subject: lazy ass lazy

[roxy]

I'm not writing because of writer's block. I'm not writing because I'm lazy. I have so much of Come The Night just sitting there--I'm too lazy to edit it. I tell myself bits of my J2 to help me fall asleep. (my version of bedtime stories.) I was definitely going to sign up for the SpN Big Bang this year and just stopped. I couldn't imagine working that hard on something. I'd stop all together but I'm going to finish CTN no matter what because I've been posting and I hate to disappoint the folks reading it. I'm *so* glad I never started posting the J2, I'd feel awful about not finishing it! I totally get that once the muse has flown, (or if you're feeling terminally lazy) it's a physical pain to try and finish a fic, but I hate starting to read a story to find out it's not finished and never will be and sometimes I want to break the writer's fingers just a little...not like I haven't posted a fic and left it hang--still feel guilty about that--hell, I feel guilty about not cleaning up finished work and posting it to the magical world of AO3.

Ah well, enough guilt soaked rambling. You know, sometimes I wish I did drink. It'd give me something better to do with my time except obsessively watching old eps of SpN and Las Vegas. If I was rich, omg, I mean insanely 'laugh at Bill Gates for being a pauper mother fucker' rich, I'd buy Jensen and Josh Duhamel and make them act out endless little stories for my amusement and not all of them would involve lube even...there's nothing money can't buy. Don't let anyone tell you different. I'd be nice about it though. I'd buy Daneel a puppy to make up for it. Maybe one of those Irish Setters. And some Uggs. She looks like she'd wear Uggs. I'd buy her a green shirt with yellow trim and bits cut out, a bright yellow skirt to go with it, maybe a teal belt. She's got...colorful taste. A big red dog would be just what she needed to set off her outfits.

Wow, I can't write shit but I can go on being a bitch forever.

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[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

I for one enjoy your bitching, hon, but I know you'll eventually float on back into the writing river from the lazing stream. I myself was just in that stream, and no doubt I'll be back there soon. It comes and goes, but it does always go. Although, you and I never seem to be on the same schedule. :/ You're most productive when I'm floundering and vice versa. Funny, funny RL shenanigans, huh? *headdesk*

So, there there, Snuggles! Chin up, and go read my latest chapter of That Hawk Is Dead (perty please?), and then tomorrow tune in to the continuing adventures of Coop&Sherman when Southland comes back on (as well as Justified). There. Does that cheer you up a little? Other hot men doing hot badass things weekly? I know you have your twisted little heart set on Ackles and Duhamel, but these other toys are just as neat—I swear!

Here have prettiness, silly head:





















All galleries are here (with tons of prettiness)!

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[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Aren't you the good one, always looking out for me! *bighappygrin*

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[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

Oh, like you don't return the favor every few weeks? Pfffft.

Just doing my part for the well-being of this country. If roxy is depressed/angry, everyone is! (It's in the Constitution.) But, seriously, love, don't fret too much. I shall take over the role of 'Shoulder To,' and cede you the rights to 'Cry On.' Then, next month, probably around my birthday, we can arrange a switch-back. XD

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[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*GGGGGG*

Sounds like a plan to me, beloved! :)

[tabaqui]

I have been reading *way too much* ontd_political 'cause i saw the 'blah blah' and had a Santorum flashback.

*smishes you*

Sucks when you just can't bring yourself to write.

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

You amuse me with how detailed your fantasy to own Jensen and Josh is. lol Loves you so much. Hope your writing muses start to cooperate for you again though.

*hugsnuggle* ♥

[portraitofafool.livejournal.com]

Your being a bitch just amused me to no end because her clothes make my eyes hurt and I am not actually joking. :/

I know how the Writing Lazies go all too well and it's annoying and frustrating and painful and I may or may not have thrown hissy fits about it before. *koff* It'll come back to you though and when it does, you should strap yourself in because--depending on how long the Lazies have been around--when the Muse comes back she's coked up to the gills and rarin' to go. Sometimes so much so that you can't keep up at all.

I missed Big Bang sign-ups again? I think I should just resign myself to it and allow it to be my fate. lol I did, however, sign up for the Werewolf Big Bang. Kind of wondering what's wrong with me because the fic in my head is going to be a monster (no pun intended). And why am I rambling at you about all of that? *headdesk*

Come back to us when you're ready, bb and know we'll be happy to see your fancy, fancy words around again. (And the incest... that's nice, too.) :D

*smishes*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

when the Muse comes back she's coked up to the gills and rarin' to go

Hah!! It's just like that, isn't it! And good news, you have time to sign up for the BB. *nudges gently*

Ramble, please do! I love rambling. I make my flist deal with it all the time, so hey--you know I love it.

(And the incest... that's nice, too.)

your way with words--they make me smile.