SVBB woes and rambling

[roxy]

I'm having a hard time bringing any warmth to Lex and Clark's relationship in this fic. I'm still in the thinking stage, but no scene is popping into my head to build the relationship on. I'm having less trouble with the OCs than I am with Lex! Maybe if I skim through some of my older stuff, it will help. I'm so sorry that I don't feel the love as strongly as I used to...the hoyay doesn't come as easily anymore. I blame it on the shit ton of J2 stuff I read...*sigh* It's spoiling me for everything. All my ideas revolve around J and J, and I can't even write RPS--I tried! I suck!

Folks have suggested that I take prompts but I'm agoggle at folks that can do that--it's a skill I'm lacking. It takes me forever to get an idea rolling and then it takes a village to keep me from going on and on and on, somewhat like this post. Some of you remember stories I wrote about the Clex, four-billionity chapters that just kept coming and coming until it scared even me. Remember how we thought Brothers and Heroes would never end? That fucking ending just kept getting farther and farther way, until I realized that there was no happy ending possible. But this fic--damn it, I want a happy ending!! I envy the folks who have a billion words already--omg, bradygirl_12, you're giving me a complex!!!!!

Maybe it's the heat. SJersey is hot as a fucking pizza oven--so hot, there's not even any humidity and Jersey people know that's like a sign of the apocalypse. The air is still and thick and feels like you're trying to breathe through a wool muffler. Every time I sit down to write all my fat bits touch and get all sweaty and...wait, where you going? TMI? Cowards! I haven't even got to the part where my flip-flops swivel around on my feet 'cause they're so sweaty. I share because I love!

Next time, I'll share something fun and not sweaty, promise! :)

Comments

[bradygirl_12]

*grins*

Well, as you know over on my journal, I'm melting, too! :)

Muses are weird things! I gotta ride mine while they're hot, hubba, hubba! ;)

[me-ya-ri.livejournal.com]

*snuggles you... with air conditioning* XD It feels like October here, quite literally. The temperature is under 65 most of the time and it won't stop raining. I'm dying for some actual summer over here! Stupid Puget Sound. *grumble*

Man, good luck on your BB! I'm hoping you do succeed because there so needs to be more hooker!Clark fic. Go look at ctbn60's pictures--they'll inspire you. They'll inspire a rock, I think. ;)

*passes the cookies*

[ctbn60.livejournal.com]

Oiy! you are a joisey gal!!?? Cool. It hit 106 today in beautiful Newark!

If you want I'd be more that willing to help with Lex. and the scene. You could email me privately what the story is about and exactly where you are stuck. I beta like this and prompt people all the time. If you want just pm me. :D

And keep cool! Tomorrow is supposed to hit up to 115!

[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

Oh, hon, all I've got in terms of "words of comfort" are: if it makes you feel any better, I'm having trouble too, and am going to have to drop out. Too much RL drama, and I haven't written *anything* in almost a month, much less my SVBB.

So, please keep trucking? One of us has *got* to finish something!!! XD

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

See! I told you all your SpN fics were sabotaging your Clex fics. *glares at evil SpN fics*

Ick! This heat is HORRIBLE!!!!!!!! *melts a little more* :P

*snickers* Hey, if you do it right, you can share something fun AND sweaty. Just not with those SpN boys. lol

[tasabian.livejournal.com]

Also scorching hot in Toronto. *wishes for air conditioning*

A nudge: Clark just gets so frustrated with Lex, he has to hold him still and Lex is glaring and squirming, but he LOVES it and then sex happens.

[tabaqui]

Gaaaaaaaaah. It was 105 here yesterday, and the humidity was like a freakin' sauna. Heat index was probably 110 or something. OMG, so awful.

*But wait! Rush Limbaugh says the heat index is a vast, left-wing conspiracy! It's not really all that hot!!*

I want to write. But i am...just not. Bleh.

*fans us both*
*where are the damn cabana boys?*

[droolfangrrl.livejournal.com]

You can do it Duffy Moon!