. Great tone and flow through the entire fic.

And great imagery of Clark warming and wisening to Lex.

Fall and the apple were sensual and delicious, but winter, and this: Clark leaves his elbow and claims his mouth and as shy as he was, as long as it took to nudge him towards this, Clark is lightning now, he's novas and explosions, he's predator, more than Lex ever was. Brilliant and beautiful.

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12/24/10 03:35 pm (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lapetite-kiki.livejournal.com
Very nice! :-)

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