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[roxy]

I owe thanks to romyra for an *AWESOME* gift, to priscel for the cutest dang snowpeople who are now known as Mr and Mrs SnowRoxy--I mean real thanks not just this mention and I will thank you, not to mention lapetite_kiki, who made me go awwwwww when I opened her card....

I haven't been around much lately, just kind of dropping in and dashing out because RL has been pretty rough lately. Between me royally and stupidly fucking up with the IRS and running back and forth to the hospital and worrying about my dad and my job, things have been kind of terrible really. And today, my dad's nursing home called me and asked me to come in because he wasn't doing well. He passed away tonight at 10 pm. We were all there with him, from morning until night, so he was never alone. I'm still, I don't know, in shock or something. It doesn't seem real. I want to talk about him some more but not tonight. Tonight, I just want to fall in bed and not think about anything.

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*HUGS*
Thank you, love.

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*HUG*
Thanks so much.

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*HUGHUG*

my dear, thank you so much

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Thank you, love. The Fam is what's keeping me together, I swear. Without them...*shakes head* It's amazing too, all these well wishes. I hope folks know how much it helps.

I wish you'd been there when Mr. R opened the card. The look of surprise and just plain wonder on his face was adorable. He thought it was *beautiful* and set it on a table a little closer to his desk than to mine. ;) Thank you darling one, it was a very thoughtful--and *very* well appreciated--gift! *HUGS*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*HUGHUGHUG*

I can't begin to tell you how much I appreciate you.

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*hugs back*
You know, even though we knew it was coming it still felt like getting hit by a truck.

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Thank you, so much.

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*CLINGS*

Thank you sweetie, thank you so much.

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Thank you, love.

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He was a good dad and a wonderful grandpa.

Your icon made me smile, thank you! *HUG*

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Thanks so very much my dear. *HUGS*

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Oh my dear! ♥ Thank you so much!

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Girl, I was going to answer all these responses, but I have to stop because I'm about to cry my eyes out now. *HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUG*

Thank you for the yellow rose, it was my mom's favorite color of rose and a nice thing to find on my profile page.

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Thank you so much, love. *HUGS BACK* I really appreciate your kind words. ♥

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Thank you so much--I swear, it's been a hell of a lousy year for nearly everyone.

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Thank you love. ♥

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*HUGS*
♥

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I swear, I don't think I've seen such a crappy year for all my friends. So much loss, so much sadness. Yeah, this year really needs to be over.

Thanks so much, my dear.

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Thank you, love.

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*clings hard*

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Thank you so much, my dear.

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Thank you sweetie, thank you so, so much. *hugshard*

[tabaqui]

How are you doing, bb? Doing okay? Need anything?
*hugs you tight*

Call me if you need to, okay?
*luffs*

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I might call you. Tomorrow I've got to tell my sister and I'm feeling frazzled about that. I'm not really helping the Fam get things together, I'm endlessly looking up info but not moving forward and I don't think I've actually looked my husband in the eye all day. But it's going to get better. my brother's coming up from Virginia. I was mean to the dog tonight and that made me cry. I keep squashing any thoughts about my dad. I really didn't think it would be this hard.

I probably should have pm'd this. :)
*hugs*

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Thank you so much. ♥